1273 crossing
The "sleep-inducing" medication that Dr. Nguyen Lê asked me to take instead brought me back to the nightmare of Las Vegas again. In just two days, the situation in Nightmare Las Vegas has changed drastically. Although it was expected that Area 51 would intensify its interference in the repeater world, and the appearance of the Black Smoke Face was also the result of a compromise between all parties, it was indeed a bit unexpected that Area 51's offensive would be so sudden and rapid. No, I must have been taken aback before I got the information about John Bull and Carmen, but now I can understand that the operation of Area 51 is no coincidence.
At least in terms of timing, it's quite clever. Almost all of the occult organizations that are able to deal with this state of affairs are powerless to intervene in the actions of Area 51 because of a "major incident". Although John Bull mentions the origin of the big event, which is a limited wish made by the Doomsday Shinrikyo with the power of the repeater, it gives people a sense of precision design regardless of the time of occurrence, the scope of the impact, and the consequences caused. Just one mysterious event has completed the impact on all mysterious organizations, which can naturally also be regarded as a key point.
Everyone, whether they knew about the mystery or not, whether they experienced it firsthand, and how much they knew about it behind the scenes, were bound to be affected by the aftermath that followed.
Therefore, I also understand the choices of the members of "Behind the Scenes", whether it is Gregoria or someone else.
"Are others looking for me like you?" I asked.
"Maybe." Gregoria wasn't sure, but I thought that if they were determined to take this opportunity to break away from the Whisperers, they would probably choose to let Gregora go and not do anything themselves. Gregoria is seen as the link that binds the relationship between the "lover behind the scenes" and the "whisperer". It's not something unimaginable. Although this view is more utilitarian, for me personally, I don't hate this identity.
In the past and now, "Takakawa" has often played such a role. It's not just people like "Takakawa", File and John Bull. Isn't that also true?
In this way, it is even clearer that the "lovers under the scenes" intend to take advantage of this turmoil to gain greater autonomy.
This nightmare Las Vegas is a world of consciousness, and I know that it is such a world, but in my eyes, and in the eyes of Dr. Nguyen Li. There must be many differences in color, image, and meaning. When I'm here, when I'm talking to Gregorya, what does Dr. Nguyen Li think of this kind of action?
Although Dr. Nguyen Li said that every qiē is my fantasy, I also mentioned that Claudia white will cause humans to have an interactive illusion - spiritual networking. That's how she described it, but. There is a subtle distinction between me and Dr. Nguyen Le about the meaning of the term "spiritual networking". I can directly feel the interactivity of this spiritual awareness, such as what happened in this nightmare Las Vegas. I guess I take such words literally. Dr. Nguyen Li may have used this term only to describe hallucinatory interactions, but rather to an illusionary empathy.
Although, from Dr. Nguyen Lê's point of view. The term "hallucination" is often used to deny the existence of apocalyptic illusions and hospital reality, but on the other hand, Dr. Nguyen Le also acknowledges that in hallucinogenic reactions, human mental activity and mental state have a strong impact on their own behavior, and in turn, human behavior has an equally strong impact on reality, while in the process, the person acting is in an unconscious state. Because, what he can feel is not simply an illusion, but a kind of intertwining between illusion and reality, and illusion distorts reality.
"It is possible that this illusion of distorting perception is deepened by the number of people." Dr. Nguyen Li once conjectured, "The more people are affected by Claudia White, the more frequent the hallucinations become, and the closer the connection between the hallucinations and reality becomes." From my point of view, the person in the hallucination is actually several cities away, and it is normal that it is possible to talk, but the hallucination can make the person who is talking to him feel that he or she is standing a few meters opposite. What's even more incredible is that the information about this exchange can be obtained from them separately afterwards, that is, they did complete the exchange. Isn't it incredible that you can do this kind of thing without relying on instruments and equipment? However, there are theories that humans themselves have this possibility. ”
What she meant was that "Claudia White" showed humanity a mythical age-like possibility, and if human beings could indeed complete spiritual networking, no matter how far apart, they could interact without borrowing instruments, it must be a fairly advanced era, and the process of human civilization would also take a big leap forward. However, when such an ability was only prepared for "deeper illusions" and "the end of the world", it made her feel terrified.
