A touch of sadness flashed in Bei Mingxuan's eyes, and he laughed at himself: "I entered here when I was eight years old, and I only went out once during this period, and it was also the most painful time for me. ”

He thought that he would stay here for the rest of his life, but he didn't expect that the queen mother suddenly came over one day and said that he could go out, and he was very happy, but he didn't expect that the price of his going out this time would be so heavy.

"Eight?" Chuxin can't believe that he was locked up here at such a young age? Is Nangong Xue's heart made of stone?

"For so many years, I thought that the queen mother gradually forgot about me, but I didn't expect to find someone to replace me, why did the queen mother do this, what did I do wrong?" Bei Ming Xuan was helpless like a child, he changed his name to me, he almost forgot the word this king, he didn't know why the queen mother suddenly changed, became disgusted with him, and didn't even want to see him, and finally locked him up in this place.

"You said you went out once?" Chu Chu grabbed the sensitive words, whether this person was Bei Ming Xuan or not, whether what he said was true or not, she wanted to ask.

"Yes, five years ago, that time my mother came to me later, saying that there was something to help me, shouting at me, and begging me to agree, but I never expected that my mother would let the imperial brother break my legs, and then throw me in this place, I don't even know why, this is five years," Bei Mingxuan's eyes flashed with sadness, and the queen mother said that she would compensate him, but except for the imperial doctor who came a few times, the rest was the deaf and dumb grandmother who came to clean every few days, and no one came, and then it was the original intention.

The heart was shocked, and then I remembered that Jiang Yi told her that Bei Ming Xuan had an affair with Bei Mingche's concubine once, and was severely punished by Bei Mingche once, was that time?

"You don't know why you're being beaten?" The original intention was puzzled, could it be that the Beiming Xuan outside made a mistake, so he let this one go out to take the blame?

This is also too unbelievable, the queen mother does not protect her son, and she also lets her bear the blame and break her son's leg, is this still her biological mother?

"I don't know, now that I think about it, I guess it was the queen mother who asked me to take the blame for others!" Bei Mingxuan laughed to himself.

"How do you know?" The first heart was stunned, this Beiming Xuan is too smart!

"When a prince is punished, how many people will know, if it is not a big crime, how can it be easily punished, when I was carried back, I was treated by different imperial doctors, at that time they looked at me with disdain, disgust, and some also said, how can the emperor have a son like me, smear the royal family outside every day, I didn't understand at that time, but then I gradually understood, since I am here, it is impossible for the queen mother to let people know, but I am not dead, and if I do not appear for a long time, it will definitely arouse suspicion, so at that time, I understood that someone replaced me!" Bei Mingxuan said lightly, his voice did not fluctuate much, for so many years, he had thought of this, although he didn't get along much with his mother, but he knew his mother.

Chuxin suddenly realized, it turned out to be like this, no wonder when she just said that there was a Beiming Xuan outside, he didn't react much.

She still doesn't understand why the Queen Mother did this, and why Bei Ming Xuan has been locked up for so many years, except for a little gaffe just now, the rest of the performance is very natural and flat, this is not like a reaction to being locked up or being wronged!

"Don't you resent, don't you hate?" I didn't believe that a person could have such a big mind and bear so much silently.

"Resentment? Hate? Bei Mingxuan laughed at himself: "How can you not resent, not hate, it's time that has worn down my resentment, you know?" When I first came in, I went on a hunger strike, smacked, did everything, and committed suicide, but what was the use? No one sees all this, no one knows, every time I am about to die, I will be rescued, over time, I don't even have the strength to resent, smacking, because I am the only one here, how I do, no one will see, you will experience, the meaning of the words "wasted effort", you will slowly understand, no matter how much resistance is useless, your resentment can not be vented, will be worn out in loneliness and powerlessness. ”

Bei Mingxuan's whole person was very lonely, such sad words came out of his mouth, except for bitterness and helplessness, he couldn't hear any feeling at the beginning.

The original intention could not understand the mood of Beimingxuan, let alone the powerlessness of Beimingxuan.

"Why did the Queen Mother treat you like this?" If the man in front of her was really Bei Mingxuan, the Queen Mother would not know how ruthless and hateful a mother must be to her son like this.

I was shocked, unless Bei Mingxuan was not the son of the Queen Mother?

"Hehe......" Bei Mingxuan suddenly smiled, his laughter was full of sarcasm, "There are some things, don't mention them!" ”

He will never forget how disgusted the queen mother looked at him that day.

Seeing that Bei Mingxuan didn't want to say more, Chu Chu opened his mouth: "Have you ever thought about leaving here?" ”

Bei Mingxuan smiled, and his face was silent: "I used to think about it, but now it doesn't matter." ”

He is getting more and more comfortable with the place, reading a lot of books every day, living in books, and being with books as his only interest now.

It's a little complicated in the eyes of the original heart, it doesn't matter? These three words came out of the mouth of Beiming Xuan, which made people not feel distressed.

"Don't you want to figure it all out? Don't you want to know who the person out there is who is replacing you? ”

"Think...... But I have no choice, if I can, I also want to go out to see the outside world, but that's impossible, the queen mother won't let me out," Bei Mingxuan's tone was indifferent, no matter how much he had hope, he couldn't get out, as long as the imperial brother was always the emperor, he would never be able to go out.

Chu Chu didn't understand the meaning of Bei Mingxuan, and couldn't help asking, "Why are you telling me this today?" ”

She didn't ask anything, and Bei Mingxuan took the initiative to tell her so much, so she had to doubt Bei Mingxuan's purpose.

"It's nothing, I just want to say it, I'm afraid that if I don't say it again, I won't have a chance, I don't want to die that day, it's all quiet, and no one else knows that I have lived here for so long."

The last time Chuxin left, he said that when Chuxin came again, he told Chuxin who he was, and at that time he wanted to find someone to share his worries.

"Is someone trying to harm you?" Chu Xin was a little worried, she really gained a lot today, and she knew such a big secret, which helped her a lot.

"No, it's just my own sentimentality!" Bei Mingxuan looked at Chuxin, the first time he saw Chuxin, he felt that Chuxin used a force on Chuxin, unconsciously attracting him.

This is also why he talks so much to his original heart today, and today is the most he has talked about in more than ten years.

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