Chu Menggong's heart tightened, sour, Chaoyun has never screamed bitterly no matter how many hardships and dangers she has encountered since she was a child, and she swallowed silently with tears and pain.

Now, how much pain do you encounter to shout 'sad' in front of him?

Chu Menggong held his little hand in his palm, gently touched his head with his other hand, and said, "No matter what happens to Ah Yun, don't be sad, don't be sad, everything will pass." There are so many people around you who care about you, don't hide it in your heart if you are wronged, tell your father, and your father will definitely make decisions for you. ”

Chu Chaoyun shook his head: "There have been a lot of things in the past two days, and the child is just tired, so just lie down for a while." Father, don't go, stay with the child for a while, it's good not to speak. ”

You don't need many words, just be quietly accompanied.

She was really sad, but this time she didn't want to hide it, because in front of her father, it was okay to be vulnerable once in a while.

Relatives, you are tolerant and considerate, Chu Menggong didn't ask much, quietly accompanied his daughter, and it was twilight until dawn, and a new guest came to Laixi Palace, so he left.

When leaving, he didn't forget to explain to Tang Lu: "Ah Yun is in a bad mood, you can accompany her well." ”

Tang Lu bowed down and said, "Yes." ”

Seeing the lord go away, Tang Lu walked to the Laixi Palace, he came by coincidence, it was dinner time, and he prepared dinner for forbearance, and originally set up a partial hall, but the young master asked her to move to the back courtyard of the Laixi Palace.

The backyard is just a square inch.

The pure water pool built by bluestone on one side, the pool water is crystal clear, and the flowing water is clear and reflected in the colorful small stones at the bottom of the water; A peach oak purple tree by the pool, the flower branches and vines under the low hanging are like willows, the purple stamens are like fragrant flowers, the fragrance is quiet, the wind blows, and the peach oak purple of the tree is swaying and sending the wind.

The only two scenes in the backyard, the pond reflects the flowers, the flowers blow the water, not the spring flowers, but also elegant and refined.

In order to endure the supper, he laid out the supper under the tree, arranged everything, and bowed to withdraw.

When Tang Lu came over, he saw Chu Chaoyun sitting quietly under the tree, staring at the pool water in a daze.

Walking over, Tang Lu's face was not good, from yesterday to now, for her, they haven't slept all night, running all over the city, using how many eyes and ears, looking for it several times, but they can't find anyone, and finally they ran back by themselves!

Running around for a day, making him worry for a day, he was angry: "Where did you go yesterday?" I didn't return overnight, do you know what kind of urgency everyone is in order to find you? ”

The tone was a little anxious, a little rushed, and the bad mood was vented to her.

Chu Chaoyun was not half annoyed, looked at him with an angry face with a smile, and said, "Sit down and talk slowly." ”

Tang Lu hummed and sat next to her, Chu Chaoyun poured him a glass of wine and pushed it in front of him, Tang Lu took the wine and drank it all, and Chu Chaoyun filled him with another glass.

Tang Lu didn't drink it: "What's the matter, if it's not necessary, people who don't drink alcohol will actually put a pot of wine on the dinner table." ”

Chu Chaoyun drank wine, took a sip, and said with a faint smile: "Occasional drinking, it doesn't hurt." ”

Tang Lu didn't think about it, took a bite of food, drank a sip of wine, and said, "Yesterday I saw Xie Tianfei's wound, it was caused by your sword, but it was not killed by you. I understand your technique, the sword is sharp but also flexible, and the person who came out of the sword is fast and resolute, the person who killed Xie Tianfei was Yu Ziling, right? ”

Yesterday when he met with Fei Yao, he said that Chaoyun might be injured and returned to the palace, and they came to Laixi Palace and did not find her, so he went to inspect Xie Tianfei's body, and at a glance he knew that Xie Tianfei was not killed by Chaoyun, and he only thought of one person with this skill.

When he arrived at the Danshu Pavilion, the secret guard in charge of monitoring the Danshu Pavilion found that the people inside had left his control at some point?

Judging from the wounds on Xie Tianfei's body, Tang Lu naturally thought that Chaoyun's disappearance was related to that guy.

Mentioning the name that made her angry, it was not like being wronged like a child in Chu Menggong, in front of him, Chu Chaoyun treated it indifferently: "I fell for Xie Tianfei's calculation, he helped me, I have been in a coma, and he forgot to inform you." Sorry to worry you. ”

Tang Lu said: "The most important thing is that you are fine." ”

Usually a sentence, with a strong concern, Chu Chaoyun did not answer, picked up the wine and put it to his lips without drinking, lowering his eyes to hide the indescribable words.

She didn't squeak, Tang Lu didn't care too much, but she was still a little worried when she saw Chaoyun and Yu Ziling walking so close.

