Chapter 202: Quarrel
"You might be able to speak normally?!" He said to Shi Yiguang, with irrepressible anger, his voice was depressed and muffled: "Hate me? I don't think I've done anything sorry to you! If so, what did I do that annoyed you? Do you tell me? If it's my fault, I'll fix it! Why don't you abandon me without saying a word?! ”
In the end, Xiong Zhang almost roared, and looked at Shi Yiguang with red eyes.
Shi Yiguang propped his hands on the floor, leaned back, and looked at the angry Xiong Zhang. His eyes slowly sank. When Xiong Zhang finished speaking, he didn't speak.
Xiong Zhang's words made Shi Yiguang's heart burst into flames, burning his brain.
The originally calm face became angry a little. She stared at Xiong Zhang, her face full of anger that she couldn't hide.
"Didn't do something sorry for me? Keep saying that you will stay in Chu Palace, love me and protect me! Xiong Zhang, ask yourself, do you really protect me?! Shi Yiguang roared at Xiong Zhang. As she spoke, she suddenly leaned forward and glared at Xiong Zhang angrily. Reaching out and clenching his fists tightly, he slammed at the low case.
There was a 'click', and the low case broke. Shi Yiguang's fist was clenched tightly and still placed at the fracture of the first case.
"Take me into the palace, know that there is danger but don't tell me, hide it, for fear that I will know! This is believe me??? All decisions are made without asking me, what is good for you and what is to be decided! Is this honoring me?? Compared with Yangcheng, the bet is unstoppable even if it is me! As long as the benefits are enough. Scold. Shi Yiguang said this, grinned, and looked at Xiong Zhang sarcastically: "If this is your love and protection for me, then I disdain to beg for this love and protection." ”
Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang in disbelief, his gaze swept over the bloodstains at the case. Shi Yiguang hammered too hard, and the wooden thorns at the fracture pierced the edge of her palm. There is blood oozing.
He looked intently at Shi Yiguang's bloody hand, and said softly: "So that's how you think of me?" ”
Shi Yiguang's roar made Xiong Zhang's anger go nowhere, and he only had an unbelievable surprise in his heart. It turned out that in her heart, he had always been such a person.
But she smiled at him all day long, and did her best for him. I didn't even say a single thing about my dissatisfaction.
"Isn't it?" Shi Yiguang raised his head, looked at Xiong Zhang, and smiled sarcastically: "Isn't there any unknown reason?" Let you alienate me and use me. Otherwise, if you are too good to me, you will be noticed by someone with a heart. And then put me to death? ”
Xiong Zhang raised his head and looked at Shi Yiguang, who was speaking unclear words.
"Is there one?" Shi Yiguang looked at Xiong Zhang and asked again.
Xiong Zhang was a little puzzled and subconsciously shook his head. He didn't understand what Shi Yiguang was talking about, but he still opened his mouth and tried to explain: "I don't think that way what you said. ”
Shi Yiguang looked at Xiong Zhang, the sneer on his face dissipated, and only boundless indifference remained. She looked at Xiong Zhang coldly and didn't interject.
"You say I know the danger but don't tell it, it's not that I don't tell it, I don't want you to get involved. You say I don't ask you, so I just make a choice. That's not disrespectful, it's just that in my perception, I want to make the best decision for you. The Yangcheng you are talking about..."Xiong Zhang said this, looked at Shi Yiguang, paused, and continued: "I am indeed because of interests. But that doesn't mean I'm actually betting on you. I thought that your archery skills would not be so easy to lose. Even if you lose, I'll exchange the other ones for you. ”
Xiong Zhang couldn't remember when he had said so many things at once. He has never had a word for people. I don't even remember who I told or what I explained to me.
Shi Yiguang, who was sitting opposite Xiong Zhang, still had a cold face and looked at Xiong Zhang coldly.
"Don't you want me to get involved, but let me enter the Chu Palace? Respect me but make a decision with self-righteousness? Exchange me with Yangcheng? Shi Yiguang asked rhetorically, and said, sneering: "In Yangcheng's opinion, I am worth a hundred miles." Not to mention whether I am worth it in the eyes of your Xiong Zhang. Even if it's worth it, what do you use to exchange Yangcheng for me? What Yangcheng has, you may not have. ”
Although Xiong Zhang is a prince and Yangcheng is only a feudal monarch, if you really want to talk about it, there are many substantive things in the hands of the feudal monarch. Prince, if he does not have the title of crown prince, or inherits the throne, what can he compare to the prince in his hand?
Therefore, what Xiong Zhang said about exchanging himself with Yangchengjun was just a gossip in Shi Yiguang's ears. After she won, fearless gossip.
Otherwise, why didn't Xiong Zhang simply give what he said was worth exchanging for Yangcheng when he made a gambling contract?
Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang, frowned and sent it away, with disbelief on his face: "I'm in your heart, is it so unbearable?" ”
"It's not in my heart, it's what you did that I can't think of." Shi Yiguang looked at Xiong Zhangdao.
Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang and didn't say anything more.
The room fell silent for a moment. The two looked at each other
"It turns out that in your eyes, everything I do is wrong." After a long time, Xiong Zhang slowly spoke.
"How did this happen?" Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang, and his voice was a little ethereal.
He remembered that when they were at the bottom of the cliff, the two of them were obviously not like this.
During that time, the two obviously got along very well, and they would laugh and talk about their hearts.
Deep in the mountains, the two made promises to each other and joined hands.
Why did everything change as soon as you got out of the cliff?
When, between the two of them, there will only be endless suspicion and distrust, mutual exploitation and dissatisfaction?
"Why?" Shi Yiguang turned his head to look at Xiong Zhang, his face expressionless: "I probably just don't love each other enough." ”
"For you, what does it mean to be in love?" Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang and asked, "Holding the hand of the son, growing old with the son?" Or is it a return for the favor? I can do it all. ”
"I want to be honest with each other, and I will never hide from each other." Shi Yiguang looked at Xiong Zhang: "Can you do it?" ”
Xiong Zhang hesitated when he heard this: "I am the prince of Chu Guochang, and there are too many things that cannot be explained to others." And as I said at the beginning, feelings are not all I have. The only thing I can promise is to be emotionally loyal to you. I can't be honest with you about everything else involved. ”
Shi Yiguang looked at Xiong Zhang in front of him for a long time, and sighed: "You go." ”
Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang's tired and helpless face, opened his mouth, wanted to say something, but couldn't say anything. Shi Yiguang said again: "You go." ”
Her tone was full of exhaustion and disappointment, and after that, she continued: "Even if I go to the barracks, I can use it for you." Let's go. ”
Although Shi Yiguang was disappointed and dissatisfied, he didn't really think about leaving Xiong Zhang. When it comes to feelings, she's not the kind of person who is sloppy. If the person she identified, if it didn't really make her heart cold, she wouldn't leave casually.
She can wait for him to change, and she can change for him. It's just going to take a while.
The state and temperament of the two are really not suitable for living together now.
Moreover, for Shi Yiguang, the military camp is indeed a better place to go than the Chu Palace.