Chapter 3: The deceased's ex-boyfriend
The girl who was killed by the collision was surnamed Ye and was a college student.
Graduating soon.
She has a best friend surnamed Meng.
Since the two are best friends, they naturally have a good relationship.
And both of them have their own boyfriends, and although the relationship is good, they don't stick together every day.
However, in recent times, that is, before she died, the girl surnamed Ye seems to have fallen out of love.
She moved out of the place where she lived with her boyfriend and found another house to live alone.
Perhaps due to the influence of the broken love, she has been in low spirits.
The girl surnamed Meng recalled that the two of them had met a lot during this period of time, and each time they met for a long time, and every time they met, she always saw the girl surnamed Ye showing a look of malaise, suffering from gains and losses, forgetfulness and not being interested in anything.
"Obviously, she loves her boyfriend too much, and she hasn't come out of the shadow of broken love yet."
This sentence, the girl surnamed Meng said to Luo Feng many times, in the interrogation room of the Public Security Bureau.
A girl who makes her life very bleak is indeed very likely to have suicidal tendencies.
It cannot be ruled out that the girl surnamed Ye did not think of dying before the accident.
The girl surnamed Meng confessed that her best friend had actually mentioned death more than once in front of her.
"It's really boring to be alive, it's better to die."
"Just living in such a mess, how can it be better to die?"
"When you're dead, you don't have any worries, and you don't have to have any feelings, if you want to get rid of all your troubles, maybe you can only go down the road of death."
"Life is precious, but a person who has no attachment to life has made it lose all its value, so what can be a pity if it is suddenly gone?"
"If I can say goodbye to this world happily, it will be a very happy thing."
……
This is what the girl surnamed Meng said to Luo Feng, and such words are a paraphrase of what the girl surnamed Ye said to her.
All in all, the girl surnamed Meng had already decided to die.
However, she chose such a method of dying
Let your best friend drive a car and hit her to death.
The girl surnamed Meng also said:
"She also thought about other ways to die, such as cutting her wrists, but she couldn't do anything to herself, so she never dared to do it."
"She also thought about taking a lot of sleeping pills to euthanize herself, and then this way of dying was vetoed by her, and I don't know why."
"I didn't expect her to choose to let me hit her with a car, and when she proposed it to me, I was also firmly opposed."
"I have a good relationship with her, how could I possibly take her life? Besides, I never thought about killing anyone......"
"I don't know why, she is very insistent on this way of dying, and has begged me many times to help her, of course I can't agree to her."
When she told Luo Feng about this, she couldn't help but shed tears.
From the scene of the accident to the interrogation room of the Public Security Bureau, she never shed a tear.
And when recalling some of the past events of the two people, she actually shed tears.
"No one wants to take away the life of another person, but there is some goodness in his heart."
"Yes, if we are in the situation of a girl surnamed Meng, of course we can't kill our friend surnamed Ye."
"But why did she actually drive her car and kill her friend?"
Luo Feng asked her, and her answer was ...... How to say that? She seemed to be forced anyway. ”
"Oh?"
"After her best friend didn't agree to her request, the girl surnamed Ye had an experience of cutting her wrists and taking a lot of sleeping pills to commit suicide."
Melinda said this without any emotion.
And after Su Che heard this, he couldn't help but be surprised.
"She's been thinking about suicide for a long time, isn't she?"
"yes. It's not a day or two since she wants to die. ”
All Su Che thought, "Those two suicide experiences didn't make her die......"
"Luo Feng asked the girl surnamed Meng about the details of her best friend's two suicide experiences, and her answer was very worrying?"
"What did she say?"
Melinda's eyes looked into the chaos in the distance
"The process of dying was also a very painful experience......
committed suicide twice, which brought a great psychological shadow to the girl surnamed Ye.
After being rescued by cutting her wrists and committing suicide, she said to her best friend:
"I thought I wouldn't have much pain sitting in the bathtub, cutting the artery in my wrist and letting my blood get mixed with the water, but the answer I got after trying this idea was wrong."
