Chapter 20: "The Goddess"

For Gu Weiqing, or the post-80s, post-90s, or even post-00s in his previous life. "Journey to the West" is a classic among the classics, and many of this touches come from "Zixia Fairy". The Zixia Fairy played by Zhu Yin is like a goddess-like person. Let us have a little regret in our hearts after reading it.

Maybe my words are inappropriate, in that era of "goddess" rotten streets, this word is not enough to say the status of Zixia Fairy in our hearts.

She should be the appearance of our ideal other half, a character who only exists in a beautiful fairy tale. That's what an oriental ideal love should look like. Or maybe it's because of the tragic ending that we fall in love with her deeply.

Undoubtedly, Zixia's fate was tragic. She and her sister were originally a pair of enemies, but they were screwed together by Rulai and suffered all the time. Later, she thought she had escaped the shackles of fate, but who knew that she had just fallen into another trap arranged by God!? She came only in exchange for Sun Wukong's surrender to fate, and she knew nothing.

Her soul is pure, she can find her true love with a single vow about the sword, and she can get drunk with the fancy lies of the Supreme Treasure alone. She knew that the Supreme Treasure was lying to her for the Moonlight Treasure Box, but she fulfilled him again and again to help him find the Moonlight Treasure - that is, to help him find his lover Bai Jingjing. In Zixia's cheerful smile, there was no trace of resentment and distress. Her every mischievous action made people fall in love at first sight, but she insisted that she only belonged to the supreme treasure who could pull out her purple and blue sword.

Aside from that oath about the sword, her love needed almost nothing. She didn't fancy the identity of the Supreme Treasure Mountain Thief Boss, and she didn't want to use him as the "reincarnation of Sun Wukong" to eat Tang Sanzang's intentions. In fact, the Supreme Treasure has no peerless martial arts, no boundless mana, no jade tree in the wind, in a sense, he is just a person who has a picture (Moonlight Treasure Box) in her. Without true love, she will not be happy even if she is the Jade Emperor. She recognized the arrangement of God and the Supreme Treasure as her true love.

The Bull Demon King's martial arts are world-famous, he fell in love with Zixia at first sight, and he bypassed many obstacles and abandoned his ex-wife to marry Zixia. But Zixia's mind did not change in the slightest, and even in the end, she still smiled and said her beautiful and childish ideals.

When she was overjoyed to see the Supreme Treasure riding the seven-colored clouds to save them, she was so happy that she jumped on her feet and clapped her hands like a little girl. She thought happiness was close at hand. But the Supreme Treasure deliberately avoided her, and indifferently told her that he was the Monkey King, not the Supreme Treasure. It can also be seen from Zixia's coquettishness that she simply hopes that this is just a joke that Supreme Treasure played on her.

She also whimsically wanted Sun Wukong to take her to the West Heaven to learn scriptures, and she had already decided in her heart that the Supreme Treasure was her man, no matter what kind of identity he stood in.

She didn't know anything about the supreme treasure's suffering: the vajra ring on her head might just be an ornament, right?

She knew nothing about the true love of the Supreme Treasure: she silently left a sad tear in his heart like a coconut.

She didn't know anything about her own fate: I guessed the beginning, but I couldn't guess the ending!

Until the end, her trinket was unintentionally dropped from Sun Wukong's body. She only found a trace of hazy support, but who else would be this hazy would be extinguished by the other party's cold words. But she didn't, on the contrary, she was martyred for her love and made one last effort for her true love.

She's gone, she's gone for her love. In her love, there is not a single flower, not a passionate kiss, not a "I love you", not a hug, not a presumptuous coquettishness, not even a cherished look. Her body, like her love, floats forever in the desolate space, floating at a height close to her heart, never resting.

Maybe, unwilling to be too cruel to this Zixia, who is no longer an immortal, arranged for her to have a final scene on the city wall.

In this reincarnation, Sun Wukong saw that Bai Jingjing had passed on to another woman, only Zixia was still obsessed with her love, and this person was still Sun Wukong's incarnation of the sunset warrior, and Meng Po Tang couldn't wash away her love, she was reincarnated with her love! For this kiss and a "I love you", she waited for countless reincarnations.

Gu Weiqing looked at Zixia in his arms, that was his own regret, that was everyone's regret. In this life, it should be different. He wanted to protect, this woman who made him feel distressed when he thought about it.

When Gu Weiqing pulled out the sword, Zixia understood, and he himself understood even better, although he pulled out the sword, he was not the person who God had arranged for him. He just has the immortal power of the Zixia Fairy in his body. Gu Weiqing pulled it out, just like the Zixia Fairy pulled it out. It's never meant to be.

Maybe ten years of wandering have exhausted her, maybe she feels like she's in love with a man who makes her feel happy. Zixia chose to let go of the obsession in her heart and chose to believe this lie. Give each other a reason to love each other.

This reason is so easy to debunk, but both of them turn a blind eye.

Night slowly descends, and time flows quietly. Zixia fell asleep, and Qingxia was about to wake up. But Gu Weiqing didn't let go of the woman in his arms, holding the moonlight treasure box in one hand and the purple and green sword in the other. hugged her tightly.

Maybe it's not just Zixia, but also Gu Weiqing. He has been lonely for more than 20 years, and he also wants to hold on to his current happiness.

After a stick of incense, Qingxia woke up and saw Gu Weiqing holding herself, looking inside the cave as if thinking about something. She didn't struggle, she didn't try to wake him up in thought. Qingxia just felt quietly, the warmth coming from his body.

After a while, Gu Weiqing noticed Qingxia's awakening. Looking at her enjoyment, Gu Weiqing's heart couldn't help but warm. Only then did he realize that at the beginning, because of film and television works, he just wanted to change the fate of Zixia Fairy. Naturally, he ignored the Qingxia in front of him.

But as time passed, he found himself beginning to pity this woman whose fate was equally tragic. She doesn't like to laugh as much as Zixia, and at the same time, she doesn't have the courage to fight a fire like a moth for love. But the lonely mood in her body reminded Gu Weiqing of himself. I remember him when he was young in this world, and his relatives died. Full of despair for the future, alone in a daze at the night moon, the heavy loneliness still affects him.

may have experienced the taste of loneliness, so you can empathize with the loneliness that comes from Qingxia. Gu Weiqing gave her a trace of warmth, and also gave Fairy Zixia a warmth. But if the two of them lose that warmth at the same time. For Zixia, she still has the right person to find. But for Qingxia. That's all she has.