Judging from the results of short-term research, the impact of "White Claudia" on humans is not entirely bad, but in the end, these seemingly good things are all important links that contribute to the worst results. Therefore, it is better to treat these situations that seem to open a new era of human civilization as bad things from the beginning.
Dr. Nguyen Le initially had this idea in mind, observing the changes in everyone around him when the end of the world came. If the influence of Claudia White can be stopped and people are no longer in the hallucination, or some kind of drug can be created to inhibit this illusion and mental networking, it was the original idea to deal with the apocalyptic changes.
However, it failed.
It turns out that the influence of Claudia White on humanity is, for the time being, irreversible by man.
After that, I had to turn to another way of thinking: people can actively break away from and enter the illusion, and protect their senses from being eroded by the illusion. It's just that, after being influenced by Claudia White, it is extremely difficult for people to distinguish between reality and illusion, because of their own perception of things. It's been eroded too deeply by hallucinations. But it was impossible to ignore it, and from this idea was born, a conceptual product, "Paradise".
"Paradise" was conceived as a powerful psychedelic drug made from White Claudia, which could plunge into illusions. People who have been unable to distinguish between illusion and reality can carry out a second influence to correct the distorted perception in the way of offsetting or hedging. In this scenario, of course, "paradise" will inevitably have side effects, and the biggest side effect is that normal people will become abnormal when they take it.
The right way to take it. It is a professional method to determine the effect of Claudia white on the person taking the drug, and then dilute the "paradise" according to the proportion, so that after taking it, the hallucinations produced will not be too weak or too strong.
"Paradise" was not completed until we participated in this seminar, but only had such a theory. But. Dr. Nguyen Le claimed to have mentioned it to me, which is why I wrote it in my adventure diary. Created a similar psychedelic "paradise", and, during the mysterious events at the rest point, she used my drugs to prescribe to others, and indeed followed the intended rules of use.
Maybe. She didn't particularly think at the time that she could be so direct and complete the sample closest to "paradise". However, her actions are in the "limited vows" of the Doomsday Shinrikyo religion. It is likely to be extremely critical.
A qiē is caused by the white Claudia, so the white Claudia itself is also the key to solving the problem. The study of Shinrikyo in the apocalypse generally upholds this idea. After such an idea, it is the disagreement of each researcher based on his own knowledge. For example, Dr. Nguyen Lê, who majored in psychology, listens carefully to what other professionals have to say, but does not follow their starting point. Mathematics and physics experts, starting from the mathematical aspect, then, psychology experts, choose to look at problems and solve problems from the mental and psychological aspects, it is also natural, even if everyone has the right to cut into the research from the side they are good at, but the resources are very large, restricting everyone from doing so.
The "paradise" was made out of the white Claudia, and then the "end of the world" was lifted through the forcible reversal of people's mental psychology and the normalization of human behavior. This is what psychology experts claim, but it has been criticized by experts in other fields.
Human beings are equal to the world - this equation is not accepted by others, "What does it have to do with the end of the world if human beings are normal or not?" Such questions are rampant. However, whether it is the "end of the world" or the "end of mankind", it is an indisputable fact that mankind will perish, so the conflict of ideas is not fierce to the point of parting ways, but secretly stumbling still occurs from time to time.
Dr. Ruan Li's cognition of the series of dangerous situations that occurred before can be said to be based on the above situations, and the changes in Nightmare Las Vegas are probably not different from the perspective of cognition. However, I could not give up the information I had accumulated in the past and look at the problem from such a single perspective.
When looking at the world of repeaters as a "side of reality", what is the situation of "Nightmare Las Vegas"? The answer is that it is not the same as in the past, but the change is not so obvious. Because, in any case, it does not deviate from the attribute of "state of consciousness".
