1825 New Diary

Whether it was observing the Nazi lunar fleet and the ruins of the Mayflies from inside the Three Immortals Island, or observing this strange city through the use of additional constructs in suspected "holy places" that could not be located, he had a sense of inexplicability. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 infoTakakawa himself can't figure out whether this feeling is good or bad, it's like eating a weird pudding, and although the taste is different from usual, you can still swallow it, and because it's the first time I've eaten it, I can't talk about whether I like it or not. I always feel that something is happening, and what is happening is far from what it is happening, but from a wider and deeper place, it is like a change in the earth's crust in the depths of a trench that is 10,000 meters long, and people can only observe the changes in the ocean currents.

Maybe it's because I'm observing two closely related changes from two angles -- the war going on in the universe and the battle that is about to take place in this strange city are undoubtedly parallel and mutually influencing related events, but the distance between the two is too far away in space and time, and the number of factors affecting its changes is far beyond the number of things I can observe, so I have this kind of unclear feeling.

Takakawa knew very well that such a feeling often meant that his intelligence acquisition had begun to fall behind the course of events, and that a huge, terrifying and unpredictable progress was rolling in directions that he had not been able to imagine. The smell of the end of the world is also stronger in this ominous intuition.

Gao Chuan's self-observation data made him understand at the first time that his psychological and emotional state was experiencing violent negative fluctuations. Although the prosthetic body greatly reduces the impact of psycho-emotional effects on physiological state, action patterns and abilities, this does not mean that there is no effect at all.

Even if he confirmed that the priority goal of the Nazi Moon Fleet was not to hit Earth, he could not be happy in the slightest to see the huge losses suffered by the Doomsday Shinrikyo after being induced. Every time he thinks back to the thoughts that have come to his mind, he can recognize that his self-perception is slipping to a point where he is on the verge of self-collapse.

The repeater in Area 51 forcibly squeezed into the "Holy Land", and the two were like balloons that were blowing, making Gao Chuan feel like they were going to explode at any moment. Compared to this feeling, the appearance that has become more magnificent because of the growth of the body does not bring him any sense of security. All changes are accelerating, and Takakawa has always felt that the direction of the battle is not so much described as "escalation" as "rampage".

If the ascension of the Combined Space Experiment Fleet into space in a form of urgency is still a normal and extenuating development, then the development of the present day is something that could not have been foreseen at that time in any way - those unimaginable mysterious forces have blurred the clear battlefield, made the enemy with clear positions ambiguous, made the impossible in logic possible, and the development of what seems to be logic, made the unreasonable seem to make some sense, and made all events develop in an unpredictable direction.

The collaborators behind the physical life became the Nazis, and the Repeater of Area 51 descended on the Holy Land, fighting on two fronts at the same time. "Why the hell is this happening?" Gao Chuan has always had this question in his heart, and the answer to this question also has a vague outline floating in the depths of his heart.

In less than three seconds, the Combined Space Experiment Fleet launched more than a dozen attacks on the Nazi lunar fleet that skimmed the Earth's low-Earth orbit under the control of the Three Immortals, trying to slow it down to the Mayfly's ruins or force it to change its current course. Normally, changing the enemy's route is to delay time and lay traps, but for Takakawa at this time, the reason for this is much simpler - just to ensure that the enemy's path does not become the cause of some mysterious force. Gao Chuan's swift sweep in the Holy Land is enough to prove that even if he doesn't use his hands to "draw lines", his own movement trajectory can become a line similar to the pattern of the magic array.

The conceptual factors used to describe action, including speed, rhythm, and route, are transformed into manifestations that can trigger mysterious forces because of some ominous thing that envelops the world.

A normal attack might not be able to break through the defenses of the Nazi lunar fleet, but at least they would not be allowed to make those obvious regularities. This is the decision that Takakawa can make after feeling the ominousness hidden behind the rampage.

On the other hand, a third of the repeater in Area 51 has been squeezed into the holy place, and in Takakawa's eyes, the shape of this third can be described as "a hedgehog with a curled body" or "a sea urchin suspended in water". The dense needle-like mass, with an almost circular shell, suspended in the air, has a rather light and fluttering feeling, and its weight is not proportional to its volume—Takakawa, of course, knows that this is nothing more than an illusion.

Whether it's Takakawa or the Goth Maiden, there's nothing more to do after the repeater in District 51 broke into the Holy Land. Everything evolves like a volcano erupting, powerful and long-lasting, the impact is constantly coming up, and then Gao Chuan is blocking in front of the goth girl, although the goth girl may not need Gao Chuan as a shield in terms of ability, but Gao Chuan still does not intend to expose the existence of such a little girl to this terrible impact.

He didn't feel that this kind of performance of judging people by appearance was a mistake at all, and to be able to do such emotional behavior was not a proof that he still retained his humanity from the aspect of consciousness? Things that aren't human will not be interested in the appearance of goth girls, nor will they be sensual to people, let alone driven by this sensibility to act.

"Will the Las Vegas repeater really come?" Takakawa stared at the presentation of the repeater in Area 51, and couldn't help but confirm it to the goth girl again. Whether it is for him, for the Whisperers, Cyberball, NOG and the United Nations, and even for the enemy, the Las Vegas Repeater and its controller, Takakawa with the appearance of a teenager, is an object that cannot be ignored.

The Las Vegas Repeater will prioritize the Fifty-One Repeater in the melee, which is a crucial link in the chain of traps laid by the Goth Girl. The internal situation of the Cosmic Joint Experimental Fleet has proven that the impact of the "Fifty-first Area Repeater entering the Holy Land of the Doomsday Shinrikyo Cult" alone is not enough to have a sufficient impact on the people of the Cosmic Joint Experimental Fleet from the level of the collective human subconscious.

