Chapter 201: Becoming a Parent (First Update, Ask for Subscription!)

The long sea of sand is trapped in a lonely village.

In the isolated village of Shahai, where there is nothing, and even in order to survive, they can only feed on insects, there are only two people left.

How bleak and miserable is this?

"There is no Amitabha Buddha in the south. ”

Huijue involuntarily clasped his palms together and recited a Buddha name.

His eyes showed a look of forbearance and compassion.

Prisoners, trapped in prison, at least have no worries about food and clothing, at least they can communicate with their peers and prison guards, and at least they have the hope of being released after completing their sentences.

But trapped in this lonely village in the sand sea, the two depend on each other, how miserable.

"Huh. ”

Looking at Huijue's compassionate and sympathetic gaze, the female ghost was more and more full of resentment.

"Are you pitying me and Brother Lu?!"

"I'll tell you!"

"We don't need your pity!

"At that time, in this village where there were only two of us, we were very happy!

She said this, with a mocking look on her face,

"It's not like you, monk, a steer with a donkey!"

"Ahaha!"

"Laughing to death!"

The female ghost sneered viciously,

"Your father gave birth to that thing for you, do you use it as an ornament?!ahaha!"

"Amitabha. ”

Being humiliated by the female ghost like this, Huijue sighed silently and just shook his head.

Such humiliation meant nothing to him at all.

He has already achieved the four major emptiness, neither angry nor angry.

It is of no use to try to make him angry, to humiliate him personally.

His anger arises only for all sentient beings, and is only for sentient beings.

Jolly?

Fun for men and women?

These things, from the moment he decided to escape into the empty door, had been abandoned.

In order to make the world laugh, he gave up himself, preferring to be a silent dedicator.

Even if there is nothing, nothing is gained.

But this is his greatest joy.

The Confucian sage Fan Zhongyan once said, the worries of the world first, and the joy of the world after the world!

And the Confucian sage Ouyang Xiu is happy with the people!

For Hui Jue, the joy of life is his own joy.

This is the real joy!

"You woman, your mouth is really vicious!"

Listening to the female ghost's humiliation of Huijue, Fu Qingxiao frowned slightly and spoke.

"Huh?"

"Do you have a problem with my words?"

"Could it be that you have some unclear relationship with this monk?"

"Ahaha!"

"What a dog man and a woman!"

"If a good person doesn't marry, he has to steal a monk!

The female ghost's eyes showed an extremely vicious look.

Regarding the slander of the female ghost, Fu Qingxiao also shook his head,

"You're hopeless. ”

This sentence fell, and then Fu Qingxiao continued,

"Aren't you two very happy?"

"Why did Lu Yi's father want to leave here later?"

Fu Qingxiao's words fell, but it seemed to poke at the sore spot of the female ghost.

Her original mocking expression suddenly stopped, and her face showed a sad look.

She was silent.

He didn't speak for a long time.

And Huijue and Fu Qingxiao didn't speak again, just looked at her like this.

I don't know how long it took, but the female ghost finally spoke again, and her expression was full of sadness,

"Because, because I'm pregnant. ”

The female ghost's words fell, and Fu Qingxiao's eyes showed such a look.

"Brother Lu and I can endure the loneliness and loneliness here. ”

"But what about our children in the future?"

"I never thought about it before, but after getting pregnant, ......"

Tears welled up in her eyes.

A lot of people are like that.

Before becoming a parent, I didn't really feel it.

But when a new life begins to be conceived, when a child who continues his bloodline appears, they will be able to understand the feelings of a parent.

The female ghost's words made Huijue and Fu Qingxiao a little silent.

Pity the hearts of parents all over the world.

They can endure the hardship and loneliness of being far away from the world on their own, but they have embarked on a desperate path for the sake of their children.

"Brother Lu wants to take me out of here. ”

"But because I was pregnant and couldn't move the fetal gas, Brother Lu asked me to stay, and he tried to get out alone. ”

"He said he would wait until he got out, and then he would find someone to save me. ”

And then he just left. ”

The female ghost told sadly.

At this moment, she seemed to regard Huijue and Fu Qingxiao as her audience.

Or maybe she's just talking to herself,

"After Brother Lu left, I kept waiting, waiting. ”

"It's been a long, long wait. ”

"One month, two months, five months......"

But he never came back. ”

"I don't know if he was nostalgic for the outside world and didn't come back, or if he died in the sand and was eaten by those monsters. ”

"But he didn't come back, and I had to wait. ”

"All I can do every day is pray to God, and then go to the entrance of the village and stand there, waiting for him, hoping to see him come back. ”

"But the longer I waited, the more I knew that my hope was getting slimmer. ”

"Until...... Until that night, I was going to give birth ......"

Speaking of this, the female ghost's body trembled,

"Giving birth to a child, it really hurts, I shed a lot of blood, and the child was finally born, but the blood couldn't stop, it kept flowing out, and there was no strength in the body. ”

"I could only lean on the edge of the bed and look at the child, the cry in my ears getting fainter and weaker, and the light in my eyes getting dimmed. ”

"I know, I'm going to die......"

"I'm not afraid of death. ”

"But at that time, I don't know why, there was only one thought in my head, what would happen to my children if I died?"

"I worked hard, persevered, and told myself desperately that I must survive, I must survive. ”

"But ......"

A miserable and desperate smile appeared on her face,

"I'm still dead. ”

"It's just my obsession that has turned me into a ghost wandering in the world. ”

"The first time I looked at my own body, I was really scared, but looking at this child, I wasn't scared. ”

"I buried my body in this cemetery in the village. ”

"Later, in order not to make this child feel lonely, my obsession conjured up other people in this town, as if there are still many lives alive in this town. ”

"Then, I raised him day by day, day by day......

Saying this, the female ghost raised her head again, and she looked at Hui Jue and Fu Qingxiao with sad and resentful eyes,

"Do you know how hard it is?!"

"Can you relate to a mother's feelings?!"