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You Meng, who had fallen asleep, became more and more rapid in breathing, disturbing the original peace and comfort in the room, and she lay on the bed and curled up, hugging the soft quilt tightly......
You Meng looked as if she was having a depressed nightmare, making her feel suffocating and painful...... But there is no escape.
You Meng's eyes were already blue and black, and they looked particularly dazzling on her white face, which made people feel very distressed. She hasn't been able to get a good rest lately......
You Meng, who was really exhausted, accidentally fell asleep...... As soon as I fell asleep, I dreamed of Li Jie.
She did not appear on Li Jie's body this time, but as a bystander.
She saw that her young self would often care about Li Jie's life, and would secretly go to Li Jie and ask, "Has anyone bullied you recently?" ”
You Meng looked at his young self and wanted to bring some warmth to the other party, but in exchange for Li Jie's resistance and indifference.
"Can you stay away from me!"
Li Jie frowned and looked at her with some anger.
The young You Meng didn't know that her doing this would only make Li Jie hate more and more.
People are most afraid of contrast, aren't they?
That's why there are those "other people's children." ”
The young You Meng still persevered and occasionally cared about Li Jie, but Li Jie really couldn't start avoiding her.
Even staring at her with vicious disgust after her search was fruitless until she couldn't see her.
You Meng, who was on the side, saw it clearly...... There is only a lot of bitterness left in my heart, like a fish in my throat. She really didn't pity her, she just wanted to be friends with her.
Li Jie suddenly turned her head and stared at the place where You Meng was with that vicious and disgusted look, and You Meng was shocked to think that she could be seen! But...... She's obviously illusory!
Li Jie stared at it and walked over to where You Meng was! The scene behind her began to shatter into a thick darkness, the kind of darkness that could devour people's souls.
The sound of Li Jie's shoes stepping on the ground step by step resounded in You Meng's heart.
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An exclamation sounded, You Meng opened his eyes and woke up, looked around in a trance, and gradually calmed down while holding his chest......
After a while, You Meng sat up and reached out to take the alarm clock to take a look, it was less than 2 hours since she had just fallen asleep.
"Alas......" You Meng sighed, leaned back, and wiped the cold sweat that scared out with his hand.
"I won't be able to sleep again tonight......" You Meng was a little helpless, his face was still pale and bloodless. The sun was shining on me, but I didn't feel warm at all.
So much has happened in the last few days that she doesn't know who to talk to or where to start......
No wonder listening to her voice at the time, it always felt familiar, but there was always a film blocking the truth...... Who would have thought that Li Jie turned out to be Li Jie? You Meng lay straight on the bed, thinking about things related to Li Jie.
As long as he thought of Li Jie, You Meng would fall into a deep sense of frustration...... She really. Loved that little girl very much......
Loved it.
When she was young, she didn't have pity for Li Jie, but really wanted to be friends with her. Even at that time......
"She" is "him"
Sure enough, life is like a drama and is fickle......
"I vaguely remember that at that time, Li Jie had been avoiding me, and I wondered if my practices had caused trouble to the other party, so I stopped looking for him...... It's just that I'll keep an eye on him behind his back. ”
Later, the two went to different high schools, and more and more things happened, and they also met more new friends. He was gradually forgotten by me......" You Meng slowly recalled the past.
You Meng lay down with his eyes closed and sorted out his thoughts, never wanting to move.
A beautiful bell rang~
You Meng fumbled around with his mobile phone on the bed, opened his eyes slightly and saw the caller, his eyes full of tiredness lit up! I cleared my throat a little and answered the phone as if nothing had happened.
"Little Dream Dream! Did you miss me~" Before You Meng could speak, he heard a familiar voice coming out of his mobile phone......
A trace of warmth flowed through You Meng's heart. The face has become much better-looking, and the complicated emotions in the original eyes have all faded, leaving only the gentle pulse.
"Long Thoughts ......"
"Changnian, how are you doing? How's the body......"
"Why did you think of calling me today?" You Meng's voice was as gentle as ever.
"I'm in great health! Recently, I have been cooperating with the doctor to make various preparations, and I have never felt that I am so healthy! ”
"I eat two bowls of rice now!"
"Don't worry, I'll be back."
"Get ready to meet me, I'm your princess." Gu Changnian swore on the side of the phone, as if he could kill a cow now.
"Poof~" You Meng finally laughed happily after several days, tears in his eyes. Colorful light is refracted in the reflection of the sun, shining like stars.
"That's good~ My Royal Highness Princess, haven't you always wanted to go to the sea for a swim, and we'll go when you come back." You Meng wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, even though she looked very haggard now. But at this moment, it is incomparably beautiful......
"Ameng, I want to tell you something."
