After Lu Sanli left, Lu Qinuan didn't leave immediately, she accepted the cute look she had just made, and said to Lu Sinan, "Fourth brother, if you want to get ahead, it's not only the imperial examination that you can choose, since your aunt won't let you study, joining the army is not a road, what do you think?" ”

"You have to believe that there are still our brothers and sisters behind you, so don't give up, maybe there will be a general in our family in the future." After saying that, he left.

Lu Sinan looked at Lu Qinuan's back, and only after he couldn't see it did he turn around and go to his mother Li's house, his eldest brother and father were there, Lu Sinan stepped forward and knelt down.

"Dad, mother, I am very grateful for your kindness, since I was a child, I knew that I didn't like you very much, but I thought that I was your son after all, but this time I ......" Lu Sinan choked up as he said.

"This time it's something I didn't expect, if my age comes, my eldest brother and I have to go to one, I won't say anything, but it's not, father, mother, I'm only thirteen years old, I'm also your son, but why don't you ever want to think about me in your heart, how can you be so ruthless?"

"It's the north, a place where cold and yellow sand coexist, and now it's this weather, father, mother, do you know what I'll face when I go, if I don't come back, will you, will you feel a little sad." Lu Sinan wiped the tears from his face.

"I'm not complaining about anything now, I just want to say what I think, you are my parents, you gave birth to me, this is indelible, then, this conscription, I go, I should repay your kindness for birth." He looked up and looked straight at his father.

"In the future, whether I live or die will no longer have anything to do with you, maybe I am not blessed to be your son." turned to Lu Erfei again, "Big brother, this is the last time I call you big brother, the north, I will go, and my father and mother will be handed over to you in the future, you should have never given birth to my son, and I have no younger brother." After speaking, he kowtowed three times to the Li family, turned around and prepared to go out.

Lu Erfei stopped him, "Fourth brother, I will take care of my father and mother, thank you, and take care." Lu Sinan glanced back at Lu Erfei, "I won't have you as a big brother in the future." With that, he left.

Walking out of the house with heavy but firm steps, he saw Lu Qinuan standing under the eaves, Lu Qinuan looked at him and didn't speak, but the corners of his mouth rose and gave him a smile.

Maybe it's because the smile warms people's hearts, or maybe it's at such a cold and chilling moment, there is such a person who still thinks that your behavior touched him, Lu Sinan also raised the corners of his mouth and smiled back.

"Fourth brother, let's go to grandpa." Lu Qinuan had already returned home, she suddenly remembered that Lu Sinan didn't have any savings, she didn't know if her aunt would give it to her, but she still came, and when she came, she heard what she just said.

"Okay" Lu Sinan followed Lu Qinuan to Old Man Lu's house.

They shouted in unison, "Grandpa", "You guys are here, come and sit down, and bake your hands first." Seeing that they were coming, grandpa beckoned them to sit over, and Lu Qinuan and Lu Sinan sat down.

"Grandpa, I've decided that I'm going to the north, anyway, whether I want to or not, I'm going to go, isn't it." Lu Sinan spoke first.

At this time, the grandmother next to her said, "You are still so young, how can you let you go, your father and mother have really decided?" She took Lu Sinan's hand and patted it helplessly.

"It's my decision, I should repay them for their kindness, grandparents, please forgive my grandson for being unfilial, I can't serve you in the future." As he spoke, he stood up and knelt down in front of them, and grandma Lin grabbed Lu Sinan, hugged him and cried, and Lu Sinan cried again.

"Okay, don't cry, don't you think the child didn't cry enough today." Grandpa opened his mouth at this time to stop the crying, his eyes were red when he first saw Lu Sinan enter the door, he must have cried.

"Sinan, since you've thought about it, let's go, just put your own safety first, practice seriously when you train, don't rush forward until you don't have enough ability to protect yourself, and ......" Grandpa said a lot of things earnestly, and in the end he was even a little incoherent.

