Since the murder case that changed Chen Shiming's life, Chen Shiming, who fled unexpectedly, has not lived a day without living in pain.

He killed the murderer of his wife and children, how could it be?

The happiness that belongs to him is no more.

He can only live on the charge of being a murderer.

He can't have his own name, he can't have his own identity, everything comes according to his own plan, he wants the world to know that he has disappeared from this world.

However, such an incognito life is too dark, how can he bear it.

And even if you can't bear it, you have to put up with it.

Because if he wants to live, he must know how to fight the terrible enemy of loneliness.

Of course, he has more than one enemy.

Pain, sadness, fear, confusion, memory,......

He is the only one to face these enemies, and he is the only one to face these enemies.

To live, he needs more courage, more stamina, and more tempering than ordinary people.

He had to make himself a fighter.

The place where he lives has changed again and again, and even he doesn't know how many places he has changed.

In short, as long as he stays in one place for a long time and there are more people around him who know him, he must change his residence.

He wants to be a stranger in someone else's world.

- He can only have one acquaintance in his world.

- If not, he is deliberately revealing his identity to others.

And this kind of interpersonal relationship and way of dealing with the world naturally makes him more and more lonely, more and more unsociable, and more and more painful.

However, with his own perseverance, he survived.

"I really don't dare to look back on that painful time, and now that I think about it, I still feel that it was a nightmare."

Chen Shiming told Melinda when he told his experience.

Melinda could also tell that he really didn't want to reminisce about that unforgettable past that he didn't dare to face directly.

His timid expression revealed the pain and fear in his heart.

……

……

The day I met Ye Qiao, it was in the middle of the night.

- Let's call that woman's name "Ye Qiao", although everyone knows by now that this is not her real name.

As usual, after a drink in a depressing, soul-degrading bar, he staggered into his electric car and hurried to his lodgings.

At that time, he did not live in Xuejiazhuang, but in another part of the city.

It's famous for being dirty and messy, and it's a haven for flies and rats to live freely and breed wildly.

But it is a filthy portrait of the world.

He was riding an electric car, and when he was about to get to his accommodation, he passed by a stinking alley.

The irritation of alcohol and the harsh environment caused his stomach to react greatly.

He threw up.

After stopping the electric car, he squatted next to a garbage heap and vomited.

When he had almost cleared the contents of his stomach by spitting, he stood up and felt a little better.

And at this time, he heard a man's scream.

It is a hysterical sound that comes out after a person is terrified to the extreme.

It was the voice of a dying man.

Although his mind still ached, he immediately sobered up.

- There was a homicide in the neighborhood.

His first instinct was to flee quickly.

He was a person who didn't exist, and he couldn't expose his identity because of this incident.

So, he stepped on the electric car and drove as fast as he could, towards the exit of the alley.

But what he didn't expect was that the exit of the alley was the scene of the killing.

- I don't know if the alcohol still didn't make him regain his sense of judgment, or if it was some other reason, he didn't think about where the screaming happened before he got on the electric car.

He was driving towards the exit with all his might, when a man suddenly appeared at the exit.

The man walked straight to the exit and stood there without hiding.

It seems that he was deliberately trying to bump into him.

He was startled.

In order to avoid the man, he had to make a sharp turn and brake suddenly.

The alley was so big that he could almost touch two walls with his outstretched arms, and no matter how he turned direction, he would have to bump into the man.

Although he braked the car urgently, the braking distance was too short for him to control.

In order to avoid any harm to the other party, he jumped down when the electric car fell to the ground crookedly, and then pounced on the man standing in front of him.

Holding the man, he fell towards the corner of the alley.

The electric car rushed to the other side, and the place where he and the man fell was relatively safe.

Neither man was injured.

But the force of the impact on the ground was too great, and there was a dull pain in his chest.

As he hugged the man, he flipped in the air, allowing the man to fall on top of him.

He did this because he would rather get hurt than make a big deal out of it.

And after hugging the man, he realized that he had another reason.

- The man was a woman, and he couldn't hold a woman under him.

The light in the alley was too dim for him to see her face close at hand.

I just felt that her body was soft.

He hadn't touched a woman in a long time.

Now that he is holding a delicate body in his arms, he is naturally a little reluctant to let go.

The fire that lurked in his heart immediately burned.

He was eager to take this opportunity to ignite the fire on the woman's body.

However, he did not do so.

Because he understands his situation and knows that it is not the right time.

The scream just now still echoed in his ears, and he still felt very frightened.

He flipped over, let go of her, and quickly stood up.

"You...... Is it okay? ”

There was no answer.

"I'm sorry I almost hurt you just now."

Still no answer.

"Be careful next time you walk, otherwise, there is a good chance that something will happen, even though it is so late at night, it seems unlikely that there will be any danger."

Silent.

"If you're okay, I'll go first......"

There was still silence.

He walked over to the fallen electric car and picked it up.

The bike wasn't much damaged and seemed to be still riding.

He had to leave the scene as soon as possible, lest there be unnecessary trouble.

When he said that to her just now, he deliberately set aside his relationship with the scream.

He pretended not to know, pretended to be calm, and pretended to care about her, which was also based on this.

Perhaps, she is the murderer.

Stay away from her, escape from here, and he will be safe and sound.

That's what he thought.

After starting the electric car, he thought about running away quickly.

And when he stepped on the electric car, she suddenly asked, "Have you seen me clearly?" ”

"Nope." He hastened to answer.

"You know I'm a woman?"

"But I don't know you."

"I don't know you either."

"Yes, we are strangers in each other's lives."

"Perhaps, from now on, we will not."

“……”

"Now that I know you and you know me, we are no longer strangers."

"No, we are still strangers, I don't know you, you don't know me, I don't even know what you look like, although we have crossed paths here, but it's just this point of life, from now on, we still won't see each other again, we're still strangers."

With that, he hurriedly got on the electric car and left in a hurry.