Mu Yutian's eyes widened, looking at Murong Yanxing's frowning, his tall body gradually bent down, his elbows propped up on his thighs, and his hands clasped together.

This is a kind of extremely painful, anxious action.

"The Heavenly Wolf Group, the whole group, including Bing Xiaoyi, twenty-four people, except for me, the whole army was wiped out." Murong Yanxing's voice was very cold, probably because he was cold, or maybe it was because the weather was too cold.

Mu Yutian couldn't help but gasp when she heard Murong Yanxing say this.

"Probably, no one will ever feel such a thing." Murong Yanxing said very calmly, almost as calmly as if he was describing someone else's affairs.

But Mu Yutian could feel that Murong Yan was in pain.

He was like a wounded wolf, alone with his wounds.

He was the head wolf of light, leading his brave and warlike wolf pack, and in the end he was the only one left.

In addition to loneliness, the rest is self-blame and sadness.

"This incident ......," Murong Yanxing continued, "and it also became the cause of my hatred and leaving the First Army." ”

Mu Yutian continued to listen quietly.

"Losing your best friend, subordinate, brother, it seems like a person suddenly losing his arms, legs, limbs, and facial features, that is a terrible thing......," Murong Yanxing continued, "However, the most terrible thing is not only the physical pain, but also the people who are constantly tormenting you mentally, the first army I trust the most, the commander I trust the most, and the most trusting ...... All of it, all of it ends up telling me I'm a fool! ”

"They ......"

"The leaders of the First Army, in the end, made a verdict and put this matter on my head, of course, this is not the most hateful, if they really decided that it was because of my improper command, I have nothing to say, but they concluded that I defected, why did I, as the leader of the group, survive? I even started to investigate whether I had any other identity and whether I had deliberately let them die......"

"What?! How can they ...... like this" Mu Yutian looked at Murong Yan in shock.

Even if it was Murong Yan's mistake, he couldn't splash such dirty water on him!

Murong Yanxing turned his face away, and when he saw Mu Yutian's indignant expression, the empty place in his chest was filled in an instant.

"Fortunately, at that time, Ye Wanhe worked hard to apply for an appeal, and He Yan was also looking for contacts everywhere, and finally settled this matter, but this crime has been going with my file and can no longer be erased...... I can't be a soldier anymore. Murong Yan said lightly.

The current Murong Yan's punishment is so easy to say, but ......

At that time, how sad, how painful, how much he struggled......

"But if it weren't for this. I probably won't have a Third Army either. Torture Chief Murong Yan breathed a sigh of relief and continued, "If you can't continue to be someone else's soldier and can't go to other corps, it's better to establish your own corps." ”

The period before the creation of the Third Army, including the beginning of its establishment, was ...... It should be the most painful time for Murong Yan's punishment.

When I get home, if I can still be comforted, then the pain can be alleviated, but ......

Murong Shang hated him the most for ignoring his family business and going to be a soldier, probably seeing him go home in such a mess, not only would he not give comfort, but even ...... And give cynicism.