If the people Dr. Nguyen Le wanted to save were in these container-like space fleets with the same worldview as her, who had observed the same apocalypse and made the last struggle......

Sure enough, I couldn't ignore it, even if it was just a guess, I had to confirm it. After all, this space fleet is not heading for the moon that will make them back, but one of the strongest and most vicious monsters I can see in my eyes.

Even if it is converted to Dr. Nguyen Li's perspective, it must be the existence of something like "the core origin of the apocalypse caused by Claudia White", or "the trap that finally extinguishes the last ray of hope for mankind in the apocalypse caused by Claudia White".

With the power of this space fleet, no matter how you think about it, the greatest possibility is that it will be such a terrible and fatal result as "becoming a sacrifice".

If this space fleet is the "Noah's Ark" that preserves the last spark of human civilization, then, even if I confirm this, what can I do for them? If the Doomsday Shinrikyo had made up its mind to make them "sacrifices," what chance would I have of saving their lives? There are so many questions that are still in my mind, and I can't get accurate answers. Even so, I made up my mind.

"Are you going? Mr. Takakawa, did you go alone? The voice of the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts echoed in my head.

"Yes, even if it's a person, you have to go." I replied. At this moment, all the questions and hesitations were thrown out of my mind.

There are undoubtedly risks, and there is uncertainty about whether it will be beneficial to the plan, and there are thousands of reasons to say what the downside is and how likely it is to go to the malignant side, though. There is only one reason that really motivates a person to act. If you look at your inner impulse and find out the reason for it, you can see what you care about most at this moment. Even what you care about at this moment is extremely dangerous. It is such a self-satisfying thing that once you capture it, it may not bring any benefit to the future of time, but if you give up at this moment and suppress your impulses, can you be sure that you will not regret and regret your conservative choice at some point in the future?

"You can be more sensible." The Four Heavenly Temples said to me.

"But I'm a man driven by emotion." I replied.

"Lying." The voice of the Four Heavenly Yuan Coconut was calm and cold, "No one lives only by emotion. Even if you are in front of my eyes, you are indeed in action and thought. I am more sensual than Mr. Takakawa in London, but I can still feel that deep down in your heart, there is rational cruelty, and you crave that cruelty and identify with that cruelty. The choices you make emotionally are not what you really want. It's what you feel compelled to do. ”

"Can you monster see through people's hearts?" I asked.

"Yes, I can read people's hearts." The massive neck of the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts twisted into a strange angle once more. Looking at me in a posture that a normal human body cannot make, its eyes are cloudy, as if countless chaotic things are stirring, full of all kinds of emotions, but because of this, they become a kind of chaotic darkness that cannot be discerned. "My power, which contains the body, soul and will of more than six billion people, you can think that I represent all of humanity at this time, the embodiment of Alayya. There is no better understanding of human existence than I do. Mr. Takakawa. You are like a monster in many places, but no matter how much your body changes and your will shifts, the mind is still the human mind, whether it is sensibility or reason, and the framework it forms is still human. So, you can't deceive me, no matter how much of your existence is obscured by mystery, your heart, your thoughts, your way of thinking, are like a transparent pool of water in my eyes. When looking at the scenery in the pool from the surface of the pool, there may be some illusions due to the refraction of light, but it is still possible to see clearly, and those illusions can also be corrected, right? ”

I listened to its words, and I didn't waver, nor did I believe or disbelieve, but I just thought: Doesn't the Four Heavenly Courtyard Gaconuts deny that they are monsters?

There is no doubt that the words of the Four Heavenly Temples are powerful, and this power has a mystical nature, and it has a charm that can penetrate anyone's heart. Just as when the same thing is said, it is especially convincing in some people, and it feels bland in others. Shitenin's words touched my heart deeply, but I didn't think more because I felt it. Maybe it's because I've been with Dr. Nguyen Li for too long and I'm used to the touch of these kinds of words. The ripples are only noticeable when stones are cast on the unsettled waters, and yet, since the beginning of the project, even if my mind is restrained, my mind has never been truly quiet and calm, as if I had seen strong winds and waves as a norm.

The Four Heavenly Yuan Coconut and I looked at each other for a long time, and then twisted our heads again. Her voice came to my head again: "Madness and contradiction live forever in your heart, Mr. Takakawa." Even I can't imagine how you can be at peace, and I can't imagine what makes a person like this. I feel a terrible thing in your presence, it is like a shadow, it will not disappear as long as there is light shining on you, and if there is no light, it will also crawl in the darkness under your feet. Because there is no light, you can't see it, but when you can't see it, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. ”

I couldn't help but be stunned. Did Shitenin Gacoko feel the presence of "E" from me? Although she described it very vaguely, and perhaps even she could not fully describe what she felt, from her expression, I intuitively felt that she was trying to depict the outline of the "river" - not the real river, not the tomie and the left river, but the outline of the "river" itself in the overall sense. But, like me, she couldn't really describe that transcendent, unconceivable, incomprehensible outline in any way.