"The blood gradually drained from my body, my waking consciousness gradually blurred, and in this process from birth to death, I thought it should be very peaceful, but the truth is, it was painful and uncomfortable."
"Have you ever been unable to breathe due to drowning? You can't breathe after drowning, but you still have a lot of strength to struggle, and even be saved after exerting your life potential, but when I lose too much blood in my body, I have no strength, and it is completely impossible to survive on my own. I can only wait for death, and the feeling of drowning and not being able to breathe will torture me so hard that I will suffer like purgatory while waiting for death......"
"I just want to die quickly, die quickly, so that I can be free, all when I am still conscious."
"When I was unconscious, I believed I was dead, but you meddled and let me live."
"I endured the torment of dying painfully, I did not die, but I came back to life, I will not be grateful to any of you, I will only hate you."
"I don't have the courage to die again by slitting my wrists......"
"I'm alive, ** have endured the ravages of death, and my spirit has also been hit hard, such a half-dead me, I will only continue to want to die, let alone live. For me, being alive is a burden to the world. ”
The girl surnamed Ye lay in the hospital for nearly three months before her body slowly recovered and her condition improved.
But her mental trauma during the hospitalization, not only did not improve for the better, but worsened for the bad.
She was withdrawn, lonely, and cold.
Living in this world is like a walking corpse.
The girl surnamed Meng accompanies her and comforts her, but she is like an isolated person, living in her own world, no one cares about it, no one pays attention to it, and every day lives in darkness.
As a best friend, the girl surnamed Meng tried her best, but she still couldn't bring the girl surnamed Ye from the darkness to the sun.
She can only watch her friends continue to be depressed, decadent, and live without any attachment to life.
I committed suicide again, not long after I was discharged from the hospital, probably less than two months ago.
While her best friend was not at the residence, the girl surnamed Ye took a large amount of sleeping pills and lay on the bed as if she was asleep.
Fortunately, the girl surnamed Meng just went out to buy some household supplies and didn't take too long, so she was saved in time and didn't really die.
That day, originally, the girl surnamed Meng repeatedly persuaded her girlfriend to go out shopping together, although she knew that her girlfriend's body was still not well-maintained, but walking or something, as long as it didn't take too long, it was no big deal.
The girl surnamed Ye shook her head repeatedly, saying that she just wanted to stay at home alone and didn't want to go anywhere.
"Well, since you don't want to go out, then I'll go alone. Just buy some daily necessities and add some food ......," the girl surnamed Meng said before leaving.
When you go out shopping alone, it's naturally not interesting.
She hurried to the nearby supermarket, took a random turn, bought everything she wanted to buy, and then hurried back to her accommodation.
When I returned to my accommodation, I saw my girlfriend lying on the bed and sleeping peacefully.
She couldn't help but mutter
"I usually can't sleep, and my eyes are still open at midnight, what's wrong today? I had only been out for a while before she fell asleep...... It's incredible. ”
At that time, she didn't think badly.
Until her eyes inadvertently caught a glimpse of a medicine bottle that had fallen on the floor next to the bed.
The best friend's arm was on the edge of the bed, and the medicine bottle was not far from where her hand was.
An ominous premonition struck her.
She immediately ran over and picked up the medicine bottle on the ground.
When she saw the big words written on the bottle, she couldn't help but be taken aback.
"**Piece".
She shook her best friend who was lying on the bed fiercely.
Nothing happened.
She didn't think much of it, and immediately took out her mobile phone and dialed 120.
After gastric lavage and other rescues, the girl surnamed Ye was finally out of danger and rescued.
Life is such a precious thing, but if one doesn't care at all, then it becomes a worthless existence.
For him, there is no chasm between life and death.
Like a girl surnamed Ye, no longer valuing life is a very sympathetic and very shameful thing.
She always thought that only death could really free her.
Actually, this is not necessarily the case.
What she wants to change is her own state of mind.
However, at that time, she should not listen to anyone's words and beg for death.
She didn't find someone who could walk into her heart and comfort her.
The haze in my heart can't be dispelled, no matter how hard I try, it's just in vain.
