In the mirror, I was pale and looked like a ghost, and I pulled my collar down a bit to see my neck.

Chen Ze turned his head away at this time, perhaps because he didn't want me to see him so sad.

There was a shocking mark on my neck, it was like a human palm print, I looked at these marks as if I really couldn't breathe at the moment, I gasped for breath, and tears fell one by one.

In addition to red, the marks on my neck are also blackened, and those marks are not getting shallower and shallower because of time, but becoming deeper and deeper, I looked at Chen Ze with a trembling voice and asked, "Can you tell me, what is wrong with me?"

Chen Ze and I made it clear what happened, I listened calmly and didn't make any sound, and I didn't let the tears flow down again, after listening I lay quietly on the sofa, he said to me: "If you can't hold on, you can cry now, no one will see it, I'm the only one here." ”

I shook my head, and although I wanted to cry now, I still managed to squeeze out a smile and say to him, "I'm fine, really." ”

He glanced at me and said, "Come on, your smile is worse than crying, and you're still doing something, if you had told me that something was wrong with you, we would all have stayed with you, and maybe you wouldn't have been like this." ”

I didn't get happy when I heard this, but I felt a little resentful, and the marks on my neck seemed to ache all the time, as if there was a pair of invisible hands that had been pinching my neck, as if a pair of eyes had been watching me.

Now I feel that my body is starting to become weak again, I lie on the sofa and cover myself with a blanket and fall asleep again, this time dreaming of everything that Chen Ze told me just now.

It was in the dark, and I looked around with a look of horror, and none of them noticed me, just whining, thinking about when they were going to call, when they were going to find the surveillance.

At this time, I saw all this from the perspective of a bystander, and in fact I didn't want to dream about it at all, it was a nightmare for me, and I didn't want to remember it again.

That's when I saw everything, I saw the scene that scared me, and the scene that made me the saddest.

In the darkness I saw a man, the figure of that man seemed familiar to me, but I couldn't believe it was the person I was thinking of, he was reaching out and slowly approaching me, and then grabbed my neck fiercely, with hatred in his eyes.

I couldn't breathe when I was choked by the neck, but he never chose to let go, and laughed happily at my painful expression, and soon after I fainted because of this, he saw me like this, and looked at me condescendingly.

This person is Wang Meng.

The person I love the most, the man I chose to forgive when I killed my grandfather, the one who was almost killed by Chen Xi's ghost last time but arrived in time

Save my man.

But at this time, he grabbed me by the neck, and the hatred in his eyes seemed to wish me dead.

I woke up again at this time, with tears in my eyes, Chen Xi still didn't leave, saw my tears and said, "Are you having a nightmare again, I see that you have been frowning when you are asleep, but I haven't woken you up." ”

The hungry man sitting next to me knew everything, and maybe he had seen Wang Meng at that time, so I asked, "I was unconscious on the ground at the time, did you see any suspicious people after hearing the voice?"

I thought I could hear a definite answer, but when he answered, I became nervous, if it was really Wang Meng, how should I face him?

How do I deal with someone I've always loved?

Then Chen Ze said to me: "No, there was no one at the time, you just fainted, and it looked serious, and everything returned to normal after you passed out, if I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed all this, the weather changed back to before, the cloudy day was gone and there was a call, so it has something to do with you, right?"

Now it's useless for me to quibble, he knows all this, I know that I can't hide it from him, and besides, he is so psychologically good, if I lie, I will definitely be exposed at the first time, so I hummed and said: "It has been related to me from the beginning, but I don't plan to say it, and I can't really be sure until the matter is a foregone conclusion." ”

After hearing this, Chen Ze didn't blame me, but continued to ask me: "So are you sure now? Or have you been sure since the power outage?"

With a look of blame and worry, I had no choice but to continue to answer: "I've been sure since the cloud, but I haven't said it, I'm afraid that it will affect you when I say it, so it's better to let me bear this kind of thing myself." ”

Then I heard a sneer, I looked up at him, I thought he was angry, but I didn't expect Chen Ze to say: "Don't think you are a savior, in fact, you are nothing, you can't even protect yourself, you are obviously a little girl and what kind of hero, do you know that everyone is worried about you?"