Tang Lu kindly warned again: "Ah Yun, listen to me, don't have any dealings with Yu Ziling, people's hearts are sinister, especially for strangers who don't know the roots, you have to be more vigilant, who knows what he is thinking?" ”

Chu Chaoyun's chest was uncomfortably blocked, Ah Lu was right, people's hearts are sinister, that person is really bad, he did that kind of thing to her, he broke her thoughts, and left without a sound in the end, and he couldn't find him to take revenge!

Now, when the person is gone, I still hear someone mention him. Can you not mention him? Why do the people who got out of him keep mentioning him? Why did he influence her day?

Chu Chaoyun was sullen: "Ah Lu, if I ask you something, you can choose not to say it, or you can treat it as if I didn't ask." ”

Gentle and low-voiced like Yaoqin's whispering, which is very different from her usual, she is used to being public, at first glance she is gentle at this moment, Tang Lu is a little sluggish.

In a daze, Tang Lu said: "You say." ”

Chu Chaoyun didn't ask immediately, but instead drank a glass of wine first to adjust the slightly disordered heartbeat.

Chu Chaoyun put down the cup, and his shallow eyes reflected his appearance: "Do you like Master very much?" How much do you like it? ”

She knew she shouldn't ask, but, after all these years, she really wanted to know what was going on in his heart?

Tang Lu's breath stagnated, he didn't expect her to ask this question.

Like Chu Chaoyun, he didn't answer her question immediately, but drank lightly.

I drank lightly, but I didn't take a sip, and my eyes were clouded to look at the pool, and a few petals fell on the water, and the stars were very beautiful.

Chu Chaoyun didn't bother him, and his eyes moved with the fluctuations of the water.

What to do? Heart, it hurts!

After a short silence, Tang Lu put down his wine glass, and finally let out a sigh: "Your question is stumped for me." How much do you like it? I don't really know. ”

I think I like it very much! She is a master, just having this kind of thought is a big rebellion, but if she likes it, she can't control herself, he can't help it!

His fingertips were embedded in his palms, and his voice was as calm as waves: "She is the master, why do you like her?" A doomed attachment, one-sided giving, the pain is oneself, is it worth it? ”

As if to ask her own questions again, countless times to ask herself questions? Is it worth it? Knowing that he cares about others, why is it better to cling to his thoughts and give up!

Tang Lu showed a bitter smile: "It's not a question of whether it's worth it or not. On a certain day and at a certain moment, you have a heart for a certain person and fall in love. Without knowing it, this person is rooted in your heart, and when you suddenly find it, you can't uproot her, because she is rooted in your heart. This is liking, but also love, an emotion that cannot be controlled by oneself and oneself. ”

Uncontrollable like! What a helpless and deep emotion.

Chu Chaoyun lowered his eyes and hid a trace of pain: "It is impossible for you to be with her, you know this better than anyone else." You still have a long life to go, and in the future, if you meet someone better than her, will you forget her? ”

Tang Lu leaned on the back of the chair and looked up at the stars in the night sky, the starry sky could not hide his loneliness, forbidden love was not tolerated by the world, no one was more painful than him!

In the world, no one understands his pain, however, Ah Yun knows about it, he knew about it a long time ago, and talking to her by chance is also a kind of outpouring of heartache.

He's selfish! Yes, really selfish.

A trace of coolness appeared in his eyes looking at the night sky, and his calm voice did not fluctuate: "You are right, she is my master, and we can't be together, so I won't let her know my heart in this life." I can't guarantee the future, but is there a better woman in the world than her? I don't know, at least not yet. ”

Is there a better woman than her? I don't know, at least not yet.

After hearing this sentence, my heart suddenly emptied, and the last light string of obsession was broken!

Around you, even if there is no better woman than her, there are still people who are not worse than her, why don't you look for it? Maybe she's right in front of you!

There was a trace of pain in the palm of his hand, pulling back his empty thoughts, and the corners of Chu Chaoyun's lips curled into an elegant smile.

His love is not known to her, and he is willing to wait silently, at least he can wait for the beloved in his heart.

What about her? If it had been before, she could have done the same, loving someone who was not known by him, willing to take it to heart, and guarding him alone and persistently.

Now what qualifications does she have to protect the sincere and simple love in her heart?

Forget it!

I can't forget it, I have to forget it!

……

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Xi and the princess fell ill, from the night of the return of the high fever did not go away, after the imperial doctor diagnosis and treatment, the princess was stimulated, the fever caused by the heart, grabbed a few pieces of medicine, a good rest for a few days, can recover.

