Chapter 5: One No More Love, One Unrequited Love

Behind every seemingly happy appearance, there is an unknown secret that is bloody when touched.

Linna doesn't deliberately touch things she doesn't want others to touch.

Although the relationship between two people is very good, they are not good enough to know each other well, or they can ask each other about something in front of each other, and the other party answers him without scruples.

However, Lin Na did vaguely know that Shan Shan, who had never been in love, had an unforgettable love that also scarred her.

The male protagonist in love betrays her.

And she always believed that the person she was waiting for would one day return to her.

One left quietly and resolutely, and the other stared sadly and lonely and ownerless.

One has long broken free from the past and lived in the excitement in front of him, and the other guarded the past, refusing to extricate himself, and revisiting the past every day.

One no longer loves, the other unrequited love.

The injured one is naturally Shan Shan, who clings to the past.

I don't know the specifics.

But here's the rough outline.

Anyway, Shan Shan is the most pitiful and pathetic one.

It's impossible to say who has failed whom.

Judging from the established answer, it is obvious that Shan Shan is the one who has been abandoned.

Nowadays, it doesn't really matter who was right and who was wrong.

What matters is who can come out of the shadows of the past first.

Clearly, Shan Shan is a loser.

Lin Na can also think from her temperament that she is too emotional, and she doesn't know how to love herself, so if she can't meet someone who really loves her, she is destined to become a victim of love.

Maybe it's been suppressed for too long.

Perhaps, also want to save yourself from the pain.

Shan Shan wanted to go crazy.

What she chooses is to change herself first, and then change her current life.

So, she allowed herself to change in the extreme direction.

But in Linna's opinion, her approach is really naΓ―ve.

It was just a momentary impulse, and when she calmed down, she would definitely regret this strange "way of change" today.

In fact, she has always been suitable for her original self.

It's not the appearance that she wants to change, it's the way she thinks.

- From the bottom of your heart, you will squeeze out the person you shouldn't love.

- Changed the concept and threw the hateful man out of his thoughts.

Her personality is only suitable for her to choose to save herself.

In a quiet way, I deliberately rewrite the story book called love in the depths of my thoughts.

……

……

Bar.

Shan Shan is a person who can't drink.

One cup is not drunk, and two glasses will make her dizzy.

And she insisted on drinking.

I ordered a glass of whiskey, but after just a superficial taste, I couldn't help but stick out my tongue again and again.

"I don't know why people like to drink this stuff."

"Just because you don't like it doesn't mean that others don't like it either."

"Why would anyone like such a spicy thing?"

"Because it can get people drunk, make people excited, and make people forget about what happened before and after them for a while."

"It tastes so hard to accept, who wants to accept everything it can bring?"

Lin Na took the wine glass, stretched out her arm, and swept around.

"People who come here are willing to accept it."

"You're wrong, there's at least one more person here who doesn't want to."

"You?"

"Of course. In fact, I feel that there are many people like me. ”

"Oh?"

"It's just that they don't want to endure loneliness, that's why they come here to drink this unpleasant thing."

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Maybe. ”

"Lonely people can naturally find temporary joy in lonely people, even if it is temporary."

Lin Na didn't know what she meant and didn't answer.

"I'm a lonely person, so I'm sure I'll meet someone like me here today."

A kind of danger signal kept flashing in Linna's mind-

"Shan Shan, you ...... Don't mess around. ”

"It's just that I want to relieve my loneliness, what's the mess?"

"The 'confidant' found in such a place can only be a dew relationship."

"Life is so regular, it's okay to have a *** once."

Lin Na complained, "You didn't drink, but you got yourself drunk." I warn you, don't make a fuss about a moment of unhappiness that you will regret for the rest of your life. ”

"I'm not drunk, and the decisions I made were also well thought out."

Lin Na bit her lip and didn't say any more.

……

……

Neither woman is very pretty, nor is it eye-catching.

But there will still be strange men who notice them.

Some experienced men can immediately see that neither woman belongs to this world.

They are not regulars at the bar.

Perhaps, it's not to relieve loneliness.

I came here in a group just to seek some excitement here.

Spiritual, or sensory.

They don't need men.

But if a man takes the initiative to strike up a conversation......

A man walked over.

Dressed as a professional white-collar worker, wearing a pair of gold-rimmed glasses.

He is tall and good-looking.

Looks sven.

He came to them with a glass of wine.

And then snapped his fingers -

"Waiter, have two glasses of 'romantic feelings'."

A waiter nodded to him and walked away.

"What do you mean by 'romantic feelings'? Is it wine? "It's Linna who is asking.

"Of course."

"What does it smell like?"

"A taste of romance."

"Oh?"

"Take a sip and let the wine swirl around your tongue, and it will feel a little sweet at first, then a little sour, and then it will feel very fragrant. It's the kind of fragrance that blends with all kinds of pollen, as if the wine is not a liquid that flows from your mouth, but a gas, which is inhaled by your nose. ”

"When to swallow?"

"Next, you can swallow it. And when you swallow it, you feel like you're drinking a dream, not a sip of wine. ”

Lin Na was incredulous, "Is there such a magical wine?" ”

"Lonely, huh? The bartenders here can indeed make such wine, believe it or not, and you will know when the wine comes up later. ”

Speaking of this, his gaze slipped from Lin Na's body to Shan Shan's body.

Shan Shan never spoke.

This is her character, reluctant to say anything more to strangers.

Only after the person around her gets acquainted with someone can she take that person as the object she should know.

She thought she could change it, but she couldn't change it.

When Linna talked to the stranger, she just kept her head down, didn't speak, and didn't drink.

His eyes were glazed over the cup, and his mind was a little restless.

She didn't sneak a glance at the man, and she didn't care much about him.

In her heart, he is still a person outside his own world, no different from the thousands of people who pass by.

This attitude of rejecting people from thousands of miles away makes her look very cold.

The man was meant to conquer her.

It seems somewhat impossible.

It's not bad to conquer this self-mature woman, although the two women are older, but they should be younger than themselves.

It seems that there is nothing to regret about having a one-night relationship with her.