Chapter Thirty-Nine: The Stupid Fox

Yamabuki Otome is the father of Rikusheng, who got his name for the ghost he met on a rainy day, and he announced that he would marry this ghost as his wife, which is the beginning of the story of the previous life of the feathered fox, and it is also a rare part of the life of the feathered fox in his long life.

50 years have passed plainly, and women watch men go out every day, without a word, some just believe that the other party guards the trust of the other party to protect the land, and some are just the warmth of snuggling in each other's arms every day when the other party comes back.

However, nothing can exist for a long time, and in the past 50 years, the woman has not been able to give birth to any children for the man, obviously enjoying such happiness, but she can't even give the other party the greatest return, so the former gentleness and care have become a curse.

"The mountain blows the flowers seven or eight times, and it is pitiful that there is no child."

"Even though the concubine's body blooms like a delicate flower, it cannot bear fruit."

Unable to bear such guilt, unable to identify herself as a wicked person who severed the bloodline of the slave group, the woman made a decision, she chose to leave, and chose to leave as if betrayed.

She knew very well that her choice would hurt Lu Sheng's father deeply, but this was a helpless decision, if she didn't leave, then the other party who loved her deeply would definitely not choose to combine with others, so let the bloodline of the Nuliang group end, so she left with betrayal and the same wound in her heart that could not heal with the other party.

Four hundred years have passed in loneliness, such a long time and loneliness, erased the woman's memory, some are just like the figure when she was young, and then, like fate, she reunited with Lu Sheng's father.

But at this time, one party can no longer recognize who is on the other side, and the other party has even forgotten himself, but it is really good to be able to meet again, even if it is no longer the identity of the past, but it is enough to be able to snuggle together again and feel the warmth.

But just like the previous destruction, this time she ushered in the same tragedy, a tragedy that had been decided a long time ago.

When the poems she left behind in the past reappeared, she understood who she was, how hopeless she was, and ......

"I was dyed black, and I killed someone I should have loved."

It wasn't the feathered fox who did it, at least for the woman who opened her mouth at this moment, it was she who committed all the sins, and after that, the excuse to escape was the feathered fox.

"Again and again, again and again, I destroyed the happiness in my hands with my own hands." There was no expression on the woman's delicate face, even the most painful of stories, "Sure enough, I am just a monster created to give birth to destruction." ”

This is the feathered fox who appeared in front of Pang Zhi and the three of them, an existence that has had happiness countless times, but can only be destroyed countless times.

"Now, it's a little different from what was planned, but the end of everything will come, and I can be liberated."

"It's not a relief, it's just an escape."

"For me, it's enough to be able to escape that cruel fate, to be able to escape from remembering my life."

Damn, unconvincing. At least Pang Zhi has no way to convince the existence in front of him, he has no experience with the other party, he can't understand the other party's pain, and all his words are just self-righteous kindness.

"You can stay here, here, in the sweet dreams I weave, waiting for the end of the world."

At this moment, the tragedy that had been solidified before had a mutation, and the Yamabuki flower, which had penetrated the chest covered with blood, bloomed, turning all the blood into flowers, and the man who should have died also survived, and took the girl's hand, and the two walked together as they had done at the beginning.

"How so?"

Lu Sheng noticed that at this time, a little boy came running from the other direction of the garden, and the boy was so familiar to him that he could see it every day when he looked in the mirror.

"I, forgot."

When his past self appeared, Lu Sheng recalled the past he didn't want to remember, his father who fell in a pool of blood, his sister whose whereabouts were unknown, and his crying self.

"It doesn't matter, it's good to forget the pain like this, there's no need to keep those things in your heart all the time, you should have a happy life, I took such a life from you in the past, and now although it's just a dream, I still hope to be able to make up for it a little."

"No, you don't."

The boy grimaced the offer.

"It's true that I've been through a lot of things over the years and have a lot of responsibilities that I didn't want to take on in the past." At this time, the boy's face was no longer as frozen as before, full of memories of past suffering, and at the same time there was a hint of a sweet smile.

"But, because of the past together, now I am standing here, standing in front of you."

It's not the young slave Lu Sheng who escapes, it's the master of the hundred ghosts who walks at night, the big monster Nu Liang Lu Sheng, who is standing here.

"And, this time I can grab your hand."

Lu Sheng's memory was not the same as the past that was reversed at this moment, he had arrived at that place at the same time as the feathered fox attacked, and he had witnessed everything.

"Hey, sister, or mother, come back, my father has forgiven you a long time ago."

Can it really be forgiven? After committing so many sins, after almost destroying the whole world, can you really be forgiven?

"Pang Zhi, can the voice from outside still come in now?"

"What sound do you want?" Without waiting for Pang Zhi to answer, Ilya's voice sounded in Lu Sheng's ears.

"There's a youkai out there called Crazy Bone, and I want you to pick up her voice."

"What did you say?" Hearing Lu Sheng's words, the feather-clothed fox took several steps back suddenly, she didn't want to see the other party, just like she didn't want to see Lu Sheng before, it wasn't that she hated it, she was just worried that the other party would hate it, but her idea couldn't be realized in this place.

"Maybe the sins you have committed really cannot be forgiven, but there is still someone who can accept you, and your place still exists."

"Sister, is it Sister Feather Fox, what's wrong with you, how are you, what happened before, you have nothing to do, right?"

The series of inquiries reveals an unchanging concern, a bond that has never been severed.

At this moment, the feathered fox finally shed tears, remembering the way she had been coming, the person who had been holding her hand on this road, and she realized that no matter what she did, there was at least one person in this world who would always wait for her.

"How stupid I am."

Once again, she realized her stupidity, it was really bad that there were people in this world who loved her, but she wanted to destroy their world.

In the cry of the fox, the way forward appeared.