After Gu Weiqing answered the phone, he learned that Shang Yunxi had taken a plane to the city, and he would arrive in two hours, and asked him to come out to meet him.

At this time, he realized that his parents must have called Shang Yunxi and told him about Gu Weiqing's recent situation, hoping that she could enlighten her.

Since you have come, you can't avoid it. Before walking out of the door, Gu Weiqing remembered something, ran to the bedroom and got a fleece black windbreaker, then went out and drove his mother's car to the airport. The city is stuck in traffic every day, and Gu Weiqing drove the car to stop and go, and it took an hour and a half to get to the airport.

After parking the car, he took on a velvet windbreaker and waited at the exit of the airport, and after thirty minutes of Dayue, Shang Yunxi walked out. He wears black high heels, a white knee-length dress, a thin jacket over it, and a bag in his hand.

It seems that she came in a hurry, forgetting that it is already early winter in the north, and although there is no snow, the temperature is quite low. People wearing thick trench coats can be seen everywhere.

Gu Weiqing stepped forward and took out the black velvet windbreaker he brought: "You who graduated in the north, you have forgotten that it is quite cold in this short time, put it on." ”

Shang Yunxi smiled, took the windbreaker and put it on his body. But the trench coat is a bit big and a bit out of style. Gu Weiqing opened his mouth and said, "Give me your bag, you wrap your clothes tightly and don't catch a cold later." ”

"Well, here you go!"

After taking the bag, Shang Yunxi wrapped his clothes tightly, and the two walked outside. As soon as I got out of the airport, a cold wind hit, and I was still in the south just now and suddenly changed the environment, and the whole person shivered.

While walking and chatting, Gu Weiqing opened his mouth and said, "Did my mother call you?" ”

Shang Yunxi didn't hide it, and grinned: "Well, she said that you have been in a bad state recently, and the whole person is very decadent." Ge You is lying all day long, let me come over to enlighten and enlighten. ”

"Where did Ge You lie down, I'm very self-disciplined. My mom definitely didn't say that word to you, she must have come up with it! ”

"Well, you've found out!"

The city was very windy, and the two of them walked and ran for a while to reach the parking lot. When I got to the car, I turned on the air conditioner, and after a while, the temperature came up.

Gu Weiqing opened his mouth and said, "How long are you going to stay this time?" ”

"One day, I've bought all the tickets for 11 o'clock in the evening."

Gu Weiqing opened his mouth and said, "Although it's only half a day, let's go buy clothes for you first!" You're only wearing a dress, you're going to catch a cold. ”

Shang Yunxi opened his mouth and said, "Okay then! You lead the way. ”

After leaving the airport and driving for about ten minutes, the two went to a shopping mall to buy a few clothes. Gu Weiqing also bought two pieces for his parents and himself by the way, and paid for them together. Neither of them struggled with the petty question of who would pay.

After going to the fitting room to change clothes, Shang Yunxi instantly turned into a standard northern girl. The two talked and laughed, discussing the destination of the next stop.

"Today you are the master, where do you say you are going?"

"Then let's go eat first, it's already noon after all."

Shang Yunxi said: "Okay! ”

It's been so long, and Shang Yunxi still hasn't learned to eat spicy. Gu Weiqing could only find a light restaurant, four dishes, one soup and two bowls of rice, and did not order any wine.

When she got here, Shang Yunxi became serious: "What's the matter with you?" ”

Gu Weiqing opened his mouth and said, "It's nothing, it's good!" ”

"It's good, it's a ghost? If you're hello, your mom won't call me! If you're good, you won't be in a daze for hours. ”

Gu Weiqing knew his situation, worried that the voice in his head would never come to him again, and he was worried that he would never see Zixia Qingxia again. His emotional instability was caused by his gains and losses. He found that he had never been like this before, not even when he broke up with Shang Yunxi. Probably, Zixia Qingxia is all to him.

It is impossible for Gu Weiqing to say Zixia Qingxia to his parents, so it is impossible to say Zixia Qingxia to Shang Yunxi, he said: "Recently, I have been watching special mourning movies, and I can't slow it down, so it will be fine after a while." ”

Shang Yunxi said: "Since you don't want to say it, forget it, but I want to ask you a question, and you must answer me truthfully." ”

"Okay!"

"Are you so decadent because of me?"

