It was so dark that he couldn't see his fingers, and Dr. Ender could only grope the walls and slowly follow the outline, not without entering the tower, to understand how different the experience was from the usual. Whether it is what happened to me, or the illusion I am in now, and the anomaly that has forced me into such a situation, if I insist on explaining it with "doomsday syndrome", it is not impossible to explain it from a spiritual perspective, but it always makes people feel that they have ignored something. The "virus" is an unknown thing, and the apocalyptic syndrome caused by it is also full of mysteries, and the research on the disease in the hospital has never been able to uncover its essence, and it is undoubtedly contrary to the purpose of research to explain the same unknown with what you have not yet understood.

Dr. Ender feels like a primitive trying to understand why the sun is great, only to deify it in ignorance, using his own delusions to weave all sorts of myths to explain what he cannot understand. All the research in this hospital is so bumpy, the part of the researchers knows is invisible, intangible, and the nature of the "virus" is invisible, and the various anomalies caused by the "virus" infection are almost full of irresistible destructive power when they are incomprehensible.

Dr. Ender was nervous and frightened, both physically and mentally seemed to be exhausted. From time to time, he hesitated, feeling that all this ordeal was due to his refusal to act with the research team, and he couldn't help but assume that if he accepted the invitation of the person concerned, no longer stubbornly adhered to his own ideas, and did not go alone to track down the whereabouts of the three girls and the relics of "Takakawa", there would be a better outcome than now.

Now that he acted according to his own ideas, not only did he not find the three girls, but even if he found the relics of "Gao Chuan", he did not get any benefit from them. The cards hidden by Takakawa don't seem to be as mysterious as the research team had imagined. Dr. Ander had a very special experience when he looked at the cards in the room of the three girls, but that experience did not appear in the hidden cards of "Takakawa".

Although it is possible to re-experience and dissect Takakawa's mental state from the manuscript that Takakawa left behind about his hospital adventures, the manuscript does not seem to be anything special. On the contrary, because of the content of the manuscript, I fell into a state of irrepressible chaos, and those seemingly natural contents were like the introduction of a detonating bomb, and my thinking, emotions and senses were subjected to a rather terrible test. And such a test makes people simply not want to go through it a second time.

And the crimson moonlight left a miracle on the tower...... In retrospect, it was like some kind of power that allowed me to step into a trap. Dr. Ender had no idea what kind of malice he was about to face, but he keenly felt that even if he had entered the tower, he would not see any decrease in malice. Of course, intuitively speaking, the most direct malice that would hurt oneself has been temporarily shielded from the tower.

However, this abnormal tower, this abnormal red moon, all mean that he is still facing an unknown environment - Dr. Ender once felt that he knew enough about this isolated island hospital, but now he felt that there was still a lot he did not know. It's just that this tower, which has always existed in the hospital, hides an unknown secret, and it usually seems so ordinary, so that it exists so naturally that people can only see its normal surface.

Is it some kind of will, or is it a non-volitional fate that has brought you here? The thought crossed Dr. Ender's mind.

Everything that has happened so far seems to be an accidental chain, but because of this, it is more like there is some kind of will that dominates this sad drama in some obscure way. However, if there is such a will that governs everything, then what is the source of the will? Is it some human? Is it a group in human society? Or is it a non-human intelligent being? Or is it beyond what humans can imagine?

Dr. Ender only felt that he was becoming more and more ignorant, more and more confused, and less and less sure that he was right. He just knew that he had to stick to his ideas, or he wouldn't even have the strength to stand up. He is not a stubborn old thing who doesn't know how to be flexible, but the changes that happened to him made him feel a huge mental impact, and this impact is not something that can be appeased casually with some big truths that everyone knows, or the psychological knowledge he knows.

Dr. Ender felt that he was in a contradictory state of mind, both crazy and calm, with all kinds of thoughts, thoughts, and ideas boiling in his mind that made him desperate to continue to delve into it.

The darkness, the silence, as if he were alone, only when he felt the hardness of the ground under his feet and the rough texture of the walls in his hands could he not go crazy immediately.

Dr. Ender thought his eyes would soon be able to adjust to the darkness and see some hazy outlines, and he was eager to find some lights so that he could look through the last notebook in the "Takakawa" relics. Even though the previous cards and paper content didn't seem to be of much use, he still had a high sense of anticipation for what was in his notebook.

"Takakawa" can keep a diary, and in the past, every kind of record he recorded would be strictly reviewed by the hospital later, and in the corresponding research institute, the research materials about Takakawa's diary have been piled up in a room. Naturally, Dr. Ender had seen the reports and the sample diaries, but it was clear that they were not as appealing as the one he had found today—even if he hadn't looked through the contents, he had developed the intuition that there might be a high price to pay for looking at the notebook, which seemed to prove that the contents of the notebook were hiding secrets that matched the cost.

I don't know how far it went, but it wasn't too far, I don't know how long it was, but it shouldn't be too long. Dr. Ander's eyes suddenly saw a light in front of him, and he saw a new sight: a table and a chair in front of him, on which were displayed red candles, the flames of which shook gently when the wind was not felt at all. Dr. Ander suddenly felt that this set of tables and chairs was for himself, and that he should read in this place.