Imagine that in this "real" world, a group of people are influenced by the white Claudia, and when they dream, they are trapped in the same nightmare, and in this nightmare, they are close to each other, interact with each other, and the place that is relatively realistic in the environment is the city of "Las Vegas". When they woke up, they were still plagued by a hallucination related to "Nightmare Las Vegas", this hallucination was the "Electronic Demon Messenger", of course, these people would act accordingly because they thought they were "Electronic Demon Messengers", but for Dr. Ruan Li, who was not affected, in their eyes, these "Electronic Demon Messengers" thought that the mysterious power of zài existed in zài, but in fact did not exist zài, and their specific behavior of influencing reality was not "mysterious", but only a mentally ill "crime" 。
If this assumption is acceptable, then the signs of the end of the world will be evident in the psychopathic behavior of human beings themselves.
However, I don't see that kind of sight.
No, it's not so much that you can't see it, but that you can't know it. To put it simply, I can't generate "Battles of the Electro Demon Emissaries." It's just a bunch of mentally ill people going crazy", because I saw with my own eyes the destruction they caused with a wave of their hand, and for me, this kind of destruction is not something that can be done by human beings alone, it is very real. If you don't react, you will also be hurt.
Hallucination or not, there is a very strong contradiction in such cognition and feedback.
Moreover, although I took the initiative to try and see this repeater world as real, it was also impossible for me to completely look at what was happening in this world from Dr. Nguyen Li's point of view. This is true both intellectually and emotionally. If I have to give a reason: if I have no "mystery" and am just a mentally ill teenager, how can I complete the salvation of the world and the people I love? After all, it's not that admitting that you're just a powerless mentally ill person doesn't mean that the end of the world doesn't exist. Your loved ones will live - not at all, because. Dr. Nguyen Le said that even from her point of view, the beginning of the end of the world is an indisputable fact.
It doesn't matter if I have the ability or not, what my worldview is, what my mental state is, whether I see an illusion or a reality. "The end of the world has come" is an indisputable fact. It is unreasonable, no matter from any angle, no matter what idea. None of them can deny its existence.
Then, if you want to fight such an apocalypse, it is important not to look at the problem from which angle, but to the concept that "no matter which angle you stand on, you can achieve the goal of preventing the end of the world". On the contrary, whether it is from the "hallucinations of the mentally ill" or "the reality of Dr. Nguyen Li", what is ultimately to be achieved is still a result that involves both aspects. That is, the end of the world in the eyes of the mentally ill, and the end of the world in the eyes of normal people like Dr. Ruan Li, whether it is the end of the repeater world, the end of the apocalyptic illusion, or the end of the reality of the hospital, must end, and it must end simultaneously.
Ordinary people can't do it.
Therefore, it is necessary to become a super high river, which can exist in the world of repeaters, the apocalyptic illusion and the reality of the hospital at the same time, and at the same time can see the world of the mentally ill and the world in the eyes of Dr. Nguyen Lê, and recognize and confirm this existence and unity of oneself, as well as the existence and unity of the different worlds observed from different angles, so that it is possible.
Moreover, becoming such a super Takakawa is only the first step.
Although I already have a vision of the second step, the third step, and even the way and what the outcome will be. However, this is only the first step, and it is already very difficult.
I had a lot of uneasiness and confusion, as well as apprehension about the plan itself, but these feelings were meaningless until the first step was completed.
What is happening in Nightmare Las Vegas has a lot of meaning and impact for an electronic demon messenger like Gregaya, who is very unsettling because of the drastic changes in the living environment. However, from the perspective of what I can see and perceive, none of these effects really matter. The core of what District 51 is doing is not to transform the living environment of the nightmare Las Vegas, let alone such a superficial act as fighting for power and profit.
Everything they did revolved around the repeater itself, and Nightmare Las Vegas was just a chosen entry point. Because the situation in Nightmare Las Vegas has become extremely eye-catching, it is likely that if you care too much about the next changes in Nightmare Las Vegas, you will probably be deceived and ignore the important actions hidden under this focus in Area 51.
