Chapter 10 Sincere loyalty, love to the end
Fu Xingjian woke up lazily.
Looking at Shan Shan in his arms, he lowered his head and kissed her forehead.
"I had a good dream."
"Oh?"
"I dreamed that I was married to you."
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"There was an arch of flowers, and in an upscale hotel, family and friends crowded the place where we had our wedding."
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"Our marriage has also become the headline news in the city, and the headline and big picture on the front page of the city newspaper are eye-catching reminders, and it has become a hot topic for a while."
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"We live in our own villas, we have our own luxury cars, we live a rich and luxurious life, and we never worry about eating and drinking."
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"Every day when I go in and out of the city's high-end places, I introduce you to people, you are my wife, I am your husband, everyone who sees us will sincerely and enviously say, what a natural pair."
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"We stand at the top of this world pyramid and live a happy and fulfilling life that belongs to us."
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"What a good dream, but unfortunately, accidentally, I woke up from the dream......"
Shan Shan pressed two fingers against his mouth.
She said softly: "I don't love wealth, I don't love luxury, I only love you." It doesn't matter what kind of life you live, what matters is that you must be by your side. ”
"I want to give you a better life."
"But I just want the simplest kind, in my opinion, the simpler life is, the happier it is, and what I think is the best."
"You don't want to pursue more."
She shook her head.
He smiled, "Isn't the life we want to live now?" ”
"It's good to have such a life, worry about money, have something to do every day, and always have you by your side to comfort you, how good."
"Are you happy?"
"As long as you're here, I'm happy."
As she spoke, she hugged him tighter.
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The two men came to a small hillside and sat down on a large rock.
She snuggled into his arms.
Surrounded by beautiful scenery of greenery.
The blue sky was filled with a few small birds flying happily.
The wind is very light, blowing on people's faces, with the softness of the sun, there is an indescribable comfort.
The leaves on the trees are shaking, and the weeds seem to be dancing.
Very ordinary scenery in a corner.
Very simple artistic conception.
But there is endless poetry.
The two sat side by side, smiling at the corners of their mouths.
Suddenly, Shan Shan said, "I suddenly thought of a poem. ”
"What is it?"
"When You're Old."
"The poems of the Irish poet William Butler Yeats?"
"Hmm."
"You memorize it, I'll listen."
Shan Shan pondered her emotions for a moment, and recited softly: "When you are old, your head is white, you are sleepy, and you are napping by the fire, please take down this poem, read it slowly, recall the softness of your eyes in the past, and recall their heavy shadows in the past......"
Fu Xingjian took the following verse: "How many people love your youthful and joyful hours, love your beauty, false or sincere, only one person loves your pilgrim's soul, loves the painful wrinkles on your aging face......"
"You can also memorize this poem?"
"Of course."
"Shall we memorize the last paragraph, then?"
"Okay."
So, the two men recited the last verse in unison: "Hang your head, beside the red-glowing hearth, and whisper sadly about the passing of love, and on the hill above you it paced slowly, hiding its face in the midst of a group of stars." ”
After that, Shan Shan said: "Actually, my favorite is the middle paragraph. ”
"Me too."
"Will you love me like that?"
"Of course."
"Give me an oath."
"Sincere loyalty, love to the end."
With that, he kissed her gently on the forehead.
Her eyes were wet.
It all seemed like a dream.
In reality, Fu Xingjian will not have such a move.
In reality, he has already left himself.
Why do you have such dreams?
Everything in dreams is familiar and strange.
Could it be that God has turned the extravagant hopes of the dying into dreams, so that she can have a beautiful experience at the end of her painful life?
She couldn't think of it.
But no matter what, it all came so happily.
She hoped that this dream would continue to be carried out and never go away.
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"She seemed to know she was dreaming."
"What if you know? She hopes that this dream will continue forever and never go away. ”
"But it's all fake."
"And even though she realizes it's all fake, she still believes it and wants it to always exist."
"You're trying to say that you gave her a well-intentioned deception?"
"So to speak. As long as she can be saved, there are some things that should not be done, and they have to be done. ”
Sucher was silent.
He didn't know if Melinda was doing the right thing.
He couldn't think of what to do if she was doing something wrong.
Perhaps, what she did was right.
Shan Shan looks happy now.
As long as she prescribes a dose of happiness medicine to her heart, she is naturally willing to survive and no longer want to die.
In reality, as long as she wants to live, she will definitely rely on willpower to persist in living.
Although he hated Fu Xingjian in his heart, at this moment, maybe only he could give Shan Shansheng hope.
Melinda not only paid attention to the relationship between Shan Shan and Fu Xingjian in the dream, but also carefully watched the bits and pieces of the dream.
- She wanted to find her own omissions and see the flaws she had accidentally left behind.
"How is this dream I constructed?"
"From what point?"
"The Dreamer's Perspective."
"Except for the relationship between the characters, the rest is flawless."
Melinda pouted, "That's not what I want to hear. ”
Su Che thought for a moment,
He suddenly thought of a suspicious point-
"What if Shan Shan deliberately broke it and the relationship between the two deteriorated?"
"What do you mean?"
"The dream world appears in the way you constructed, and Fu Xing is the person you designed in the dream world, what if they don't develop in a normal way and there is an unexpected process?"
"I've thought about this......"
"Oh?"
"Fu Xingjian in the dream is a character designed by me, he will adapt according to what is happening at the moment, but the character I gave him is impossible to change."
"Explain it."
"To put it simply, in order not to let Shan Shan's condition worsen, even if there is an abnormality in the dream, Fu Xingjian plays a character on the good side."
“…… I still don't get it. ”
"Fu Xingjian in the dream is a puppet, he will only be kind to Shan Shan, and will not act unfavorably against her, or even say anything that hurts her."
Su Che sighed softly and said, "I hope Shan Shan can get better, he has the idea of living in his mind, and he has nostalgia for this world in his heart." ”