Just like I have always been accustomed to staying alone in the dark ice cellar at such times, letting the crazy practice and the cold dissolve the pain in my heart.

But looking at the candlelight at this moment, my heart warmed, it was no longer cold and lonely here, there was already a warm person waiting for me here.

I suddenly wanted to see her.

Yun Moxi was reclining on the soft couch and reading a book.

Her long black hair was draped over her chest, her white dress was white, her face was white after bathing, and the halo of candlelight shrouded her, hazy and beautiful.

He stood at the door and stared blankly, all the beauty and goodness in life began when he met her. From that moment I knew that people could live happily, warmly, and beautifully.

Yun Moxi was a little sleepy, the book in his hand slipped to the ground and was startled, and he looked up to see him standing by the door, looking at himself gently.

"Coming back? I've been waiting for you. "Stand up happily and greet him.

He suddenly felt a sour nose and some heat in his eyes. This scene is like a wife waiting for her working husband to come back, so affectionate and cordial greetings and expectations, this may be the feeling of home.

This feeling is so strange, but it makes him so attached and longing.

Taking a deep breath, he hugged her and smiled, "I told you that you don't have to wait for me." He raised his hand and gently stroked her still wet hair.

"Anyway, I don't have anything to do, and I'm worried about sleeping so early, so it's better to wait for you to come back." I was a little sleepy, but when I saw him come back, I woke up all of a sudden, and I was lazy and leaned on him.

Arriving in this strange place, I suddenly became more dependent on him than ever. Just leaving for a while, my heart feels empty.

Abandoning everything to be alone in a foreign land does add a lot of dependence to what to do.

"My hair hasn't dried yet, so I'll have a headache when I sleep like this. Come...... I'll dry you off. He pulled her to sit on the soft slump, and brought a handkerchief and gently rubbed her hair.

"Have you seen the emperor?" She sat up obediently and asked softly.

"I've seen it!"

"And what about your mother?"

"I've seen it too...... I'll take you to my father in a few days. ”

"Will your mother like me?"

His hand paused, "Of course I would!" ”

"I swore never to enter the palace before, because I didn't like the struggle in the palace. But since I follow you, I will inevitably have to face these things in the future. I just hope you have something to tell me, don't hold it in your heart. I vaguely felt that he was a little dull, knowing that the marriage between them would not be so simple.

"Do you have something you want to ask me?"

"Someone was sent to assassinate you on the way—is it the eldest prince?"

"Hmmm! I know I can't hide it from you...... Liu Jien and I are not the same father. ”

"Guessed."

"Back then, my mother, the eldest princess, was given marriage by the first emperor and married Xue Zhao, the son of a giant merchant family, and gave birth to Liu Jien."

"I have also heard of the Xue family in the Northern Han Dynasty, and there are still some occasional business dealings with the Yun family." Yun Moxi thought about it.

"Most of the Xue family's business is in the Western Regions, and they often travel back and forth to the desert to do business. The eldest princess grew up in the Northern Han Dynasty because she was from Shatuo, and she longed for the desert where her ancestors lived. It happened that one year, Xue Zhao personally went to the desert to escort a batch of valuable goods, and she insisted on following. Xue Zhao couldn't refuse the eldest princess's request, so he had to take her with him. Unexpectedly, there was an internal ghost in the caravan, and he colluded with a group of thieves to ambush and rob the property on the way, and also killed Xue Zhao. ”

"What about the eldest princess?" Yun Mo listened in horror.

"The thieves wanted to take the eldest princess away when they saw her beauty, but it happened that the king of the Yue tribe in Shatuo passed by with his guards and saved her."

"This Moon King is your father?"

Yi Xiechen nodded, and the hand in his hand paused, and his heart hurt whenever he thought of his father.

"He is the most noble and handsome king in the desert, and the eldest princess has never seen such a brave and beautiful man. And her father took pity on her and took her back to the tribe. After a long time, since Xue Zhao was dead, he sent someone to the Northern Han Dynasty to propose marriage. When the first emperor learned of this, the eldest princess insisted on marrying. At this point, after weighing it, they agreed to remarry the eldest princess. Gave birth to me a year later. ”

"Sounds like a beautiful story." She listened with some fascination.

"It would have been beautiful. But when I was five years old, my father was killed by gangsters, and the eldest princess ...... also insulted. The master came in time to rescue our mother and son and send them back to Beihan. At that time, my uncle had ascended the throne, and he took pity on his sister's plight, and because he had no children under his knees, he recognized me as his son, and adopted Ji'en who had been raised in the Xue family into the palace. ”

"I see, but he seems to be very ambitious."

"Humph!" He snorted coldly, "He relied on the power and financial resources of the Xue family, and he always felt that he was the crown prince. But he is merry by nature, with no ambition but no talent, how could his father, Emperor Shengming, entrust him with the future of the Northern Han Dynasty. ”

"Being in the emperor's house, it is inevitable to in the same room. It's just that don't look down on him too much, you still have to be careful. ”

Although his father didn't like him, he didn't want him to be hurt, for fear that the eldest princess would be sad. But he didn't know what to do, and he had been moving constantly all these years. ”

"The emperor is a good man...... Do you want to visit the eldest princess together when you enter the palace? She was very curious about the eldest princess.

He put down the handkerchief in his hand, walked to the window, and didn't speak for a long time.

"What's wrong?" She walked over and asked.

There was a deep pain in his eyes, "She loved her father so much back then, and she saw him die a humiliated and tragic death. He was also humiliated and disfigured, although he survived, his temperament has changed greatly since then, he is obsessed with poison and is bent on revenge. She's doing everything now, so you don't need to see her. ”

"Listen to you." Knowing that there must be a reason for him to say this, and he didn't want to annoy him, he changed the topic and stroked his hair, "Your hair is dry, you go to sleep!"

"You go to bed early, too."

Yun Moxi nodded and watched him walk out.

Looking out the window, her heart couldn't be calm.

During the time he entered the palace, Yun Yueqi sent a reply from his grandfather.

In the letter, he unexpectedly did not blame her, but respected her choice, but Bai Lingsheng's willingness to support the Great Song Dynasty to unify the world remained unchanged.

So since Yun Moxi made a different choice, he has lost the support of the Yun family since then.

She is still surnamed Yun and is still the granddaughter of her grandfather, but from then on she is alone to pursue her own happiness.

This is my own decision, but when I really have to face it like this, I still feel the heartache of being abandoned, like a woman who is bent on marrying a son-in-law whose parents do not recognize it, and has to leave her mother's family from now on.

Endless sadness, even this home has never given the warmth of home.

She is still attached to it, and the habits and dependence of more than ten years - there are no more.

In the end, the only one who could stay with her may be Ligu.

Suddenly I felt extremely lonely and hesitant, so I was even more anxious to wait for the return of Mi Xiechen.

Even if they lose the whole world - at least they still have each other!

This is the last and only consolation in her heart!