When he went to bed at night, Lu Li hugged Shu Yao, and then said, "He is really my father, he said that he had cancer and was dying, and he wanted to see me before he died." ”

Shu Jiao hugged Lu Li back and did not speak.

"I said he deserved cancer, but why am I so uncomfortable, don't people say that the scourge will last for a thousand years?"

Shu Miao wanted to look up at Lu Li, but he was pressed in his arms by Lu Li, he didn't want Shu Yao to see him so fragile now.

"My mother was addicted to gambling, and she couldn't quit no matter how she quit, and at that time she was crazy enough to force me to take over the show to make money, and then she died in an accident. I thought I would live with my dad from now on, but he soon brought back a girl, and the woman brought a pair of twins, who were his children, only two years younger than me.

I kept wondering if my mom knew he was cheating, so she gave up on herself and let herself get into those bad habits. If he hadn't cheated, then my home would have been fine, but without if, my mother wouldn't have survived.

Later, I found out that there was no money in the family, not because my mother had lost it, but because my father had secretly transferred the money to the woman. My dad said that if he didn't transfer the money, then my mom would take all the money and gamble, and he would have to leave a way out for the family.

I hate him, I hate him, he has another family, but I have nothing, my mother is gone, my father is someone else's father, and even the money is not in my own hands. My mom didn't say a word before she left, but I just thought he was the one who made my mom look like that.

That home was his, not mine, so I left. For so many years, I have relied on my own ability to make money, support myself, and buy many, many houses, but I still have no sense of security, I feel like I have no home. ”

"You've got me, and we're going to have two babies soon." Shu Jiao hugged Lu Li tightly.

Those words, he said easily, but Shu Yao knew how painful and desperate he was at that time.

"I don't want to see him." Lu Li said sullenly.

"If you don't want to go, don't go, he has his home, and you have your own home now." Shu Miao didn't think that it was his father, so she had to persuade him to look at him. She won't forgive Lu Li for her, only Lu Li can make these decisions, and no one else can make any decisions for him.

And everyone has to be responsible for their own choices, and he made that choice in the first place, and now he should bear the consequences.

"Don't you think I'm unkind and unfilial? After all, he was dying. "After all, when many people are faced with such a situation, they will definitely persuade him to go and see him, people are dying, what can compare to this, but those people are not him, everything they say, for Lu Li, is standing and talking without backache. They hadn't experienced it, so they didn't know how helpless and desperate he was.

"No matter what decision you make, I support you, you just have to follow your heart." Shu Yao said, "Do you like acting? ”

"I like it, if I didn't like it, I wouldn't have stayed in this circle for so many years, after falling out with my dad, I had the opportunity to quit, but I didn't quit, just because I like the feeling of acting, what I don't like is that my mother forced me to take over the play, as long as I can act, let me take it, just for money." A person can do one thing for more than ten years, and there is no other reason than liking.

Telling Shu Jiao about these things, Lu Li was relieved in his heart, and it seemed that he finally had someone to talk to.

"Don't worry, no matter what you decide, the baby and I will be on your side, huh?" Shu Miao knew that Lu Li's anxiety was not because he was struggling with whether to see that person, but because he was afraid of the decision he made, Shu Yao didn't understand him and felt that he was ruthless.

"Okay, let's sleep."

After that, the two seemed to have an unspeakable tacit understanding about this matter, and neither of them mentioned it again, just as the matter was over.

Until one day, two people who looked a little like Lu Li came to the door.

It was the twins, and they came to beg Lu to leave to see his father one last time, so that he could go more at ease.

"Why do I have to see him in order to make him go with peace of mind?! I went to see him, I'm afraid I won't feel at ease! ”

"He's dying, what else can make you hate him until now? After all, he's your dad too! "The twins didn't understand it very much.

"He's your dad, not my dad! Do you want to know why I hold a grudge against him until now? That's because of the existence of the two of you, as well as your mother who is a junior! Your presence reminds me all the time that I must not forget the past, and that without you, my family would not be what it is now, and who are you to ask for my forgiveness? Lu Li sneered.

"You ......" Lu Li didn't wait for him to speak, and directly locked the door.

He and Shu Yao were hiding in the space, and they couldn't hear the sound of talking outside anyway.

Lu Li caught a rabbit all the time, and after peeling off the skin, he was roasting rabbit meat, because two people often came to the space to barbecue, so all kinds of seasonings were prepared, and there were no things in the space, and the two of them also went to the supermarket to purchase.

When the rabbit meat was cooked, Lu Li was still under the carbon fire, buried a few sweet potatoes, and the party could eat it.

When two people don't want to cook at home, they run to the space to barbecue, just like going out on an outing, don't go funny.

Recently, Shu Yao has become obsessed with a new thing, which is tinkering with perfume, she is now pregnant, and she can't do anything or play with her mobile phone, so she will have some fun for herself.

Shu Yao also read a lot of books about perfumery, and there were a lot of flowers planted in the space, which was enough for her to spoil.

In the past, Shu Yao had also made essential oils and other things, but this time Shu Yao planned to make some perfumes suitable for men for Lu Li, and what she used to make was what she liked.

Lu Li also said that if they do a good job, maybe they can produce perfume in the future, they can contract a place to plant flowers, cover the space, and then produce perfume, maybe one day, their perfume will be more famous than those big brands in France.

However, Shu Jiao felt that with his lazy temperament, he probably couldn't do such a big business, at most he could do some for himself or give it to friends, and after the child was born, he was busy taking care of the child, and he couldn't do those things.

And Shu Yao has always felt that if she is allowed to spend enough money, if she is asked to give up the opportunity to grow up with her children in order to make money, then she will definitely be unwilling.

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