For example, in the case of the Black Smoke Face attack on the meeting place, most of the deceased, if not all, were pre-selected and premeditated, and their bodies had already been removed by Area 51 and would inevitably be used for further purposes.
For Gregia, this is an alarming situation. But I needed a better reason to get involved in this matter before I could do anything about it -- I had to find a connection point that would tie the actions of Area 51 to what my plan needed. Otherwise, why would I spend the time I had planned to do such an irrelevant thing?
Although the attack of the Black Smoke Face had a bad impact, it was impossible for Area 51 to expand the incident, and they did not have the confidence to target the major mysterious organizations at the same time. This time, they got a good time, but I believe that John Bull's deliberate mention of the "deviation" of the torchlight will definitely not be untargeted. It is still a question mark whether District 51 has perfectly achieved its expectations in the whole incident.
If they can't show the side of resistance to "bias", then whatever they want to do, the results will not be ideal. In this way, there is naturally no need to care about what District 51 wants to do.
Isn't the cyberball represented by John Bull the best example of this "spectator from the sidelines" attitude?
However, even if she explained it to Gregia like this, she probably wouldn't understand it. The "deviation" of the torchlight, and the interweaving of the actions and ideas of various mysterious organizations, have become complex and beyond the comprehension of her, a novice. It's a complex game, a complex interaction, abnormal and full of psychopathy.
However, if Gregora can shift her attention from the nightmare of Las Vegas to reality and pursue the actions of Area 51, it may relieve the pressure on her heart. With this in mind, I deliberately shifted the focus of the topic from "what she should do in Nightmare Las Vegas" to "what she should do in reality".
"What's happening in Nightmare Las Vegas isn't the point." I said, "Although the existence of this world of consciousness carries many questions, at least, it is not yet time to solve them. Have you ever played the game? Before reaching the bottom of the level, there are always many levels to break one by one. Nightmare Las Vegas is a level, but it doesn't have much weight until the game progresses to the bottom. ”
Nightmare Las Vegas is already a reserved place for the Nazis, but at this stage, the Nazis still show no signs of large-scale action. Then, what the electronic demon messengers who occupy the magpie's nest staged in Nightmare Las Vegas is at most an internal dumping situation. And whether they survive or not will also be a signal, a signal of "whether the monsters in the depths of the nightmare have been released".
In any case, the longer you stay in Nightmare Las Vegas, the more dangerous it becomes, it's a given. Even if I can't completely free myself from Nightmare Las Vegas, I advise Gregoria not to focus too much on the situation in Nightmare Las Vegas, and even less to risk it in there, because there is no point in that.
"What good can you expect from Nightmare Las Vegas?" I say.
"It should ...... There will be, right? Gregoria spoke her mind and that of most people. Nightmare Las Vegas is a strange and unique place in their eyes, and such a place, like a treasure trove, must have some secrets to their advantage. They arrived here with a sense of compulsion at first, but soon enjoyed the "world that only special people know" with the same idea as gold diggers.
I know that I am different from them, and that I did not come in from the beginning because "I can get benefits here", but because "this place is dangerous, although there is no benefit, but it may be the key to the abnormality".
"No, here, even in such a place where you can't see the enemy, it's full of danger, but it doesn't do you the slightest good." I took her and set foot in the inaccessible neighborhood, quickly approaching the most familiar meeting place. I didn't expect that this time I would enter such a remote place, and Gregoya would find such a place at the same time.
"I've heard that there's an invisible monster here...... "Gregia seemed to think of something, "it's like an urban legend that someone will disappear for no apparent reason, but few people can prove it." I don't know how it got out. ”
"Of course the monster is the one who exists." I glanced at her and sternly warned, "The bar is the safest place in Nightmare Las Vegas, and if you have to come out, try not to go alone or out of sight." Putting yourself in a place where no one can see in order to hide is the most stupid thing to do here. ”
"Because, it will be stolen and eaten by monsters?" Gregoya said teasingly.
"That's right." I said, "It's not a joke. (To be continued......)