Dr. Ender dragged his tired mind and body, and despite some vigilance, he could only walk up, otherwise where else could he go? He had groped before he left, but could not find the door through which he had entered. It was as if everything was forcing him, and the final place was this place.

Tables, chairs, candlelight...... The minimum reading conditions are already in place, and it is as if there is some kind of will that pulls him to the point where he must be here to be able to read the last remaining notebook of "Takakawa".

He had no ability to resist at all, and he didn't have too much fierce resistance, so he pulled out his chair, sat down, put the cards and paper in the corner of the table, and looked at the notebook left by "Takakawa" - it looked like there was nothing really special, but the value of the notebook was not the feeling it gave people on the outside, but the inside of the writing.

Worried, Dr. Ender opened his notebook after a while, and saw lines of handwriting, some of which looked messy because of subsequent revisions. Even so, as he continued to look back, Dr. Ender felt that he could begin to understand the fate of patients with doomsday syndrome, and that another "doomsday vision" that he did not know or could not observe appeared in his eyes. Although this "apocalyptic fantasy" smacks of madness and looks like a second-rate stream of horror, it still explains a lot of the data obtained from the color center.

Although it was confirmed much earlier that a large number of personalities could be preserved in the LCL, and that these personalities were also active. The color center, which was inexplicably formed by fate, could not artificially create a second color-binding center, and was theoretically very closely connected to all patients with doomsday syndrome, and also called this huge and secret system "Doomsday Illusion" in the hospital, but it was also the first time that a world structure full of stories as described in this notebook was known.

It turns out that when the patient with doomsday syndrome, or the special test subject "Gao Chuan", was in a coma, did he feel such a spiritual world? The more Dr. Ender reads the contents of this notebook, the more he becomes interested in this grand world that is a hallucination, but not just a one-man hallucination. He couldn't help but wonder if all the people with doomsday syndrome would eventually see, enter, and exist in this wonderful spiritual world, would they go there too?

Of course, in the description of "Takakawa", it is a very terrifying, mysterious, and apocalyptic world, but Dr. Ander still feels that it is not just "hallucinations" and "dreams" that can be described, and it is no wonder that "Takakawa" has such a crazy misunderstanding of the reality of the hospital before and after waking up.

However, judging from the observation of "Takakawa" and the description in the notes, it seems that all patients who have entered the apocalyptic illusion will forget their original condition and cannot observe themselves from the perspective of the hospital. This made Dr. Ander hesitate a little, although the content of this notebook made him seem to perceive the fate of some patients with doomsday syndrome, and it did not seem to be the death that his researchers believed, but he could not retain the cognition of the hospital, and he had to start over, and he had to endure the ordeal of the coming of the apocalypse, and this "apocalyptic illusion" was indeed not a good place to go. It can only be said that the deaths of patients with doomsday syndrome observed in hospitals are not deaths in the full sense of the word.

Dr. Ender soon realized that some of his research theories were reflected in the story of this notebook, and that there seemed to be some kind of regularity in the large amount of strange unparsed data obtained from the color center. These clues make people can't help but make wonderful associations, and even make people can't help but indulge in them. Although it has been confirmed in the past that LCL is a liquid substance that can store personality information, and it is possible to speculate from some theories that these personality information are reacting all the time, it is impossible to further study this aspect to this extent. It is impossible to know the specific content of these information, nor is it clear what changes have been made in these personalities, let alone actually observe the specific situation, even if the data is obtained by using the color center, and the changes in these personality information are stimulated by entering the "script", the final thing is 99% difficult to analyze.

If you had to describe it, it would be like deciphering an ancient language with a very different language system and no references, which is not visual, but more like some kind of code. There are still many ancient language systems on the earth that have not been deciphered, and from the perspective of the hospital's research work, it may be more difficult to know the meaning of the data fed back from the color system center than to completely decipher all the ancient language and writing systems known on the earth.

The description in "Takakawa's" notes certainly looks like the hallucinations and imaginations of a mentally ill person, an illusory world of his fabrication, but since some rules can be found from this story, which are faintly in harmony with existing theories, it is not entirely a coincidence and fabrication. No one had ever realized this before, and I am afraid that it was hindered by the researchers' inherent knowledge of the mentally ill and the anxiety of the research progress being hindered - what was obvious had not been discovered for a long time, which was not uncommon in research work and even in daily life, not to mention that the content of this note was obviously very obscure and not obvious. Even if "Gao Chuan" has been under surveillance, everything related to it will be investigated repeatedly, and the content of this notebook may have been seen by anyone, but it does not mean that it will definitely be discovered today.

Dr. Ander was a little excited, the contents of this notebook seemed to have far more value than the other two in Takakawa's legacy, and the question was how to mine and monetize that value — and the survivors, including him, had little time left.

He pressed his throbbing chest and told himself that he had to calm down, his head had so much imagination about the notebook, but most of it could not be proved by the means available. He wanted to find a truly feasible thing from those countless assumptions, wild imaginations. 8910