Chapter 12 Calm and unconcerned
That's how Shan Shan and Ye Jun met.
- Ye Jun is the man who drove Shan Shan home.
They left each other's mobile phone numbers, as well as WeChat and other contact information.
Ye Jun is a very considerate man.
He appeared frequently in Shan Shan's life.
Not only that, there are greetings in WeChat every morning and evening.
Shan Shan gradually realized that he had entered his own life.
Obviously, he was in love with her.
It's just that she never knew why she attracted his attention and made him like it.
I didn't ask him, and I didn't want to ask.
The people who live in her heart, she can't get out yet.
She once said to Ye Jun bluntly: "I already have someone I love." ”
Ye Jun gave her a smile, "I don't care." ”
"How much do you know about me?"
"It's not too much, but most of the things you should know know do."
"Linna told you?"
He didn't shake his head, he didn't nod his head, it was tacit.
"There's no way I'm going to like you."
"Maybe."
"You're just wasting your time on me."
"Maybe."
"Then why are you still ......?" she didn't say.
But what she wanted to say, it was easy to understand what it was.
He said: "After some people meet, they are destined to be people they will never forget for the rest of their lives. ”
“……”
"That person, maybe you can't get it, but as long as you work hard, you won't regret it."
“……”
"I know it's a little impossible for you to accept me, but I still want to give it a try, I want to work hard, and I want to let myself live in your heart somewhat."
“……”
"I only hope that in the future, we can get along, at least in the process of my pursuit of you, you don't resist."
“……”
"Give me a chance that I can have hope in your heart, okay?"
Shan Shan did not answer.
She didn't know how to answer.
This is the first time Ye Jun has confessed to himself so explicitly.
Although he knew that he was pursuing himself before, he had never heard him confess.
And such a confession has already opened his heart.
The relationship between the two people will also have a turning point here.
Should she give him a chance, or not?
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Shan Shan decided to give Ye Jun a chance.
She wants to try to get out of her previous relationship and let herself learn to love others.
Three years of perseverance have been fruitless.
What can we do if we wait another three years?
Now Fu Xingjian is already a man of other women, he wears gold and silver, and he has already thrown his feelings with himself out of the clouds, right?
It's not worth wasting your life and feelings for such a man.
She's going to throw herself into a new relationship.
Ye Jun is a good man, and he seems to be grasping the ......
So, the two began to date.
She doesn't turn down every appointment between them.
And he is also a gentleman, and has always kept a certain distance from her, not too close, not too distant.
The kind of relationship between a friend and a lover.
He is indeed very considerate, and he cares for her in every way.
As she wishes, she chooses the place she goes on every date.
If she can't make up her mind, he will say his decision.
And every time he proposes a date place, he surprises her.
So, later, the date was determined by him, and the place was also determined by him.
She is a participant.
is a woman who makes Ye Jun's heart move, is always spoiled, happy and happy, and is still very attractive.
Perhaps, although she didn't say it on the surface, but gradually, she had admitted the romance between them.
It's just that, without her permission, he has never taken the step that brought the relationship between the two people closer.
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"I really envy you, you can find a good man in that kind of bar where people and animals can't tell the difference."
"That's pretty lucky, isn't it?"
"Life is so big, in terms of feelings, I really haven't seen someone with such good luck."
"Do you want to send me a blessing?"
"Of course."
"You fancy me being with him?"
"Of course."
"From what point does it tell that we are a good match?"
“……”
"Say it."
"Whether you accept the relationship that has come or not, I can be sure that you are much sunnier and more cheerful than before, the smile on your face is also revealed from time to time, and there is also a love of life in your eyes."
"Have I changed?"
"You may not be able to see the changes in yourself, but as your friend, I can deeply feel that you have changed a lot."
"Perhaps, it was this time that I didn't think about that person anymore......"
"I think it's the person who nourishes your life now, makes you regain the charm of a woman, and you have the good time at the moment."
Ye Jun...... People are really nice. ”
"So what's the hesitation? Accept him. ”
"But I feel like it's actually good to have the same relationship with him that I have now."
"Oh? Why? ”
"Or the same question you didn't answer: Do you think we're a good match?"
"Well, I think it's a good match."
"Lying."
"What I said is true."
"Here's an example."
“……”
"What? Can't cite it? ”
"I have very little time to contact you, and I don't know much about you now, how can I give you an example?"
Shan Shan was thoughtful.
Linna looked at her, sucking lemon juice.
At this time, they were in a cold drink shop, sitting at a simple table and chatting.
Outside the store, there are all kinds of urban men and women.
They hurried past their eyes, appeared, disappeared, but only for a moment.
- You are a passerby of my life, and I am yours too.
- Perhaps, you once cared about me, but after the passage of time, the original care has become so insignificant.
- If you are a passerby, you will inevitably not be able to stay for a long time.
- No matter how long we can be together, sooner or later, we will part ways.
- Disappearing into the vast sea of people, you and I are familiar strangers to each other.
Shan Shan is now deeply aware that Ye Jun cannot be the resident of his life.
He's just a passerby.
The company of the present, the laughter of the present, will not last long.
Sooner or later, he will leave her life and go to the path he has chosen.
His life had nothing to do with her anymore.
He will be like Fu Xingjian, sooner or later he will leave.
- Since she knew it would end like this, why did she pay too much attention to him?
As long as you don't feel emotional, no one can hurt yourself.
Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself.
Look at the relationship between two people lightly, face every date lightly, get along lightly, and get along lightly, without panic and no worries.
You're here, I'm smiling, you're not there, and I don't miss you too much.
Whether you are there or not, I will be there, without sorrow or joy, and calmly.
Isn't this kind of relationship, such a way of getting along?