I raised my head when I heard this, because I was used to the cynicism of my family, they had always rejected me because of their status and family background, so I was bullied since I was a child, and even my own mother abandoned me, so I thought I had never been loved deeply.

It seems that I am too selfish, I think I have been abandoned by the world from the beginning, but no, there are so many people around me who care about me, and I want to be a savior, but I have inadvertently made so many mistakes, and finally I have to be someone else to clean up the mess for me, I have long been disgusted with such myself.

Even though I have always hated myself like this, I am unmoved and have never changed.

Chen Ze woke me up at this time, and he said: "No one is omnipotent, besides, you are still so young now, why do you have to put so much pressure on yourself, now it is the police station."

Please do something, you know that because you are injured, it will delay our progress, and everyone is worried about you, Xiao Liu and the captain are outside. ”

I lowered my head and said, "I'm sorry, I'm the one who caused you to be a problem." ”

He sighed and replied: "It seems that you still don't understand what I said, what you want to say now is not to be sorry, but to order us, what do you need us to do, and even at this time you can blame us, the scars on your neck are all because of our negligence, aren't they?"

Chen Ze's tone was a little sad when he said this, I don't know if the marks on my neck can be removed, or if I will always be here, if I am always here, I can accept it.

So I smiled and said, "The marks on my neck are fine, maybe they'll be gone after a while, and I don't feel any pain." ”

As soon as I finished saying this, I felt pain, but I have been patient, but I have been frowning, Chen Ze saw me like this, completely did not believe what I said just now, stood up and poured me a glass of water and took a few pills to me and said: "This is a painkiller, it will be relieved after taking it, I have seen you for the first time, but I know some overseas doctors, maybe they can help you." ”

I whispered thank you and took the medicine, at this time Xiao Liu also walked in, saw my fragile appearance, saw the scar on my neck and said guiltily: "I'm sorry, we didn't protect you, we should have let you stay with us when the power went out." ”

Chen Ze stood up at this time, and the look he gave me was to let me know that what he should do at this time was not to feel guilty, but to order them to close the case as soon as possible.

So I raised my head again, smiled and said, "Since you feel guilty about me, then hurry up and go to work, have you watched all those surveillances, you just want to be lazy when you stay here." ”

Seeing me like this, Xiao Liu finally felt at ease, and went out to watch the surveillance with confidence, and I slowly stood up, although Chen Ze wanted to stop me, but he also saw that I had a strong character, and finally didn't stop me.

I pushed open the door and walked out, the captain was always outside the door, I was a little surprised when I went out, and stood there awkwardly, I wanted to comfort me, but I thought that I would only be sad when I mentioned it, so I said out loud: "Captain, you go to investigate the case now, I'll go to the autopsy room with Forensic Doctor Chen to find clues." ”

Saying that, I walked to the dissection room, although I was still a little dizzy when I walked, at least in front of the captain, I successfully walked this way, I held the doorknob, Chen Ze helped me in at this time and said, "Don't be stubborn, I can wait for you." ”

I shook my head, I have been weak for a long time, because I have been delayed for a long time, what I have to do now is to hurry up and investigate the case, and then go back and ask Wang Meng about the magic circle, as for the dream, I don't know if it is true or false.

But Chen Ze's words woke me up, if I really believed in Wang Meng, that dream would be groundless, but these people wanted to break their hearts before they did it.

I am giving myself psychological peace

After comforting, I pushed open the door and stood in front of the corpse, and when I saw the corpse again, I was no longer as unaccustomed as before, but Chen Ze had been looking at me worriedly, afraid that I would faint, so he was paying attention to me at all times.

I remembered the secret of Maoshan that I had seen earlier, and remembered how to summon the souls of the dead, and now I was not allowed to make any mistakes, and I was still a little nervous at this time.

Chen Ze said: "Don't be nervous, come on." ”

(End of chapter)