Chapter 44: Sorrow Flows Into a River

"Slim, he's back." After eating, Shu Yao and Jing Qiu went out together, and the smile on Jing Qiu's face fell.

"He? Who? Xiao Yan?! Shu Yao had a toothache when he mentioned this name, and he didn't know how to say it.

"Hmm." Jing Qiu's expression was a little lonely.

"Didn't he say he wouldn't come back? Why is he back now, is he still gone? Did you meet? Shu Yao asked cautiously.

Who said that you don't know love when you're young, and if you fall in love when you're young, you will use all your strength to fall in love with someone at an age when you don't know love, which is lucky and sad.

Some relationships don't have to be vigorous, but they are memorable enough.

Jing Qiu, Xiao Yan, and Shu Yao have been the Iron Triangle since they were children, and they are very bloody childhood sweethearts, Jingqiu and Xiao Yan are together, and there has been no misunderstanding between them and Xiaosan, but how did they get to where they are today? Jingqiu didn't know.

"I don't know, I don't know anything, I don't know that he went abroad, I don't even know that he came back, everything he has, I heard it from other people's mouths, it's ridiculous." Jingqiu said it was ridiculous, but she couldn't laugh at all.

They are lovers, not strangers without a little relationship, why should she hear everything from other people's mouths, whether they are separated or insisted, shouldn't they be told to her? What's going on now? Everything in the past is as if it has been erased, the insider does not mention it, that person is not there, everything becomes blank, only the memory is scribbled.

"Slim, I really regret knowing him." Jing Qiu said seriously word by word, "Without him, I can enjoy my college time wantonly, I can talk about a romantic relationship, or even if it is not romantic, it doesn't matter, but it will definitely not be like now, lifeless, I feel that my life is a pool of stagnant water, you know?" I've tried to like other people I can't do it, he's gone, why come back? Jing Qiu said with tears streaming down his face.

Shu Yao has never been in love, but she understands Jingqiu's feelings very well, the three of them grew up together, she watched the two of them go from being together to being separated, but she couldn't do anything.

can't help Jingqiu, there is no way to question Xiao Yan.

It was as if the man had been erased from their lives, leaving nothing but memory.

"Qiuqiu, if he makes you so sad, why don't you go to him and ask him about it?" Shu Yao looked at the painful Jingqiu and couldn't help but ask.

Shu Yao still remembers that a year ago, one day Xiao Yan suddenly didn't go to school, and no one answered the phone, Shu Yao and Jing Qiu found Xiao Yan's house, only to know that he had moved, and it was said that he had gone abroad.

At that time, Jingqiu's state was even more terrifying than now, she was lost for several days, often unconsciously burst into tears, after a week, Jingqiu suddenly became laughing, as if she didn't remember Xiao Yan, and gradually her classmates didn't mention this name anymore, like this person was completely forgotten.

But looking at Jing Qiu, who was in pain now, Shu Yao knew that she hadn't forgotten, she just buried her sadness in her heart.

Laughing doesn't mean being happy, maybe she has sadness in her heart and goes against the current.

"Our kindergarten, elementary school, junior high school, and high school are all together, how ruthless does he have to be if he can leave without saying hello? I went and asked him what was going on, and if he stabbed him in the heart again? "She's been enduring all the sadness and sadness, but she really can't help it today.

"Qiuqiu..."Shu Yao looked at Jingqiu worriedly, but she didn't persuade anything, just pulled Jingqiu to sit down on the bench in the community park and quietly accompanied her.

Emotional things are the most helpless, because the heart is not controlled by others, so it is even more impossible to persuade, all the words of persuasion not to be sad, more like standing and talking without backache, the best comfort is to accompany silently, not chatter.

"Slim, I'm fine." Jing Qiu wiped the tears from his face, "I will definitely let go of him." ”

Not to forget him, but to let him go.

The so-called forgetting, just don't mention it or touch it, but when you think about it late at night, your heart will still throb, but let it go, you can mention it, it can be said that everything has been light.

"Let's go, go to the movies." Shu Yao also revealed this non-mention, she waited for the day when Jingqiu would be able to mention Xiao Yan calmly in front of her.

"Well, I heard that "Iron Fist of Shame" is very good-looking, played by Shen Teng, Ma Li and Allen, and the actors in it are basically from "Charlotte's Troubles", I heard that it is quite funny." Jing Qiu resumed talking and laughing again.

"Okay. Happy Twist is OK. Shu Yao was actually quite worried, but she didn't say anything more, on the road of growth, some injuries can only be borne by herself, which is something everyone has to learn.

The two went to the cinema, and one bought a big bucket of popcorn and a big glass of Coke. In the past, when two people went to the movies, they only bought a big bucket of popcorn, but they didn't have enough to eat every time. Later, Shu Jiao said eloquently, "The little couple goes to the movies to buy a bucket of popcorn because only girlfriends eat it, and boys rarely eat this, but we are two women, so we should buy two buckets." ”

Jingqiu also agreed with this statement, and later the two of them bought two large buckets of popcorn, not minding the eyes of others at all.

After watching the movie and laughing, Jingqiu's mood was much better, Shu Yao was also relieved, and the two of them went shopping again until lunch.

Shu Yao called Shu Cheng and called him out for dinner, and they decided to go to eat hot pot at night.

Every time they go out to eat hot pot, the sauce is adjusted by Shu Yao, because Jingqiu said that his mixture is not delicious, let alone Shu Cheng, what he eats will not waver with his sister for a hundred years.

In fact, Shu Yao doesn't have any secret recipes, anyway, it's a mix and match, see what sauce is pleasing to the eye, just order anything, more sesame sauce, a little soybean sauce, and some hoisin sauce, spicy sauce, and a little sesame oil, the taste is perfect, you can add your own if you like to eat garlic or something.

"Alas, every time I go out to eat with you, I serve you two like an old mother, and the two uncles will enjoy it!"

"No way, who made us both novices." Jing Qiu spread his hands and smiled at Shu Cheng.

"It's just a sauce, you can learn how to mix it with me when you don't, I suspect you can't eat without me." Shu Jiao was spicy with a big tongue, and hurriedly poured a big mouthful of Sprite, "Oops, it's so cool to be spicy, huhu~"