She was a guest from afar, the princess did not leave the palace for a day, she was a guest of Tianyun, staying in Shuxiang Garden, as the owner of Shuxiang Garden, she was also the only 'master' in the palace who was willing to pay attention to her, and Rongxue took care of her meticulously.

During the princess's illness, Chu Chaoyun, as the young master of Tianyun, did not come to visit once, but the lord of Yun, taking into account the relationship between the two countries, sent people over to condole, and gave medicine and supplements to show concern.

The princess's return to the court was delayed because of her illness, and the princess's body gradually recovered.

However, her mind was severely stressed by witnessing the killing of Li Chengji.

The princess was in a mood all day long, depressed, not smiling, and losing her appetite.

Shuxiang Garden, the garden where Xihe lived, the newly built bamboo pavilion.

The light of noon was obscured by the faint clouds, and Xihe sat under the pavilion, quietly watching the stamens on the ground in the garden.

Why did the flowers fall at a loss? Sadness is sad and sad!

A moon-white figure swept in front of him, and in an instant, a person sat opposite.

Xihe withdrew his distant gaze and blinked at the person in front of him.

"The slave has seen Shaojun."

The first to react was the palace people under the pavilion, all brushing and brushing to give a salute, and the people sitting there waved their hands to signal them to retreat.

"Why sigh? Are you unhappy? ”

When Chu Chaoyun came over, he happened to hear Xi He's sigh from afar, and the sigh showed that he was depressed, why······

"Why are you here? Don't you hold a grudge against me? ”

Xihe shattered his eyes, looked at the scenery behind Chu Chaoyun, and said.

Her question was direct and sharp, and to say so was to admit that she had done what had happened that day.

Chu Chaoyun didn't answer her, and continued the topic just now: "Since you're not happy to stay in Tianyun, why don't you go back?" Is the reason you stayed an excuse for you to escape? ”

Xihe smiled indifferently: "It's really ridiculous, what do I have to escape?" ”

"The envoy from the north came to pick you up, you should know about this."

Chu Chaoyun had just come over from Chen Shuge, and the envoy from the north took the princess back with the new emperor's edict, which was a good thing, but the princess's recent performance was not a good thing.

"The new emperor ascended the throne, the abdication of the emperor made Xian the emperor, the happy event of the whole country's celebration, the princess should have heard the news, but I see that the princess is not happy at all? Could it be that the princess is afraid to go back and see the side of things and people, and she doesn't know how to face them? ”

It seems that Chu Chaoyun smiled sincerely, Xi He smiled suddenly, the sarcasm in his words was so obvious, how could she let him look down on her, and how could she let Tianyun look at Beili's joke!

"The new emperor ascended the throne, Xi He was overjoyed, how could he be in the sky and clouds, unable to convey blessings and joy to the north. Now, the envoy came to welcome Xihe back, Xihe was full of joy and couldn't wait to return to the court! ”

Chu Chaoyun chuckled: "That's it, it's very good!" ”

got up, stroked the wrinkles on his clothes, glanced at Xihe lightly, and said: "Even if it is your own choice, escape from uselessness, and face it calmly, so that you can find a solution to the problem." Even if you can't find a solution, at least you have the courage to face the problem. Princess, go goodbye, I don't know when I will see you again, so I can do it for myself! ”

After speaking, he walked out of the pavilion and left the garden directly, until he couldn't see Chu Chaoyun, and then Xi He withdrew his gaze from afar.

Yoyo sighed.

Chu Chaoyun said that she was in her mind, she really intended to avoid the envoys of the Northern Departure, and did not want to return to the Northern Departure with them.

The emperor's brother became the emperor, the situation forced him, his father's throne was given to him, and there was not only one imperial brother who betrayed his father, but also half of his father's relatives and confidants.

The situation is in the hands of the emperor's brother, and her father has really become the emperor, but now, she doesn't know how to explain it to her father!

Others betrayed, without a trace of blood traction, and the father would not be too harsh on them.

However, when she was betrayed by both her children, her father probably hated her to the extreme.

Human nature, in the face of people or things they don't care about, they can easily forgive him or her for what he or she has done.

However, in the face of their loved ones' blood, they can't tolerate the slightest mistake, the reason is because they care too much.

Therefore, since she received Xiao Fangzhi's letter urging her to go back, she fell ill, and subconsciously escaped, not wanting to go home, unwilling to face her father's complaints, and that heart-wrenching hatred!

However, Chu Chaoyun is right, escaping is not a way, you have to go back after all.

Perhaps, she can't face it calmly, at least, she can't lack the courage to face her father!

Xihe lowered his head, an indifferent smile appeared on his lips, this Chu Chaoyun, in order to scare her, killed so many people, never thought that there was such an open-minded side, and he did not blame the past.

The words were not good, but she understood that he had deliberately said them to her!

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