In the observation of the chain judgment, the number of body life has risen to thirty-five. In the past exploration of the ruins of the Ruling Bureau, each elemental life required the cooperation of an average of ten occult experts to escape, and it was almost impossible to destroy their bodies made entirely of constructs without the blows of near-critical weapons. Even in the chaotic battlefield in front of them, they are the most conspicuous group, however, they are not united, but more based on a single breakthrough, launching an attack on all the surrounding beings. Even so, neither the security guards nor the occult experts can do enough damage to them. It is precisely because of this that when facing the alienated right river, their failure sets off the abnormality of the alienated right river even more.

No more than three face-to-face, head-to-head confrontation, the time to resist is not more than a second, the body of the body has lost its balance, as if it was smashed into the security guards copied from all sides, like a bowling ball knocking down the bottle pillar, the security guards along the way were knocked to pieces, leaving a conspicuous gully in the sea of people. If you just look at it with the naked eye, you can't figure out how the physical life is defeated.

I've always been using chain decisions to focus on those beings that I think have enough combat power, and the Elemental Life is also among them, so when the Elemental Life comes into contact with the Alienated Youjiang, every detail of the action will be recorded. Probably because the fighting styles of the two are too similar, the collision between the two is also very direct, it is almost like fighting only by physical fitness, the side with the most strength, the fastest speed, and the best skill wins, and the difference in mystery will be directly covered up by this difference in physical fitness. In my understanding, though. This is still the result of the mystical differences, because the physical makeup of both sides is part of their mystery.

The body of the alienated Youjiang is softer and more full of living flesh and blood, but the effect on the defensive level is no less than the cold and hard structural material body of the body life, even judging from the results of direct collision. It can be considered superior. Although the body of the alienated Youjiang is superficially similar to the human body, it is definitely very different from the human body in essence. The human body is extremely fragile, and from a scientific point of view, this fragility cannot be effectively changed without changes in cells or even genes, or even the carbon-based structure itself, although people care about their own body composition and regard it as one of the fundamental parts of the existence of the concept of "human". I have also fantasized about the enormous potential of the human body to be "inexhaustible", but in reality, this idea is scientifically untenable.

The upper limit of human potential is its own carbon-based structure and genetic composition, and this upper limit, the hardest substance is diamond, and the greatest possibility is the genetic information accumulated by human beings for thousands of years from evolution to the present. Even if it's a little more exaggerated. Human genes hold all the information about the survival of the fittest since the existence of life on the planet. Or according to the hypothesis that the seeds of life are extraterrestrial, it is believed that human genes contain "extraterrestrial intelligence", but that's all. These things that have been accumulated through evolution and time, whether they have been excavated or not, are themselves the limits of human beings.

The human flesh. It is such a thing that is "not as powerful as imagined", the human brain, the human thinking, the human growth, compared to the length of a person's life. It may give people the illusion of "infinity", but it is only an illusion.

The body of the alienated Youjiang, the body of the body, and even the body of the security guard, only from the perspective of the apocalyptic fantasy world, has a completely different depth and height from humans. No matter how similar they may be on the surface, through observation and experience, you can directly feel that there is a completely different level of difference between the "foundation" that makes up these bodies and the "foundation" of the human body. And this difference is beyond the reach of human beings based on the carbon-based structure and the existing genetic information composition.

From this point of view, being able to confront this monster with a huge difference in the "structure of existence" can certainly be understood as not a "human in the full sense of the word" by the occult experts themselves. Although the changes in emotions, thinking patterns and personality follow the imprint of human social activities, in terms of the structure of life, it has been changed by some force, and even if this change does not change the carbon-based structure, it must touch the genetic information.

I think that when the occultist thinks that "he is different from the other people around him", this intuition and feeling is actually very correct, because the two are indeed different, when others are still "human", the occultist has a place that he can't even notice, and is no longer "human". If such changes are connected to the reality of the hospital, it is probably more in line with the process of "being eroded by the virus" and then "showing pathology".

It is not unimaginable that the depth of the "virus" infects patients with doomsday syndrome is already deep into the "carbon-based structure" and "genetic information".

On the other hand, it is precisely because there is such a deep change, and it is impossible to understand the various possibilities that will lead to the change, that people feel that they have more possibilities. Because of ignorance, we fantasize about hope. I don't have any ill feelings about this mentality, because if I could fully understand it, I would lose hope of "possibility" and probably fall into the deepest despair.

Because of ignorance, because of stupidity, because we can't see all the possibilities, we can wait, we can hypothesize, we can guess, we can embrace fantasy and hope. When I think about it, I don't think it's ridiculous, and I don't think there's anything wrong with it. This is because this kind of lively heart, which can only be preserved even if it is only because of the "illusion", is part of my personality as Takakawa. To deny these is to deny my own existence.

Even when I was most desperate and felt the most stupid, I never denied myself.

In fact, at this time, it is a ridiculous and pale idea to care about whether you are a human being in the full sense of the word. There have been countless times when I have thought that I am not human, so I have done things that others can't see, and I have also thought that I am human, so I have done what others see as human beings. And whether I think of myself as a "human" or not, or. The criterion of whether or not to regard oneself as a "normal person" or even "what kind of person" one is only "wanting to live", "wanting to let the people you love live", and even "wanting everyone to live".

