202 a little bit
It was Gao Meng who sent me a text message, and now there was a glimmer of hope in my heart, since she sent me a text message, it means that she hasn't had an accident yet, I quickly clicked on the text message, and said: "Can you come down to the flyover here in the square?" ”
I didn't text Gao Meng back, because I thought it was more direct to call back, but when the call came, she had turned off the phone, I thought that this girl turned off the phone quite quickly, I sent her a text message back, saying that I would go over.
Fortunately, the place where I was at this time was not very far from the square, so I called Chen Yajing and asked her to inform the others to go to the flyover as soon as possible.
Then I took a taxi and it didn't take me two or three minutes to get to the square, and after getting out of the car, I almost ran to the flyover. It's a pity that I didn't see Gao Meng here, I called Gao Meng, and the phone was still turned off.
I wondered what Gao Meng told me to do here? Did she send that text message? She might be hiding nearby, and when I thought of this, I shouted her name and told her to come out quickly, and don't do anything stupid, or we will all be very sad.
At this time, Gao Meng sent me another text message, and the content of the text message was: "Okay, I called you over, I just want to see you for the last time, I'm sorry, forgive me for this way of parting!" ”
Seeing this text message, the hope that rose in my heart was instantly shattered again, the meaning of this text message is obvious, Gao Meng is really leaving us, I don't dare to think about it. I quickly called her again, but it turned off again.
There are always a few moments in this life that make people feel particularly helpless and desperate, and this is one of them, my mind is blank, and I don't know what to do now.
That's just the time. It suddenly occurred to me that since Gao Meng said that she wanted to see me for the last time, then she must be nearby now, as long as she is near me, then I still have hope of finding her.
Because of the urgency of time, I was afraid that she would do something stupid soon, I directly climbed over the railing of the overpass, stood on the steps outside the bridge, and below was a fast-moving car, I shouted around: "Gao Meng, I know you are watching me nearby, I have a lot of things to say to you, but I know it may be too late now, because I only have three minutes left, you fucking listen to Lao Tzu, within three minutes, you better come out for me, otherwise when the time comes, Lao Tzu will jump from here!" Word! ”
When I shouted this, there were still a few citizens walking on the overpass, probably all of them were frightened by me, standing aside, and some people thought I might be doing something stupid, advised me to calm down, don't think about it, I whispered to them and quickly walked away, saying that I was playing a prank with my friends here, not really trying to commit suicide, and took out my mobile phone to look at the time, while continuing to shout around. Let Gao Meng come out quickly, the shouting may be too loud, and his voice is a little hoarse.
In fact, when I shouted, I also muttered in my heart, if Gao Meng still didn't appear after three minutes, then do I jump or not? If you don't jump. Will Gao Meng be watching me nearby? Won't it be a shame then?
But if Gao Meng was really looking at me and could hear what I said, he would definitely not let me wait for three minutes.
Sure enough, less than a minute later, I saw a figure hurrying up the overpass, looking at the clothes she was wearing, it was Gao Meng!
After Gao Meng got on the overpass, she ran desperately to me, still calling my name in her mouth, and I saw her coming, so I was completely relieved, and I turned back to the overpass. Run to her.
After the two of us met, I scolded her, asking her if she was stupid, what was the meaning of the letter she wrote and the text message she sent, she was not afraid of death, and she was afraid that there was something she couldn't face?
Gao Meng didn't say a word, just crying in that wow wow wow wow, I'm so big, I've never seen a girl cry so much, to be honest, I don't have any way at all, and I don't know how to comfort her. The passers-by next to me thought I had bullied Gao Meng.
I thought I should give her a hug, even if Xia Yu is in front of me now, I should give this hug, this girl in front of me is too distressing. I didn't think much about it, I took two steps forward and hugged Gao Meng, patted her on the back at the same time, and told her that it was okay, it was all over, and she should not think about it like this in the future.
