The concubine who left. I didn't know that Bo Qingyan looked at her back. For a long time. For a long time. It's been so long that it's gone.

Because I'm thinking about things. Fei Yu let her guard down.

Subconsciously and habitually looked at a place.

This move. It all fell into Bo Qingyan's eyes.

Bo Qingyan's eyes were dark. I couldn't tell what I was thinking. Also turned away.

After returning to the room. Fei Yu fell into deep thought.

I remembered the first time I met that person.

At that time. She was probably only fifteen years old.

When she died. Twenty-five years old. Speaking of which, she was with the man. I've known each other for ten years.

Remember that it was her most tragic day.

It's funny. Seems all she has. The most tragic moment. They were all involved in that person's indemnity.

It's really sad.

Yu Yu is an orphan. Didn't go to the welfare home.

Instead, I went to that. A place where the sun can no longer be seen.

Every day lives a thrilling life without a little hope.

She thought she would just like that, living without being angry.

Unexpectedly. She also has times when she is favored by the heavens. There are also times when the sun shines.

It was a risky deal.

That's right. It's trading.

That's where she used to be.

She's in charge of gathering intelligence. Intelligence on all sorts of big shots.

But he was accidentally discovered.

Almost killed. I thought I would end my meaningless life like this.

But a miracle happened.

The man greeted the sun. Walked over to her. It was so easy to save her.

It was also at that time. Fei Yu only knew. It turns out that there are still such handsome men in the world.

It's like a god. Brightened up her life.

It was probably around that time. Fei Yu is starting to become a nymphomaniac.

In this way, it will be above board. Nymphomaniac man.

It's been a long time. Instead, it became a habit.

Hehe. Nymphomaniac became a habit. It's a real headache.

The man saved her. She said thank you coolly.

I thought there would be no more intersections. But I don't understand. Why did that man get entangled?

I have to say something. Save her gloomy life.

All right. pestered her like this for three years. Three whole years.

Until her identity as a woman was discovered.

She came in disguise as a man. It was really successful. If it weren't for the sudden one.

She won't be found either.

Observe a person in three years. That's enough. Even if you can't do it with 100% trust.

That's enough.

The man said. Come with him. Go to the army.

At that time. It was as if she was listening to a joke.

She's such a person. Can you be a soldier? Why?

Although there is no criminal record. But also not eligible. Do you want to do something so holy?

She remembered that the man had answered her like this.

"The country is incredibly tolerant. It can hold all the darkness. Bloom all the sunshine. Shine a light on everyone. ”

Yu Yu was convinced. It took three years.

She decided to start trusting the man.

Facts also prove. She made the right choice.

I don't know if it's because it's all the time. Living a life without hope.

So Yu Yu cultivated. The idea of treating each day as if it were the last day.

The training is amazing.

Seven years. She went from an obscure creep. All the way up to major.

But in her thoughts. Life finally has sunshine. The time to begin to hope for hope.

Her sun was gone. Never found again.

"You told me not to give up my military career. I did. ”

Holding a picture of the man. Doing the final goodbye.

"But something went wrong here. What to do? Yu Yu pointed to her heart.

The man left her forever. turned her into an unqualified special forces.

But he has been reluctant to leave.

That's what she likes. Loved.

There is only hope.

That's it. She will come to this era.

And the pain in the heart. But not because the times have changed. Changed a body. Changed a heart.

And that's changed.

At least. The pain is still there. It's just hidden in the corner.

Comes out from time to time. reminded her. The man was gone.

"Alas. It's not good to always have so much sentimentality. ”

Yu Yu sobered up from her thoughts.

Look at yourself in the mirror. Changed to a different face.

"It's not good to know. And so it goes. But that thin bluestone. What the hell is going on. It can't be that person's past life, right? ”

The man in the mirror said.

"Impossible. It doesn't look like it at all. The character is not like that either. But they're all so handsome and charming. ”

"People say it so emotionally. You still have to leave. If it were me. I can't do that. ”

"You know. Can't be a few words. It's a fool and no principle. Got it? ”

"What principles."

"You've been here for a long time. I forgot about that. Remember the past life. How did that man die? Yu Yu looked in the mirror. There was a cold glint in his eyes.

"How don't you remember. Isn't it because of partisan ......"

That's right. That's because of that. That's why he's been given that kind of task. That's an impossible task. And I dragged him back. Something like that. I don't want to go through it again. I don't want to see it. I don't want to listen to it. ”

"Then I'm going to leave. Not even a soldier? ”

"As I am now. Being a special soldier is not qualified. If I continue to be involved in these things. Maybe even being an ordinary soldier is not qualified. What do you tell me to do? ”

But Bo Qingyan watched. It's really believable. ”

"I really want to believe it. But I couldn't believe it. I believed that person at the beginning. He said he would always be my sunshine. But it's not a broken promise. ”

Yu Yu couldn't help but complain.

"You know. That's not what he thinks, either. How long will you blame yourself like this? ”

"Complaining enough to forget him. Blame yourself. The moment he died. ”

Concubine Yu word by word. Said firmly.

"You...... It's really a cocoon. ”

"I do. It's done. Too lazy to pay attention to you. ”

Lie in bed. Yu Yu was also very confused.

Thin Qingyan ......

It's really tempting to believe it again.

But she was afraid.

Scared of the end. It's empty again.

It took her three years. Only then did he begin to be willing to trust others.

It took another two years. to be able to believe.

Now facing the thin green rock.

It's only been three months.

She couldn't.

I couldn't help but want to believe it.

Ya, is she confused by beauty?

It's so easy. Almost believing someone?

It's still such a black-bellied old fox.

That's all she does. I can't even guess right now. Bo Qingyan's whole thoughts.

I even want to believe it. Damn it.

Beauty misleads people. Sure enough, there was nothing wrong with it.

"Concubine. This problem does not change. You're going to die on it sooner or later. ”

He patted his face. Brace oneself.

Since the decision is a thing. Don't dwell on it anymore.

It's always going to be done. Only then do I know that it is right or wrong.

What's the use of dwelling?