Chapter 181: I'm not from this world
The death of Cai Wei and a few guards made Xiao Ruyu a little depressed, and it smelled of self-denial. Han Yixuan originally wanted to talk to her for a good time, but she was inexplicably sad when she saw her sad and sad appearance. He knew that she was a person of great affection, so he regarded the things that outsiders took for granted more than the sky, and always felt that he owed others a lot of affection.
It's okay like this, in the future, he will be doubly good to her, and she will feel that she will not be able to repay his love for the rest of her life, and she can only pay it back for the rest of her life, so that they will be tied for the rest of their lives.
It can be seen that his daughter is depressed, although General Xiao does not like Han Yixuan, but he still acquiesces to him often coming to see Siyu, although he corrects him many times, his daughter has changed her name to Xiao Siyu, and he must call her Miss Xiao in the future, but Han Yixuan stubbornly thinks that Ruyu is the name of the girl he likes, so he doesn't care how others call her, he only calls her Ruyu.
Seeing Han Yixuan's worries but pretending to be nothing in front of her eyes, Xiao Ruyu knew that she had to talk to others, there were too many things between them that needed to be clarified, and they couldn't let those doubts and concealments become moths and shake the big tree of feelings between them.
Invite Han Yixuan to her study, order someone to set up some fruit refreshments to serve, and then wave their hands to let them out, don't let people disturb, she has too many things to talk to him, this time, she doesn't want to hide anything.
She will explain her origin clearly, this time she is not afraid of scaring him, if he leaves her because of this, it can only be regarded as their deep relationship, and she will not blame him, but she will choose to die alone in the future.
The emotional wound is too painful, and she can't avoid it with perseverance, and she can only barely heal it with the help of the medicine of time, but the scar can't be healed for a lifetime. If Han Yixuan turned around and left this time, she didn't dare to love anymore, her heart hurt too much.
Seeing her sitting there and pouring him tea seriously, Han Yixuan was a little nervous, Ruyu was so formal this time, she wouldn't want to break up with him.
"Sit down." Xiao Ruyu smiled at him and handed him a cup of tea.
"Ruyu, do we have to be so polite to each other?" Han Yixuan asked, this is not what he wants, he hopes that Ruyu can fall into his arms and cry bitterly, instead of pouring him tea lightly. He wanted Ruyu to scold him on his nose, but he didn't want her to look at him like this, and her eyes were calm and calm.
"It's good to be polite, I'm afraid I'll scare you later." Xiao Ruyu picked up the tea and motioned to him, lowered his head and took a sip, lowering his eyes to consider how he should tell his origin.
Her own origin is a thorn in her heart, if she is not pulled out, sooner or later it will rot and deteriorate. Although she didn't want too many people to know, she wanted Han Yixuan to know.
Ever since she knew that Han Yixuan had always been affectionate and had never let her down, she had been thinking about this issue, she couldn't hide it from him anymore, she couldn't hide anything from him. A man treats her like this, and it deserves her to be honest, even if the final result is that she will not get along with each other for old age, but she will not regret it.
There was a faint feeling in his heart, in fact, Yixuan would not care about her origin, he thought that she was dead and he still had so much regret for her, even if she was a lonely ghost now, he would not waver. It was his sincere affection for her, and she could feel it.
"You've scared me, I'm going to scare you to death." Han Yixuan suddenly put down the teacup in his hand and grabbed her hand, and said nervously: "Promise me like rain, don't scare me like this anymore, I really can't stand it." ”
"I'm going to have to scare you again." Xiao Ruyu didn't withdraw her hand, but the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked, and then she smiled bitterly: "I don't want to scare you, but this matter is a bit unbelievable, I don't know if you will be scared." ”
"As long as you don't break up with me, it doesn't matter if you break up with me." Han Yixuan raised his eyes to look into her eyes, her eyes were clear and dazzling, and his worried face was reflected in the depths of her eyes, a little bitter and a little helpless.
"Did Mama Chen find you?" Xiao Ruyu asked, seeing Han Yixuan nodding with a bitter face, although Mama Chen thanked him for saving Ruyu on the surface, she actually had the meaning of beating and blaming, and the good lady showed him crooked, Mama Chen was beating him for the dead Ruyu's mother, he was really speechless. He carried a big black cauldron for Ruyu and begged for comfort.
Xiao Ruyu pretended not to see him with a look of grievance and continued: "Don't you think it's strange, why is there such a big gap between the young lady in her mouth and me now, like, like two people?" ”
"What's so strange about this, it's reasonable that you were suddenly frightened and your temperament changed drastically." Han Yixuan's eyebrows furrowed slightly, she couldn't understand why Ruyu said this, did she want to tell herself that the original one was fake, she was real, or the original one was real, she was fake, but why did she pretend to be the original person, with Ruyu's ability, there was no need at all.