Gu Weiqing said calmly: "What do you think I should answer, if I don't answer, you will definitely be disappointed, even if you don't say it, there must be a sour feeling in your heart." But I replied yes, you must feel a little guilty that you made me like this. This is the contradiction of human nature, even if we broke up peacefully, even if we don't feel it now, you don't want our past experiences to have no impact on each other's lives. ”

Shang Yunxi smiled: "You said it very thoroughly, this is how I feel." Human nature is actually contradictory, when you break up, when others pretend to be indifferent, you will feel uncomfortable. But seeing the other party crying and dying and coming back to life, it affects life, and I feel guilty. The reason why you say these words, and the reason why I feel this way, is because we really loved each other. It's just that somehow, as I walked, I got separated. ”

Gu Weiqing said calmly: "What kind of answer do you want to hear?" ”

Shang Yunxi smiled and looked at the pedestrians coming and going outside the restaurant, who were curled up and hurriedly walking, trying to find warmth in this cold weather. After thinking for a moment, she spoke, "I want to hear the truth!" ”

Gu Weiqing opened his mouth and said, "It's not because of you!" ”

Shang Yunxi sank her head, played with the tissue in her hand, and was silent for a moment, she spoke: "I thought I could control my heart, but I still feel sour when I hear these words. After breaking up for so long, I still can't forget the changes you made to me. ”

Gu Weiqing opened his mouth and said, "Do you think you are getting better or worse now?" ”

"I used to feel that the world was dull and the whole world was strange, but you have made it possible for me to face the world head-on. So I think it's getting better. What about you? How has I influenced you? ”

Gu Weiqing opened his mouth and said: "I remember that you used to be a literary and introverted girl, and I was a sunny and cheerful boy. Now our personalities seem to have changed. It would be a lie to say that I was not influenced by you, but I never thought that your influence on me was negative, it allowed me to calm down and think about the meaning of life. ”

Shang Yunxi opened his mouth and said, "I have become realistic, and you have become an idealistic person. ”

"Perhaps."

Speaking of this, Shang Yunxi looked at Gu Weiqing solemnly: "I'm getting married, on the fifth day of the first lunar month, in Shenzhen, I hope you can come over." ”

Gu Weiqing's heart was very calm, for him, Shang Yunxi only accounted for such a small part of his memories for nearly sixty years, but Zixia Qingxia was the majority of his life.

When we broke up peacefully, don't mention the old days now: "Congratulations, I'll be there." But why did you get married so early? ”

Shang Yunxi opened his mouth and said, "I'm only three months younger than you, okay, and now I'm a 27-year-old girl." If you don't get married again, no one wants it! ”

"Then I wish you happiness, how did you meet......"

The two are like an old friend, talking about the unhappy things around them, the problems at work, and the people they meet. Most of them were Shang Yunxi saying that he was listening.

In the end, Gu Weiqing found that Shang Yunxi still had a longing love for him, but he was very restrained. It's just that he only thinks that Shang Yunxi is an old friend he hasn't seen for many years.

This may be the difference in experience, after all, he has more than forty years of life and already has a family, and the memories of the monk Yunxi have been blurred. For Shang Yunxi, the two have only broken up for more than two years.

But time will make Shang Yunxi forget these things, and occasionally miss them, but not life.

The reunion of the day was short-lived, and the two sat in the restaurant and chatted until nine o'clock in the evening. Gu Weiqing drove her to the airport and heard her say that she would have to go to work tomorrow.

When they arrived at the airport, the two were about to separate, Shang Yunxi looked at Gu Weiqing with firm eyes: "Are you really not like this because of me?" I hope you can get out of this slump. ”

"It's really not because of you, I'll take care of myself!"

Shang Yunxi left, and left without looking back. She responded to Gu Weiqing's original words. My heart is sour, and I am a little angry. But if Gu Weiqing answered yes, he said that he couldn't forget her. She's sure to feel guilty again.

As for Gu Weiqing's answer that the two will get back together, it is absolutely impossible. Not only Gu Weiqing was unwilling, but she was definitely not willing either.

This is the contradiction of human nature. Countless people are struggling in it, and a lot of pain stems from it.

Later, when Shang Yunxi got married, he didn't go, but asked the classmate who went to the wedding to give him a big red envelope. Gu Weiqing watched her wedding photos and the video she recorded when she got married.

The smile on her face was very innocent, and Gu Weiqing could see that it was not pretending, it was happiness from the heart. She really loved that man.

Later, the two rarely kept in touch. It's just that when Gu Weiqing occasionally visits the circle of friends, he will see photos of them showing affection.