"I remember one winter, you couldn't stand being pestered by me and went to a bunch of food stalls near the school."
"I bought the corn I had always wanted to eat and held it in my hand, and I hesitated to eat something at the other stalls, when the sound of coins hitting the iron bowl that was getting closer and closer came."
"We looked up and saw an old man in shabby clothes begging. In the cold wind, his figure looked even thinner, and the two of us froze in place, watching him beg from the vendor, without disturbing the diners. ”
"When we passed by, there were only a few scattered coins in the iron bowl. You subconsciously put the hot corn in my hand in his bowl and whispered this to you. ”
"The old man sincerely thanked us, you shook your hand and shook your head and said that it was okay, and immediately bought a few buns and told the old man to give them to him."
"The old man walked away, and we stood there for a while looking at his back in the distance."
"You told me that you had an indescribable feeling that made you feel bad."
"The aunt who sells corn smiles very kindly at us, she just gave the old man money, I went to buy a few more corn, and the aunt greeted us for a while and let us sit on a small stool to eat."
"You sit on it and take small bites and eat a little distracted, and at this time, you carefully observe the neighborhood and find that your aunt also sells roasted sweet potatoes."
"I can see that you are a little annoyed in your heart, you have the idea that it would be good if you bought sweet potatoes for your grandfather, I don't know if he can eat the corn, and you gnawed the corn a few times with such a mood."
And also...... You tell me.
"It should not be in his bowl, you should hand it to him, hand it to him, and not put it in his bowl like a handout, looking condescending. Even if you don't think so. ”
"You said that you didn't pity him, but you were a little distressed and helpless. If you want to leave him a little dignity, if you don't have no choice, who will still be begging outside in his old age, facing so many indifferent and disgusted eyes......"
"I sat on a stool, and nearby mothers were beating and scolding young children, adults beating and scolding, children crying, hawkers shouting, diners laughing, food frying in pots, pedestrians hurrying in their footsteps, and passing cars honking."
"I guess, that's life."
"Because of this, I was very touched and began to be willing to accept myself. Accept the fact that you are physically ...... It can be said that because of you, I am now here. I thought, how can there be such a person in the world? Such warm people. Gu Changnian's voice was a little low, and he kept talking. You Meng listened quietly and did not speak......
"Having said all that, I just want to tell you that you are you, the unique you. Don't doubt yourself because of what others say. ”
"In this world, there is no one more beautiful than you, of course I'm talking about the heart~" Gu Changnian laughed out loud naughtily.
"My nurse sister, but it's very good-looking~ But, I still like you the most!" Gu Changnian smiled very well on the other side of the phone, the little tiger teeth were exposed, and his eyes were crooked like crescent moons, as bright as sunflowers.
"Why did Her Highness suddenly think of telling me this?" You Meng's heart knot has been untied, and the gloomy color on his brow has disappeared.
The aura is completely different, and it becomes comfortable and gentle when you see it.
"There's no way, what happened to you and you refused to tell me, Brother Squid had already found out that something was wrong with you, but you refused to tell him, there was no way, so I had to call and beg me to come."
"That's all that can make you decadent. You're soft-hearted. Whatever others say, you start to doubt yourself! Gu Changnian kept babbling.
"Okay, you recover for me quickly, if Brother Squid calls me again next time because of this, you can wait for me!" Gu Changan's threatening tone was not powerful at all. It's soft, so that the listener is sweet to the heart~
"Okay, good~ Pay attention to the body, do you know? Don't be petty, listen to the doctor! "Now it's Youmeng's turn to become an old woman.
The atmosphere between the two of them is very warm, and it is really a very good friendship.
After hanging up the phone, You Meng became relaxed and happy as if he had put down a big stone.
Originally, You Meng has always been, is it because of her proximity that Li Jie hates and hates all this more and more.
So he fell into a nightmare and became thinner and thinner.
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Bang ......
The sound of shoes on the ground sounded outside the cells in the detention center.
Give the people inside a lot of psychological pressure.
Bang.
A certain cell was opened.
It was dark inside, covered by the sunlight after opening the door, and Li Zhou closed his eyes uncomfortably, feeling a little dazzling.
Li Zhou blocked the light with his hand and squinted at the visitor.
Huo Zunran.
"Officer Huo, what's the matter?" Li Zhou's expression was faint, and he closed his eyes and stopped looking at him.
"Li Jie." Huo Zunran said this name, for Li Zhou.
Like a dark thunder in the night, it roared in Li Zhou's ears. Deafening.
"Don't say it, you let me meet Mrs. Li. I'll tell you all this. Li Zhou, whose face was like earth, sighed......
"Okay."
"I hope you won't lie to me this time."
"I want to see what you are buried."