"I know." I muttered to myself. I felt that I couldn't help but want to give her an answer: "I always knew that it was in my body, in my mind, in my will, in my soul." ”

"Why are you in this world? Mr. Takakawa. Shitenin Gacoko asked, "Do you want to exist?" Or does that thing want you to exist? Is there anyone who needs you? Or do you want to be needed by anyone? So you want to be what the other person wants to be? I was terrified. Not because of you, but because of that great shadow that I can't even see now—I feel it, it's laughing, it's mocking, it's watching everything in the depths of darkness, it's like a farce to it, though it's ridiculous. But there must be an outcome that matches its farce. Her voice seemed to be losing its balance, and the previous calmness and composure were draining away at a rapid pace—I don't think she was aware of it, but I could feel it more and more clearly—she seemed to have found something, and followed a clue into the dark tunnel, and I guessed that she was exploring the "river" in an unobservable way, but it made her go deeper and deeper into the darkness, and she couldn't help herself. Generate fear, become crazy.

"Stop. Four Heavenly Courtyard Gaconuts, stop! I suddenly woke up from this intuitive feeling and shouted. I want to wake up the four heavenly courtyard coconuts, her appearance at this time is too immediate, her huge head. It's all starting to twist. Even a body made of the existence of six billion humans in a repeater world could not help but be interfered with by a terrifying and mysterious force because of her inquiry, which may have been produced in an unobservable state, but it had begun to be reflected in her form.

The head of the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts seemed to be twisted and twisted by an invisible hand. Circle after circle, as if on the screw, followed by her neck, this twisting power, is spreading, from **** to the arms, from the crotch to the feet, almost in the blink of an eye, huge as a mountain-like humanoid appearance, just like twisting a towel, knotted and rotated, although still alive, but because it is still alive, it is even more terrifying. She doesn't seem to have the slightest sense of her own transformation, she seems to be immersed in an undisturbable self-world, and all the power released from her to maintain activities in this cosmic space also gives people a feeling of being distorted and on the verge of losing control.

This feeling of loss of control is definitely not good, especially in such a vast and remote cosmic background full of unknowable dangers.

I tried desperately to wake her up, but her distorted body was like a swimming fish, and the container-like space fleet that was moving away was also pulled into the distance little by little in her acceleration - even so, I could be sure that this was not what the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts wanted to do, and this approach was like a runaway sports car, turning over towards the vehicle that was not being chasing in front of it.

"Sober up!" My voice was not heard at all by the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut, or maybe her mind was going crazy and could no longer fit into an ordinary voice. Damn it! I pulled out the long knife and stabbed her neck with all my might, which was smaller than a mosquito's mouthparts relative to the size of the neck, and the fourth-level magic pattern began to work, increasing the size of the long knife at an extremely rapid rate. The cut wound was bizarre, with no blood and no visible solid muscle, as if it were wrapped under the epidermis, something incorporeal. It can be space, it can be time, it can be color, it can be a flow that cannot be directly touched, but it is definitely not solids, liquids, gases, nor microscopic material structures such as atoms.

I never imagined that the combination of Kurosui and Saya, which had always manifested itself as a physical form, would become such an indescribable thing, this thing was beyond imagination, and even if you saw it, it made people wonder what they were seeing. In people's common sense, materiality is often equated with existence, and matter is the sum total of all existence, but I feel that the endoplasm that I see when I pierce this layer of materiality is absolutely not material, and it also makes people's thinking and intuition deny that these endoplasms exist.

Even if you see it...... No, to be precise, it is precisely because I see it that I feel pain, as if my past cognitions are all wrong, and then deny all the thoughts of my past self since I was born to the present, and deny the truth of my own existence before that. How could such a thing exist? In my mind, such thoughts instantly multiplied to the point where I felt like my head was about to burst.

I covered my nose, blood seeping from between my fingers. I felt confused, confused, confused, and then these nauseous and nauseous feelings came flooding back to my head. I started vomiting.

I couldn't bear the stress of facing the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts. The Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut seems to be in the same state, but her situation is even more strange than mine, because what she is seeking, what she feels, and what she witnesses is a more strange existence than her. I could only feel that she was pursuing "Jiang" in a way that I could not observe and determine, and yet, this pursuit first made her unconsciously fall into a crazy situation.

Let's not mention the space fleet that was caught up by the out-of-control Four Heavenly Yuan Coconut, I think that if the Four Heavenly Yuan Jia Coconut continues to get out of control like this, maybe after hitting that space fleet, the madness of the Four Heavenly Yuan Jia Coconut will cause both sides to collapse at the same time. This is not a joke, nor is it a worst-case scenario contemplation, but an urgent and dangerous intuition. In the past, there were various indications that the more mysterious things are, the less likely they are to benefit from them once they fall into madness, and conversely, such madness is contagious, even if it is determined in advance not to be mysterious, it will be contagious, and it will become unreasonably weird.

I didn't expect such a thing to happen when I was making my own decision. If the container-shaped space fleet is "Noah's Ark", then once it is hit by the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts at this time, the consequences are unimaginable.

The space battleship that had been following a fixed course had finally changed, but what I felt in this change was the same fear and panic. (To be continued.) )