Chapter Fifty-Six: Seeking Meaning
The room was quiet, only the princess made movements from time to time, her eyes could not see, and she walked a little slowly.
Groping with your hands in front of you, on the one hand, to avoid touching the tables and chairs in the room, to bypass things in your way, and on the other hand, to find something for yourself to grab and walk smoothly.
The layout of the room has changed a lot from when she left, walking and stopping, although there is no wall, but the body still touches the surrounding furnishings.
Just like now, she accidentally bumped into a blue-veined candlestick, and the candlestick was as tall as a human before it, and she didn't know what was in front of her, but just held on to the curtain to stabilize her figure.
There was a bang, and suddenly there was a crisp sound of gold falling to the ground in her ears, and when she heard the sound, she looked at the ground in confusion.
However, before she could react, the whole person was pulled aside, and at the same time, Mo Han's angry rebuke sounded in her ears: "What do you want to do, just stay at home if you can't see it, you run around like this, don't you know how much trouble it causes to people!" ”
If he hadn't found out earlier and kicked the candlestick, I'm afraid the candlestick would have smashed on her, it was made of gold, and it hurt so much to hit her!
The princess was not frightened by his anger, but was relieved to hear his voice, and reached forward to grope forward.
Mo Han knew that she was looking for him, bluffed a handsome face, and reached out to put it in her palm, as warm as ever!
The princess touched his hand, as if grasping a glimmer of hope, took his hand, clenched it tightly, and couldn't say a word of what she wanted to say, and in the end, there was only silent weeping.
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Mo Han didn't look over, he didn't want to see the tearful person in front of him, but she was silent, more uncomfortable than words, seeing her hidden sadness, crystal tears invisibly touched his heart.
Heart, even more uncomfortable!
Mo Han didn't care about her at all, no matter how she cried, how long she cried, anyway, she didn't care about them, she only had that foreign daughter in her heart······
I complained to her so angrily, but the words that came out were not the same at all: "You don't know how your eyes are blind? What's the use of crying, can he come back? ”
The tone is very aggressive, but there is a deep concern in the words.
The princess didn't want to cry, but she couldn't stop the tears she shed, her Han'er sounded weak, her voice was hoarse, her words were full of grief, she felt the condensation in Han'er's words, and her heart hurt more and more.
The princess couldn't cry: "Han'er, my mother is sorry for you, and your father ······."
One sentence made the princess cry even more fiercely, Mo Han looked at her sadly, swallowing the sourness rolling in his chest.
He didn't want to admit the fact that his father had died, but the mourning and joy outside reminded him to recognize the truth.
When he was very young, his mother left him, and for twenty-one years, his father took all his company.
His father was his goal, and for his father, he went on the most difficult road.
His father was someone he admired, and in order to be his proud son, he could endure humiliation and not be himself.
His mother had no choice but to leave him, he never complained about her, and he had his father by his side, and he never felt lonely. Moreover, although the mother concubine did not return to the palace, he went to see her, and even if they were separated, the mother and son were never estranged.
His father had an unrivalled position in his heart, and just yesterday he was chatting, eating, and joking with the old man......
Without warning, in the blink of an eye, his most respected father died, and the murderer of his father was still his best brother!
His life fell from the clouds to the abyss in an instant, and no one knew how desperate and painful he was, and even doubted his life, and it was a mistake to live······
The death of my father, the betrayal of my brother, my heartache, my grief, I want to cry, but I can't cry, I don't want to cry, I can't cry!
He is the son of King Zhao, and he can't lose the face of King Zhao, so he must be strong!
He understands that the pain of his mother is no less than his, and two people who love each other endure pain and separation in order to be good for each other, but they love each other but can't stay together, she is the most bitter person.
The princess was still crying, and she had no intention of stopping.
Mo Han raised his hand and slashed at the neck of the concubine, and the princess, who had been crying so much that she couldn't stop, slowly closed her eyes, and her body collapsed into Mo Han's arms.
Mo Han gently wiped away the tears on her face, the sadness in her eyes that could not be dissolved, and said softly: "How can your eyes stand it when you cry like this, you don't remember, your eyes were blind from crying at the beginning." Mother, don't be sad, my father can't bear to see you sad. I'll always be by your side to take care of you, and for now, you can get some sleep first. ”
Immediately, a voice broke off: "Someone! ”
The people guarding the door suddenly heard the voice of the prince, did not dare to delay, and entered the house in an orderly manner.
Yin Shu walked in front, followed by a group of maids, no one in the palace knew the identity of Jin Ge, and she also walked in the ranks of maids.
As soon as he entered the library, he saw the princess in the arms of the prince, Yin Shu was startled, forgot to salute, hurriedly stepped forward, and shouted urgently: "Princess! The princess ······"
After two snorts, the princess was still unconscious, Yin Shu was so frightened that tears came out, and he couldn't care about his identity, so he hurriedly asked Shizi: "Shizi, what's wrong with the princess?" ”
Jin Ge looked anxious, but he didn't dare to show this worry on his face, and his eyes were firmly fixed on the princess who fell into a drowsy.
Mo Han handed over the princess to Yin Shu, Yin Shu has served her mother for many years, she is loyal to her mother, and her mother handed it over to her, and she feels more or less at ease, "The princess is tired of crying, she will wake up after resting for a while, Yin Shu, help the princess back to the room to rest." ”
Yin Shu breathed a sigh of relief and replied, "Yes, the slave will send the princess back to rest." ”
The other servants came over, supported the princess with her, saluted the prince, and left the prince's room with the princess in their arms.
Jin Ge walked at the end, did not follow, and held on to the door frame to see them leave the courtyard, their eyes full of loss.
originally wanted to go over with Yin Shu, but what could she do in the past? In King Zhao's mansion, her identity is a high-ranking princess, and she is just a lowly servant!
Jin Ge breathed a sigh of relief and said in her heart: Fortunately, my mother is just tired, so Ge'er is relieved······
Jin Ge returned to the room, the room was very messy, and the books were spilled all over the floor, and she needed to clean it up.
Mo Han sat in front of the bookcase, turning a brush in his hand, looking at the pen shaft spinning on his fingertips without blinking, without saying a word, and without even looking at Jin Ge, who was picking up the books scattered on the ground.
Jin Ge understands his current mood, wants to be quiet, and doesn't want to be disturbed, so she does things gently without making any movement, as much as possible not to disturb his quietness, clean up early, and then go out.
There were two people in the room, each with their own thoughts, and the quiet atmosphere was precipitated in silence, and no one was willing to break the silence first.
Picking up a piece of rice paper dyed with ink in his hand, the font engraved on it was vigorous and powerful, as if it had been dipped in angry black ink, and the entire handwriting was stained.
It wasn't one, the rice paper scattered on the ground was blackened by ink, and Jin Ge noticed.
The scene of Shizi learning calligraphy came to mind, and at the same time, judging from the things scattered all over the place, it is not difficult to see that his mood is very irritable, so he vents his bad mood on the good things!
Jin Ge inadvertently saw the content above, the fragments of 'Brother Bo Break Righteousness', and the word 'Yu Yi' was written on more papers, and the messy writing looked shocking······
Looking at the familiar name on it, Jin Ge was stunned on the spot, and her heart was shocked.
Suddenly, there was a pair of feet in black boots in front of her, Jin Ge, who was squatting on the ground, raised her head in surprise, and her eyes touched Mo Han who blocked the light above her head.
Mo Han looked at her condescendingly, without any warmth, and even, with a shallow anger in his eyes, looking at his expression, Jin Ge was startled.