Although the situation is as varied as a kaleidoscope, or rather, it is precisely because of the changes that Takakawa thinks that he must be alert to the reason why he risked his life with the goth girl in the collective human subconscious. Since at the beginning, I came here with the intention of cutting off the anomalies in the consciousness level of the people of the Cosmic United Experimental Fleet, so I had to do it. On the other hand, if the Cosmic Combined Experimental Fleet is unable to recover from the best state of personnel consciousness, then it will be difficult for this Cosmic Combined Fleet to exert its best combat effectiveness, even with Sanxian Island as the core and full management. In the apocalyptic fantasy, there are too many mysteries that can bring the self-discipline of things into play, but Takakawa still believes that human consciousness is the foundation.

As long as the Las Vegas repeater is involved in the Holy Land battlefield, then it is definitely not a fantasy for more repeaters to participate, and the confrontation between the repeater and the repeater, the shock of the human collective subconscious, is enough to clear the consciousness of everyone in the cosmic joint experimental fleet - although to a certain extent, this proposal of the Goth Girl is recognized, but Gao Chuan still can't find out what kind of consideration is in the heart that is still uneasy. I must have realized something, but it was as if there was some kind of force that blinded my thoughts, and let the thoughts that were about to come out be blocked in the nerves of my brain.

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“…… As half of the body of the Repeater in Area 51 enters the Holy Land, far away in the depths of the ephemera ruins in the universe, Father Sissen and the mysterious experts of the Black Hive are also facing an important choice. Two Ruling Bureau natives, named Sha and Sha, have found a way to repair the security network system at the site, and have succeeded in unifying the network structure of the three areas, including the 33rd district where they live.

The 50 construction machines included in these three areas have also recovered from the chaotic state and become normal automatic machines that can carry out orderly construction according to the zoning rules, which has brought considerable promotion to the construction and reorganization of the three areas.

Father Sissen had helped Sha with the early safety net reboot experiments in Area 33, and by the time he set foot in the area again, the troublesome dead Hun soldiers had become loyal guards. And the little girl "畀" at the beginning not only became the leader of the newly established 33rd District security guards, but also with the help of the complete structure "Sha", 80% of the body was structured, and the form she transformed had a reference to the prosthetic Gao Chuan, because the prosthetic Gao Chuan was also the hero who helped the 33rd District to restart the security network.

The seeds that were planted at the beginning, I don't know how long it took, grew a sprout that people can't ignore. And the arrival of Father Xi Sen and the Black Nest also brought about a climax of the counterattack against the life of the three ruling bureaus under the leadership of "Sha" and "Yi". In order to restart the security network in the new area, it is inevitable to finally renovate the security network of the entire Ruling Bureau, so that the Ruling Bureau can return to the correct operating state, and fight the monsters that are flooded with the Ruling Bureau.

However, neither Xi Sen nor the Black Nest, nor the newly formed Security Planning Bureau of Sha and Tsu, have yet to realize that they have less time than they think. Completed the technical exchange of the Doomsday Shinrikyo and continued to reach technical cooperation with the Nazis, and found a way to reproduce the life of the body on a large scale, and in order to effectively complete the breeding plan, they not only need a certain amount of initial population, but also need more confidential equipment of the Ruling Bureau, and transform an environment that is most suitable for the reproduction and continuation of the life of the body, all of which have various contradictions with the plans of the Security Planning Bureau and the Black Nest. While the Security Planning Bureau and the Black Hive have joined forces to try to restart and repair the wider security network, the Primal Beings have also begun to forcibly destroy the security network from the lower and higher levels of the Dominion Bureau. ”

-- Excerpt from "Diary - The End of the Spiral Volume". Recorded by: Takakawa.

I put down my pen and re-read the part I had just written. From the first time I encountered mystery, I have been trying to record my adventures, like writing a diary, writing those things that I don't know if they are true or not, and recording my thoughts and thoughts, sometimes messy, sometimes excited, sometimes painful. I don't know when recording has become an instinctive behavior, and whenever I read what I have written, I can always feel a hysterical, unreal, and dreamy emotion that has always existed in the depths of my heart, from the messy plot and from the intermittent words.

I must admit that whenever I start writing and start reading my own writing, I always forget about the situation I am facing, forget where I am and even exclude any thinking about myself. I must also admit that as much as I love to write and what I write, I am not a good writer and I don't always have the time and vocabulary to write everything I see and feel in a vivid and organized way.

I must admit in the end that what I have recorded in this diary is, in the eyes of others, probably the whispering of a mentally ill person. The mentally ill write his rhapsodies into diary-like stories, which are then presented to the reader. While I longed that one day my book would be published as an adventure novel—and that I should give it a nice name, like Doomsday Syndrome—I wasn't sure if I would ever make it to that point.

What I have experienced is a terrible life course that I don't know what is true or false. I was dead and I felt alive, but am I dead or alive? This sense of uncertainty about my own existence is undoubtedly one of the most terrifying of all the horrors I have ever experienced—it is not the uncertainty itself, nor the self-denial itself, but the deep unknowns that lie behind these feelings and perceptions. What is it that makes me think like this? Makes me have to think like this? When I look back, the choices I see are full of immutable inevitability?

Perhaps, when this huge, terrifying vortex descended from nothingness, engulfed me, and transformed me, I fell in love with it, and that was how it all began.

My name is Takakawa, and I write this sentence in the Las Vegas repeater: I don't want this to be my last diary. (To be continued.) )