These are all his grandsons, the palms and backs of his hands are full of meat, he is reluctant to go, all he can do is tell them to take care of themselves.

Seeing that what they said was almost, Lu Qinuan took out the silver ticket she had just taken at home and stuffed it into Lu Sinan's arms, and seeing that Lu Sinan wanted to return it to her, she hurriedly said, "Fourth brother, although you may not need it in the army, you are always prepared." ”

"As I said before, we are a family, everyone is well, it is good, I don't know when you will leave, so I will give it to you in advance, and you are not allowed to refuse." Lu Sinan couldn't, so he put it in his arms.

Then Lu Qinuan took out a few taels of silver and put them on the table, "Grandparents, since I moved out, I haven't taken much care of you because I've been busy, it's almost the New Year, you can buy something casually, just take it as a little bit of my mother and my heart." ”

"Nuan Nuan, come here, come to grandma." Lin asked Lu Qinuan to sit over.

"Nuan Nuan, my grandmother used to be bad, but I will come here often in the future to accompany our old man and wife." As he spoke, he touched Lu Qinuan's head.

Maybe it's because they're not together after the separation, there are fewer people, and they are all busy with their own things, the two old people feel lonely, in fact, Lu Qinuan didn't blame her grandmother, after all, her grandmother is also older, she doesn't want to care, and there is no need to care, family harmony is the most important thing, isn't it.

"Okay, as long as grandpa and grandma don't dislike us for arguing, I will bring the sixth sister to trouble you every day." Lu Qinuan said with a smile while holding his grandfather's hand and his grandmother's hand, and winked at Lu Sinan.

After talking for another time, Lu Qinuan and Lu Sinan left.

Two days later, the person in charge of the conscription came, and it snowed heavily that day, and at the gate of the courtyard of the Lu family, a large family of people was standing there, and the conscripts held a booklet in their hands to register the people who wanted to enlist in the army, and after registering, they gave Lu Sinan time to say goodbye.

Lu Sinan didn't say anything to anyone, what should be said, what should be asked, he had already said, he knelt in the snow, kowtowed to his grandfather and them three times, and finally glanced at Lu Qinuan, stood up and left with the official.

Step by step, walking very slowly, really leaving, where I have lived for more than ten years, I don't know when I will be able to come back, Lu Sinan turned around and saw that Lu Qinuan and the others were still standing in place, he waved his hand and asked them all to go back, and he stood in the snow and watched them leave, before turning around and continuing to walk forward.

After leaving Lu Sinan, it snowed for a few days in a row, Lu Qinuan looked at the sky, I don't know where the fourth brother is now, the New Year is approaching, and the things to be added at home have also been bought, and now I am waiting to welcome the New Year.

Half a month has passed in a blink of an eye, and it is Chinese New Year's Eve, and the sky has cleared.

Every family is smiling and talking auspicious words to each other, but the children are following the adults to beg for New Year's money.

Lu Qinuan is pasting a couplet with the help of Lu Sanqi, which reads 'Smile and smile' on the left, smiling on the right side of the festival and spring students, and on the brow of the brow of the harvest report.

After pasting the couplet, they went to the grandfather's side together, today is to have a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner together, saying that it is a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, not at night, and after a large table of dishes is served, the uncle goes outside to set off firecrackers, which means that this is the last meal of the year.

Looking at a large table of people, there are two less people this year, Lu Yixing and Lu Sinan, everyone invariably didn't mention them, and the meal ended in their own thoughts.

Maybe it's because she thinks about her relatives every festive season, Lu Qinuan sits on the swing in the courtyard wearing the cloak given to her by Murong Chen, looking at the sky with only a few stars, but thinking about modern parents, it's been a few months since they came here, I don't know how they are doing in another starry sky, and I don't know who their New Year's money will be given to? Who will be in front of them to play cute and make them laugh? She sniffed.

A cold wind blew, blowing away her sad thoughts, but after all, she couldn't go back, she gathered the cloak on her body and went into the house, ready to celebrate the New Year with her mother.