Chapter 449: Can't Say It!
The scorching temperature under the palm of the hand, the heart that almost jumped out, all indicated-
"You're not hurt?" Su Yingxue asked with a glare.
Tang Jun's breath stagnated.
Is this the point?
Didn't you hear what he was talking about?
Su Yingxue had already slapped his chest a few times with her hand, well, it was indeed strong, and he didn't frown his brows, nor did he say a word, and there was no blood oozing out.
Fortunately, it was really unharmed.
Su Yingxue breathed a sigh of relief.
I was about to sit up, but I realized that I still couldn't get up.
"It's good that you're not hurt. Hurry up, get dressed, and in a moment Caiyun and they will bring dinner. Su Yingxue urged.
Tang Jun only felt that countless crows flew overhead.
That's the point, too?
Immediately, only a gurgling sound was heard, breaking the silence.
Tang Jun was slightly embarrassed.
In order to be able to rush back, he didn't even eat lunch today, and the dry food he prepared was only a steamed bun, which was eaten by him while riding a horse indiscriminately, and when he came back, he was excited to see Su Yingxue, not realizing that he was already hungry.
His stomach, at this time, began to protest with him.
Also, what a time.
This sound made him just about to say the two words 'not hungry', and he choked back.
"Cher." Seeing that the attention of the people under him had completely lost the focus, he simply didn't do anything and said more clearly...... "After the New Year, let's get married."
"Huh?" Su Yingxue looked confused. How did you suddenly talk about this?
"I've always been sure of my heart, and I've trusted you for me. I've always been very confident in that. But now I don't dare. ”
Su Yingxue's face gradually turned red.
Is he confessing to himself now?
They don't need it anymore, do they? Aren't they all things that have already been promised?
Why is this all of a sudden?
"Ever since I saw Jiang Li die, I've been trying to be with you, but even so, I'm always afraid of losing you. In the days when you went to Yangzhou, I was scared every day, even though Meng Jiu and them protected you, but I still couldn't feel at ease, until you came back. And this time, I didn't plan to go, but my father and eldest brother were also busy, and I really couldn't shirk it.
"I know that Shopkeeper Tong protects you very well, and there are my secret guards outside, in addition, the eldest brother's people are also secretly guarding, but, even so, my heart has always been unstable."
Su Yingxue knew that it was chaotic outside, but she didn't expect that the tranquility of her small courtyard would be exchanged in this way. Then, she originally planned to make a trip to Beiyou, but I am afraid that he will not agree.
"You know what? Although King An and King Qing temporarily stopped the confrontation with the Liu family, however, King Jin also tried his best, and in just a few months, King Jin has lost many generals, especially ......"
Su Yingxue felt that Tang Jun's heart seemed to sink for a moment......
"In particular, King Jin has already lost two sons."
"Although there is nothing between us
But, Cher, I, not always be as lucky as the last time. ”
Last time, of course, it was about being sniped by an assassin. It's just that last time, there were still a lot of guards around him waiting to turn back and protect him at any time, but this time, there were too many things, and half of the people around him had already been transferred out, and he had to take care of Su Yingxue's safety, if something happened again, he really couldn't guarantee it.
There is no guarantee that she will be able to return in time to completely protect her in safety......
What's even more frightening is that I can't even protect my own safety.
There will always be times when people miss.
He's missed once. I also experienced the taste of almost losing her, and because I experienced it, I was even more afraid.
"I love you very much, so I don't want to leave any regrets in my lifetime."
"The life I want is also very simple, as long as you want to do something, you can do it. Wherever you want to go, I'll follow you. As long as you are by your side, it is a pleasure to do anything or nothing. It's like the kind of life I had after I left Fengcheng with you. Those days are busy but there is blandness, and there is sweetness in the blandness. This is the day I want, and the day with you is my greatest satisfaction.
"I'm very selfish, very selfish, but I'm really afraid, afraid that one day, suddenly there will be no chance to marry you again."
Su Yingxue was already stunned.
She knew what he meant by selfishness. If one of them dies first, it will be a great pain for the other. What he feared the most, but also the most tangled, was that he would go before her. That's why he says selfish.
"But, Cher, even if it's selfish, please give me this chance anyway. Give us a chance. In this way, even if I die in the future, I will be blinded. ”
Su Yingxue's heart was full of pain. Obviously, one moment it was still warm, but the next moment it was like a knife.
Even she didn't know why she felt the way she did.
It was not difficult for her to agree. However, at the moment, she could not agree.
A person, only unwilling, only regretful, will have the desire to persist and want to continue to fight.
Su Yingxue shook her head: "Didn't you say it before?" When this is over, when your father agrees, we will talk about it. What's more, I am still in the midst of filial piety......"
If the previous words are insignificant, but Tang Junduo needs to make efforts in front of King Duan, then the latter sentence really needs to be the key point of the person.
Kindness, filial piety first.
Especially in the presence of the current emperor.
Marriage in the midst of filial piety is the unfilial piety in the midst of unfilial piety.
If Tang Jun is strong enough to say that he is getting married, he is forcing Su Yingxue to be unfilial, which is really a big taboo!
It's just that in this time of war, many things don't need to be guarded so stubbornly. Because, during the war, there were too many people who died, and no one was interested in whether the emperor or the imperial court was interested in whether to keep filial piety for three years. After the war, the most important thing is to be able to recuperate, and not to keep filial piety for three years for those who died.
Of course, Tang Jun understood this, so he said this. However, Su Yingxue refused. Still refusing with this excuse.
Some things are done quietly, and the authorities pass with their eyes closed.
However, these things cannot be said alone.
Can't tell!
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