Chapter 386: I Haven't Forgotten
"Yes, that's right, I'm in love with someone else, and not only that, I'm already married to that person!" Su Yingxue said loudly.
Tang Jun was shocked!
What did she say? Marry that guy?
His eyes froze on Su Yingxue, and then fixed on the woman's head combed on her head.
Really married?
Really married!
"You, you...... You actually married him! Tang Junqi was dumbfounded, "Su Yingxue, are you sick or irrigated with water, you know that he is the grandson of your enemy, and you still marry him!" You ......"
It's just that before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Su Yingxue.
"Yes! I know who he is! You know who he is! You also know that the destruction of my family is inseparable from those who are far above the high hall! But so what? Su Yingxue was like a lit firecracker, crackling and burning, burning herself and hurting the other party. However, after she shouted out, she felt that even if she burned herself to ashes, her heart would be extremely happy.
"You know I have enemies, you know what I've been through!"
"But, little prince......" Su Yingxue couldn't help but sneer a few times, "For you, it's only a few short months, but what about me?" Do you know what I've been through in the last few months, and how I've suffered? β
Tears rolled down.
"My father is gone, my mother is gone, my home is gone. In your eyes, the short months are just a blink of an eye, but in those months, every day I walked down with blood and tears. β
"Every day is a torment for me."
"What about you? Where are you? Where have you been? Is there a little bit of me in your heart? In your aristocratic heart, have you ever really been sincere and concerned about me? β
"Nope! You don't! β
"You don't care how sad and tormented I am, all you care about is that I left with someone."
"The person who was originally played by you between applause has disappeared indifferently and lost control, so you have come to prove your control over me."
"I'm sorry! No matter how low my status Su Yingxue is, no matter how cheap my life is, I am also a person, not a thing, not a doll that you can take and play with when you are happy, and when something happens, you will just throw it behind your head and ignore it! β
"I am a living person! It is someone who needs affection and companionship! β
After Su Yingxue shouted for the last time, as if she had been drained of her strength, her body was haggard and retreated, and finally slumped on the ground.
She's not a doll, she doesn't want to be a doll that others can control at all times, she doesn't want to be a canary, kept in a cage. If she wanted that kind of life, she could have married Qin Ziqing naturally when her mother mentioned marriage. Then, all of this will not happen. She will have a home that is not free but has no shortage of food and clothing, and she will have a husband who loves her very much although she doesn't love her, and her father and mother who love her are still there, and she can be seen at any time.
Now that she has nothing left, why should she be a bird or a doll that others keep in captivity?
She won't!
Tang Jun, who had never seen Su Yingxue in such a gaffe, froze under her roar.
After seeing her, I just wanted to take her away wholeheartedly, how could I forget the crying and sins she had suffered?
Tang Jun staggered, step by step, as heavy as his mood, and walked to Su Yingxue.
She combed her hair and was married. That man was the grandson of her enemy, but he did what he said to her, and perhaps, she was really too painful
So marry him? Or perhaps, he was with her during this time, so she wanted this dependence?
She's still a little girl after all-
Without her father and mother, without the protection of her family, even if she is capable, in her heart, she must need a comfort.
So, although this person is the grandson of the enemy, there is no threat, so I married him?
Then she, does she still accept herself?
Yourself, is there a chance to get her love again?
This period of time is not a blink of an eye for him, it is also tormenting and sad for him, and he even thinks that he may never see her again in his life. The hopelessness and helplessness at that time is still yesterday when I think about it now.
Because of the loss of contact over the years, there was such a gap between them.
It's not to blame her, only to blame him, he didn't give her enough security and didn't be able to rush to her side to protect her in the first place.
Or maybe it's all to blame.
Although Su Yingxue wants to be independent, she also behaves like this, but because she has relied on her parents all the time to live over the years, the emotional support in her heart is very heavy.
To blame, it can only be blamed on the fact that they were forced to separate when they had just established a relationship. They were forced to separate before they had established that solid relationship at all.
It's no wonder that the rift was born.
He knew what had happened to her and rushed to her.
However, she didn't know how he spent this time.
Tang Jun looked at Su Yingxue's woman's head again, and his heart felt as painful as being cone by an awl.
Tang Jun let out a long sigh, and then sat down on the felt mat.
"Is he good to you?" Tang Jun asked.
Su Yingxue buried her head in her knees and did not answer.
"Do you know who he is, but still marry him, because you like him or because you need him?"
Su Yingxue's body stiffened.
He got it?
Tang Jun looked at Su Yingxue, his eyes unblinking. She didn't speak or react much, but he felt a wave of sadness spread over him at this moment.
And at this moment, it seemed that someone was pulling the vine hard, and his heart hurt.
He didn't want to lose her like that!
Even if she is married, even if she has a grudge against him in her heart, he doesn't want to lose her because of it!
Tang Jun suddenly sat forward and suddenly held Su Yingxue is hand.
"Cher! Whatever the reason, I just ask, do you still have me in your heart? β
Do you have? Do you have?
Su Yingxue repeated these words in her heart, chewing repeatedly, but tears were wet on her knees.
Do you have? Do you have?
Of course there isβbut that figure made her feel so sad in her heart, she really wanted to give it up, but she couldn't.
Countless days and nights, countless ups and downs, countless comings and goings, those memories that Su Yingxue felt had been sealed in her heart for a long time, were active again at this moment, and scene by scene dangled in front of her eyes.
It turned out that she had never forgotten.
(. = )