Late at night, after taking a bath, Zhang Hao stood in front of the window. The faint night breeze blows with the refreshing fragrance of flowers, and under the reflection of the palace lanterns, you can see that with the wind, the petals of spring flowers, plum blossoms and begonias on both sides of the road and in the garden are withered and blown off, dancing with the wind, which is quite a bit bleak.

Zhang Hao frowned, thinking about the question of his own Tao that Song Que had told. Not only Dao, but how to recognize himself because of this problem made Zhang Hao a little troubled and entangled. How can one recognize oneself? What made him even more speechless was that when he delved into these questions, some thoughts popped up inexplicably.

For example, whether you are a good person, whether you are carried away, whether you are a little despicable and shameless, whether your achievements are completely cheating, what qualifications do you have to talk about what pursuits, what qualifications do you have to look down on the world condescendingly, and what qualifications do you have to enjoy the praise of the world's wisdom and martial arts?

Zhang Hao didn't know why these thoughts came out, and the questions he didn't care about in the past were all squeezed out at the same time. Even if Zhang Hao wanted to give up and didn't want to do anything, these thoughts still did not dissipate.

Maybe it's because after getting the space-time gate, he was high in a short period of time, and his status and circumstances changed dramatically, no matter how he adapted to the change, he always had a sense of unreality in his heart. When Song Que mentioned his own way, thinking that cultivation and even life require a certain state of mind to be able to control it freely, all this exploded. This is also related to Zhang Hao's cultivation to a certain extent, cultivation is not only the evolution of the body, but also the evolution of the spirit and soul.

"Your Majesty, what are you thinking? I feel that after listening to Zhennanhou's preaching, you are always a little absent-minded. In the past, I had to mess with my sisters for a long time in the bathhouse, but tonight is different. Wan Wan and Concubine Huo are similar, they are always thoughtful, and it seems that they have gained a lot from the preaching of Zhennanhou. ”

Cai Yan walked slowly, her long silky hair still carrying undried droplets. The face is full of light moisture, white and red, and extremely delicate. After helping Zhang Hao put on his robe, he asked with concern.

"After listening to Song Guozhang's preaching, many thoughts wandered in my heart, and I also thought of many things."

Zhang Hao lowered his head. Looking at Cai Yan, he said as if asking and seeming to ask himself, "Many people say that I am wise and powerful, and many people are grateful to me for bringing them a good life and better pursuits, and there are also many people who secretly blame and resent me, thinking that I am domineering and tyrannical nationalist." ”

Speaking of this, Zhang Hao paused, rubbed his fingers on Cai Yan's face, and continued: "I don't care about these statements. I don't even care if you blame me secretly. Whether it is gratitude and admiration, or resentment and hatred, it shows that my existence cannot be ignored by them.

And a lot of things I have a clear conscience. I feel that everything is fine and will get better and better. At least this kind of big cadre is my ideal country. But there is a problem that bothers me, not because of Song Guozhang's preaching, but because this idea has always existed, but it has been suppressed by me in the past.

That's if it weren't for me. Replace it with any one and have my conditions. I'm afraid you can have such an achievement. I am just an ordinary person, I can master this empire, and I can control many heroes, all because of the fairy treasure because of the adventure. So what's the point of my existence?

In the past, I was just an ordinary person, and even if I had some ideals to pursue at that time, I knew that it was just a dream. In fact, all I want is to have food and clothing. To be able to support his parents, to have a wife and children. And now, the empire that spans several worlds is in my hands, and I dare not obey the orders.

I have done a lot of acts of a wise king, a tyrant, and a faint king, under my orders. The army slaughtered countless people, and many lives were lost. At my will, there are more and more women in the palace. But I have never been satisfied, I have never really considered the thoughts of those women, and I have never cared about your feelings.

I don't know when I'll be satisfied, and I don't know what I'm after! The Emperor of Heaven descended to earth, revitalized the world, and mastered the heavens and all the worlds, these things, I seem to be passively moving forward, that seems to be the responsibility of passive acceptance, I don't know if that's what I really think.

I'm not a good person. Whether it is the various education I received on Earth when I was a child, or the education of Daqian today, what I have done seems to have violated a lot of moral justice. ”

Spit out the questions tangled in his heart in one breath, and when facing Cai Yan, Zhang Hao is always very relaxed. This graceful and atmospheric woman is always as gentle and tolerant as water, does not fight, and sometimes even lacks a sense of existence, but she has a very high status in Zhang Hao's heart.

After telling these entanglements, Zhang Hao felt a little more relaxed in his heart, laughing at himself that this was simply inexplicable hypocrisy.