Gao Meng began to cry at this time, telling me that she was afraid that everyone in the school would know about that incident and then misunderstand her and slander her, and she was also afraid that her parents would be disappointed in her if they knew, so she couldn't think of a way to solve it, and just wanted to do it, and said that if she hadn't seen me standing on the overpass, she was really afraid that I would jump down, and she would definitely not have come up to me on the overpass.
I told her that in this life, no matter what is good or bad, it is all your own experience, you have to be responsible for your own life, you can't only have good and not bad, these experiences will make you grow by yourself, if you just leave, you will be too irresponsible to yourself and everyone, and it will only make those who care about you suffer.
The more I talked about her, the more she cried, and then I didn't say much, just kept patting her on the back to comfort her, and then Shang Hairui and Chen Yajing also rushed over, Shang Hairui was still panting heavily, he ran to me two times ago, looked at Gao Meng, seemed to have a lot of things to say to Gao Meng, but never said it, just grinned, laughing very happily.
Chen Yajing also laughed and scolded at this time, saying, "You stupid girl, you really scared me to death!" ”
It may be that Chen Yajing and they are all here, Gao Meng felt that this was a little inappropriate in my arms, so she gently pushed me away, but she cried too much just now, a handful of snot and tears, her face was originally buried in my chest, and as soon as she left at this time, there was still snot stuck to me, stretched into a long silk, Gao Meng was still sobbing and crying, maybe she was amused by this scene, she laughed, and quickly wiped the snot on my body with her sleeve when she was done, I told her that there was no need to wipe it, anyway, it was already dirty by your snot, You'll have to take it home and wash it for me.
Gao Meng sobbed and didn't speak, she looked at Chen Yajing and Shang Hairui, and whispered sorry, Chen Yajing went over and hugged her, saying that as long as she was fine, why would she be sorry.
Although we have been tossing for most of the day since the afternoon today, we are all tired, but we are still very happy, after all, Gao Meng is fine, on the way back, Chen Yajing also took out a bottle of sleeping pills from Gao Meng's pocket, Gao Meng said that she bought it in the small clinic. The doctor didn't sell it to her, she said it was for her father, and she had planned to find a quiet place to drink it at night, but suddenly she wanted to see me.
I couldn't help but scold her a few more words, telling her not to do such stupid things in the future, but I felt quite hung in my heart. If I hadn't stood on the overpass and scared her, would she have drunk sleeping pills by now?
As for the blue box that Gao Meng gave me, she asked me to leave again, and asked me if I had read the contents of it, I said that I had read the latest one, and the others were not, she said that was good, and let us keep it secret for her, don't tell anyone about it.
After sending Gao Meng home, we also planned to go home, halfway through, Shang Hairui said to me: "Gao Meng's mood in the past two days, it is estimated that it will be unstable, and only you can make her emotionally stable, you can accompany her in the past two days and chat with her more, I'm really afraid that she won't be able to think about anything!" ”
Listening to Shang Hairui tell me this, I didn't feel good in my heart, I said I'll try my best, when I was about to get home, I suddenly remembered that Xia Yu called me today to say that my grandmother was hospitalized, I quickly called Xia Yu, and it was all through, but she hung up directly with me and didn't answer. When I called again, the message was turned off.
I thought that Xia Yu's grandmother was hospitalized, I was busy with Gao Meng's business just now and couldn't go, now let's go to the hospital, maybe Xia Yu and her mother are still in the hospital.
I asked them to go home first, I took a car to the hospital again, and when I arrived at the inpatient department, I happened to meet Xia Yu's mother, when she saw me, the look on her face seemed a little unhappy, but she still said to me very politely: "Xia Yu's grandma has rested, you don't have to go in to see her, you go home and rest!" ”
I asked Xia Yu's mother, is Xia Yu in the hospital? She shook her head and said that Xia Yu had gone home to rest.
I was thinking about it very helplessly, and I was about to turn around and walk when the time came, Xia Yu's mother suddenly stopped me, she came over and sighed, and said to me: "I won't say that you don't come to see grandma today, just talk about your academic performance, what is your current academic performance?" Is there any hope for getting into college? ”
I shook my head and said very simply that I couldn't pass the test.