I've long been aware of it, when I don't see myself as a human being. It's so powerful that even you are afraid of yourself - this may be an exaggeration, but the reflection in the actual battle has an indisputable effect.

If "thinking of oneself as a human being" can bring comfort to the heart, then "not thinking of oneself as a human being" or "not thinking of oneself as a normal person" can bring pain and show more substantial help. However, it is precisely because of the fact that one's own personality has a fixed shape. Psychology also has an inherent outline, so it is actually very difficult to "not treat yourself as a human being". On a personality level, the difficulty is like being an immobile bottle that deliberately allows itself to fall and shatter in order to change itself. Then run into the furnace and reshape.

In contrast, persuasion on a psychological level. It's a little easier, but you can't change it all at once.

Therefore, it is necessary to rely on the environment and the immediate pressure to speed up this process.

I think this is actually when I am facing too powerful monsters. One of the reasons why I can't stop thinking in my heart even if I fall into absolute inferiority -- even if I don't have the power of consciousness to interfere with Youjiang, I must adjust myself psychologically through my thinking, and this adjustment increases with the length of the battle. It won't stop for a moment.

Even if there is already a fact that it is "not human" in terms of the structure of life forms, if it cannot reach the perspective of "non-human" from the psychological level and even from the perspective of personality, then the combat effectiveness that this "not human" body can possess has definitely not reached its limit in theory.

I can be stronger - that's something I've always believed in and told myself all the time. It is precisely because I don't know what has become of my life form and structure, and what profound changes the erosion of the "virus" has brought to my body and mind, that I can use this "ignorance" as the basis to pry my own possibilities.

A known sequence of numbers must be proven to be full of possibilities.

However, an unknown sequence can theoretically be any possibility.

Although the "known" and "unknown" mentioned here should be the "known" and "unknown" of objective facts, rather than the "known" and "unknown" subjectively obtained because of one's own cognitive ability, the effect of the two at some times is the same.

When facing the alienated Youjiang, just like facing those enemies that I couldn't resist in the past, it made me feel painful, I was hurt all the time, physical injuries and psychological pressure, I always felt that the shadow of death was shaking in front of me, as if every breath I exhaled could be my last breath.

I don't want to die, I don't want to die in this moment, I want to be faster, I want to be stronger, I want to burn my life more violently, but not just for my own survival, but for the survival of more people. If the world had not been without itself, would it continue to function as usual? Perhaps, but it will also reduce the part of the possibilities that you have when you exist. Perhaps, the possibilities that you have, and the possibilities that you will bring to others, are the prerequisites for some kind of "salvation", so how heavy should your own death be? If you die, then no matter how heavy this death is, you can't feel it, no matter how sad others are, or no one will be sad at all, and you can't know anymore.

If there is really no way to prevent death, then you can only accept it, but before it turns out that "there is really no way", how about working harder?

With such emotions, I have walked through the death of the apocalyptic illusion, the death of the reality of the hospital, the new life of the apocalyptic illusion, and I will never give up the rebirth of the reality of the hospital.

I held my breath, forgetting about my torn, sliced, and shattered limbs, ignoring the almost disemboweled, sliding entrails, the swarming security guards, and the materials of the structures that were indestructible no matter what. I kept thinking and thinking, whether it was the complicated and trivial thoughts that I had to produce because of the interference of the mysterious power, or the thoughts that I had to make due to self-adjustment. That inflated emotion has always been in my every quick sweep, every swing of the knife, gradually becoming clearer.

I felt as if I had grasped something, but in fact, this thing had always been in my hand, but most of the time, I forgot that I had been holding it in the palm of my hand.

I weaved through the crevices, dodging one anomaly after another. I could look up and see the elemental life that leapt into the sky and swooped down, shifting in the beam of light it released. The world in the eyes alternates between "color" and "black and white" again and again, and the images in the mind will change from fine to blurred and from blurred to fine every second, the outline of the line structure will overlap with the outline of the three-dimensional solid surface, and the object outside the body will suddenly fall into a slowness of almost static, and then suddenly recover from this slowness.

Swift sweeping, chain judgment, just like waving hands, operates naturally, occurs, completes changes to varying degrees and continues, forming a kind of high and low frequency, which belongs to me and is the rhythm of my life.

Once again, I pasted the alienated right river, and from her hands, I took away the mysterious expert who was unwilling to let her die, and I was beaten to the bone. Then he turned around and slammed into the incoming security guards, taking advantage of the attack of the body life to open a path, and galloped away at a speed that the body life could not react to.

Saya's power has already eroded one-third of the mountain city, and even if he does not directly come into contact with these abnormal flesh and blood, there will be a certain chance that his body will suddenly transform into this abnormal flesh and blood. Erosion is not done only through the contact of flesh and blood itself, but just like this power that turns the inorganic into organic and distorts the organic, has penetrated into the wind, and a large number of invisible spores, hidden in the gray mist and ashes, will explode as they flow and fall. (To be continued.) )