As soon as his arms warmed, Cai Yan hugged him, and his arms hugged Zhang Hao's back tightly. After half a ring, Cai Yan looked up at Zhang Hao with his little face, his eyes were full of admiration and tenderness, and his voice was as warm and soft as the morning light, "Your Majesty's ability to think about these questions has already shown that Your Majesty is wise and wise." ”

After speaking, let go of Zhang Hao slightly, took him and walked towards the inner room, and in the lounge, let Zhang Hao sit on the sofa. She made tea with her own hands, helped Zhang Hao pack the cigarette pouch, handed it to him, and helped light it before Cai Yan continued,

"I remember that Your Majesty talked to us about the future of our heirs before, and you said that there will be no special crown prince, and all children, regardless of grandchildren, let them choose their future lives according to their own wishes. You'll give them resources that will last a lifetime.

If you have the heart to make contributions, then start with these resources and work hard to create. You also said that when it comes to educating your children, you should let them be self-reliant. Let them clearly understand that being born in the royal family is already a great luck and advantage compared to ordinary people. But a good background does not mean that the achievement must be great, after all, you still need your own efforts.

Heaven is not fair, not to mention the background, even the personal talent. But none of this is a necessity for the future. ”

Zhang Hao already understood what Cai Yan meant at this time, held the white jade cigarette pouch, shook his head with a wry smile, "Zhaoji, this is different, you should know." The advantages that Xianbao brings are unmatched. ”

"No, Your Majesty, you are too modest. No matter how powerful the fairy treasure is, it is only an auxiliary. Think about it, if your heart is not calm enough, and you don't know how to keep secrets after you get the treasure, you will already make wedding dresses for others. That's one of them, and that's after that. You came to the New Century World, and Xianbao couldn't keep you safe at that time.

You can make friends with Lord Huang and convince Master Tian, it is all your own credit. Even if you know the form and talent in advance, the reality is different from the imagination. The fact that you were able to do it speaks for itself. You know, in many cases, treasures don't necessarily bring help, but can also be disasters.

Even if there is some luck in this, ability is still indispensable. And luck is part of the ability. ”

Cai Yan's voice rarely fluctuated, and his words were full of firmness. Speaking of this, she paused, her cheeks flushed, and her voice lowered,

"When Your Majesty pursued me, my father did not force me, although he showed his affection for you. And as you know, I'm not the kind of person who covets power and wealth. But I'm still impressed by you, and that also shows how good you are and what you can do. Akihime isn't illiterate.

Your Majesty, you are just too humble. Always push the credit to others and push it to foreign objects. The systems and regulations of the great cadres and the selection of talents of the great cadres are all the most important foundations of your painstaking efforts. This is not something that Xianbao can provide, and it is also not entirely the credit of Tian Daren and others.

You have said that the empire of Daqian is formed according to your wishes, so you know how much of your ability is reflected in it.

Similar to Lord Tian, Lord Huang, General Zhao and others, they all serve you loyally and are driven by you, do you think this is because you have a fairy treasure and you are the reincarnation of the Emperor of Heaven? If you don't have the grace and ability of a gentleman, will they be so tireless?!

When the Emperor of Heaven said that he was distracted and reincarnated, you yourself can't be sure that you are confused, and I can't even put your beak in it. Not to mention that the fairy treasure will inevitably fall into your hands. Let's just say that many people with good backgrounds are not as successful as people from ordinary backgrounds, and let's just say that some people who have adventures but are taken away by others. Don't you understand? ”

Cai Yan's various persuasions seemed to wipe away the fog in Zhang Hao's mind and made him sober up a lot. I am indeed a little arrogant. Even if the gate of time and space falls on him, and even his achievements are lucky, what can he do? Daqian already exists in real life, can the Daqian's subjects respect and trust it?

The previous entanglement was really a bit of a mediocre feeling. Assuming that this kind of thing is the same as the regrets of the past, it is useless not to say it, but there is really no need to bother with it except for being vigilant.

Looking at Cai Yan, whose cheeks were crimson because of the almost confessional words, Zhang Hao held her hand. Yes, being able to make Cai Yan favored and able to integrate a big cadre with the time and space gate has already demonstrated his ability.

Maybe someone else can do better than you can do with the space-time gate, but that idea doesn't make any sense. Luck is also ability. Time is also fate!

The inexplicable inferiority complex dissipated, and Emperor Zhang even had a feeling of self-confidence that he was destined to return. It can be seen that women's encouragement and praise have an extraordinary effect on men. Is this the reason why there is always one or several beautiful women behind successful men?

"As for the question of good or bad and morality, you don't have to worry about it. Sages and immortals cannot be infallible, and if there are infallible sages, it must be forged. Even heaven and earth are not infallible in our eyes, otherwise why would there be natural disasters? The so-called good or bad, right or wrong, after all, depends on the individual's position.

From my point of view, Your Majesty is right in everything. And in the eyes of the enemy, how right His Majesty did was wrong. ”

Cai Yan said eloquently, the light in her deep and quiet eyes sparkled, this talented woman has never been a dead reader, the more books she reads, the more she has a clear understanding of the world, as if she has a deep understanding of the fundamentals, and the rest is at her fingertips. (To be continued.) )

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