"A person's temperament can be changed, but what about ability, ability, and martial arts, can they all be changed?" Xiao Ruyu asked rhetorically. "Yixuan, haven't you ever doubted it, why does a village girl from an ordinary background have so much ability and knowledge, and the matter of medical skills can be explained, but what about martial arts, what about the immortals, have you never doubted it?"
"What's there to doubt about this?" Han Yixuan shook his head, "You are like rain, whatever you say is what you say." Seeing Xiao Ruyu glaring, he smiled and comforted her: "Ruyu, I never doubted you anything, if you don't want to explain, don't explain, I will never doubt you because of this in the future." You can rest assured. ”
Xiao Ruyu sighed lightly, it's so foolish, but she still struggles here for a long time. She suddenly wondered if he would be frightened if she had to tell him the truth.
"Yixuan, I have to tell you a secret." Xiao Ruyu looked around and approached him mysteriously, slightly raising her cherry lips: "I'm not human." ”
Han Yixuan looked at her dumbly, thinking: Could it be that Ruyu was stimulated too much, and her brain was a little bad, how could she say that she was not human.
"Hey, I'm telling the truth." Xiao Ruyu looked at him with a look of suspicion that she had a problem with her brain, and couldn't help but pinch him.
"Okay, like rain, I know, you're not human, you're a fairy." He coaxed her softly, in fact, he had already had doubts in his heart, but he didn't dare to delve into it now, afraid that if she was stimulated, it would be bad if there was really something wrong with her brain.
"Oops, that's annoying." Xiao Ruyu couldn't cry or laugh, feeling so hypocritical. Why pretend to be mysterious, look, everyone thinks she's a snake spirit.
"Ruyu, auntie, please don't scare me, if you think you can't say it, don't say it, I don't care if you and the original one are the same person, what I care about is whether you will leave because of this, shouldn't you?" Speaking of the back, he didn't have the confidence at first, and looked at Xiao Ruyu with a worried face.
Oh, hurry up and tell him the truth, look at the scare people, Xiao Ruyu secretly scolded herself in her heart for being dead, such a good man was scared away by her.
"Yixuan, this is a secret, I'll only tell you one." Xiao Ruyu shook his hand back, "You are the person I trust the most here, I can only tell you." Said so solemnly, Han Yixuan looked at her seriously, and his expression was extremely solemn. Ruyu trusts herself so much, so touched.
"I don't know how to describe my current situation, this body is the original Zhang Ruyu's, but the soul is my Xiao Ruyu's, Zhang Ruyu and Xiao Ruyu are not the same person, now they are one. I don't belong to this world, I'm just a soul from another world, do you understand when I say that? Xiao Ruyu felt that it was a bit complicated to explain his situation, and the brains of people here were not as big as those of modern times, so I was afraid that I would not be able to understand it.
"You mean you're resurrecting a corpse?" Han Yixuan's handsome eyebrows narrowed slightly, and his eyes were full of questions. How is this possible, if a person changes a soul, should she be Zhang Ruyu or Xiao Ruyu?
"Yes, so to speak. The original Zhang Ruyu drowned in the water, and I also died in another world, my soul just entered Zhang Ruyu's body, and after waking up, I became Zhang Ruyu, and then lived in Changxia Village. You know what happened next?" I feel that Han Yixuan's receptivity is still good, of course, the ancients believed in the rhetoric of the soul, so this matter can make sense.
"Will you get out of here, then?" Han Yixuan didn't think much about it, and hurriedly asked, this is the point, she is from another world, what if she leaves one day?
"If I don't die, I probably won't." Xiao Ruyu chuckled. This guy's focus is not on the same line as her, but it shows that he cares about her, and she feels very relieved.
"No, you won't die, I won't let you die." Han Yixuan suddenly jumped up and hugged her, "Ruyu, don't worry, with me, I will not let you die, you, don't leave me." He hugged her hard with both arms, Xiao Ruyu could feel his heart beating very fast in his chest, and he was extremely uneasy. Since getting the news of her passing, he seems to be particularly sensitive in this regard.
"Yixuan, I won't leave, I won't leave you, don't worry." Feeling his horror and worry, Xiao Ruyu hurriedly hugged him back, patted him lightly on the back, and spurned himself too much in his heart, it was too much to scare a man who was afraid of losing himself.
His sincerity did not need to be tested at all, his sincerity could not be doubted, and he could not tolerate the slightest doubt about her feelings, and she swore that she would never doubt him in this regard in the future.