Therefore, the girl surnamed Ye is still very stubborn and wants to die, and repeatedly does things to make herself die.
But after taking a large amount of sleeping pills to commit suicide, she still did not die.
The girlfriend and the doctor fished her back from the Grim Reaper.
Since then, she has not only become more and more delicate, so thin that her eye circles are black, but also suffered a greater blow mentally.
Frail and sickly, she feels more and more that her life is meaningless, and the idea of seeking death is also intensifying.
But the truth is, she doesn't have the strength to make herself short-sighted anymore.
At this time, she set her begging eyes on the girl surnamed Meng.
One night, as if possessed by something, she grabbed the arm of the girl surnamed Meng and said pleadingly:
"I must die...... Help me. ”
The girl surnamed Meng said angrily, "I won't let you die." ”
"I'm alive now, but I'm just a walking corpse."
"If you die, you're not even a walking corpse, just ashes."
"It's good to burn it clean after cremation, it's a hundred, don't bring it in life, don't take it in death......"
"Don't get cranky, okay?"
"I'm not cranky, I'm serious."
"I'm not going to let you die, I'm serious too."
The girl surnamed Ye suddenly changed her tone and said to her coldly: "If you don't help me, I will kill you!" ”
"You ......"
"If you don't help me, I can only hate you, sooner or later, one day, I will vent my hatred and let you die with me."
The girl surnamed Meng was so frightened that she shivered.
She wanted to get away from her best friend, but her arm was held by the other party, and she couldn't get out.
"I can't do that...... Kill you, I'm responsible, I'm ...... I don't want to go to prison for the rest of my life. ”
"You're going to be fine, I can write you an agreement before you kill me."
"What agreement?"
"My death has nothing to do with you, I was killed by you voluntarily, you just helped me, and I don't need to take any responsibility......"
"Later, the girl surnamed Meng agreed?"
"yes, that's why the tragedy of that car accident came later."
"The victim was voluntary, no wonder the perpetrator had a ...... face after hitting someone at the time What did you say to me? It's a very flat expression, isn't it? ”
Melinda nodded, "This is also called Zhou Yu beating Huang Gai, one is willing to fight, and the other is willing to suffer." ”
"Doesn't the girl with the surname Meng have to bear any responsibility?"
"How can it be irresponsible? Although they have such an agreement, it conflicts with the law and is invalid. ”
"In other words, the girl surnamed Meng is still guilty, right?"
"Hmm. However, it will not be handled like a normal car accident and killed someone, so it should be dealt with lightly. ”
"Hey, that's a very sad and helpless thing."
"For the girl surnamed Meng, it is true."
"Now that the cause and effect have been found out, the case has basically been clarified, what should we do next?"
"This Luo Feng knows that I am just a bystander and has nothing to do with me."
Su Che sighed, "Indeed, it has nothing to do with us......
Luo Feng looked at the autopsy report on the desk, sat on the chair and did not move.
The report was delivered near noon.
After he finished reading it, there was a cloud of doubt in his mind.
The report said that the deceased Ye Xiaoqing had a stillborn fetus in the womb, and the fetus was nearly four months pregnant.
In other words, when Ye Xiaoqing died, she was already a pregnant woman.
She is still a college graduate and is not married, where did the children come from?
Most likely her ex-boyfriend's.
She was already pregnant with his child, and he abandoned her and broke up with her.
Was it possible for him to know she was pregnant?
When the two broke up, did she know that she was pregnant? What about him, do you know?
If she finds out that she is pregnant after the breakup, she will of course be hit hard, both physically and mentally.
Did she tell her ex-boyfriend after she found out she was pregnant?
Will he admit that the child is his? If she didn't admit it, wouldn't she suffer even more?
Luo Feng believes that Ye Xiaoqing's death cannot have nothing to do with that ex-boyfriend.
Maybe it's because she was abandoned by her ex-boyfriend and she is already pregnant with his child that she wants to go to extremes.
Even if the case is closed, he will continue to investigate.
Find the source of the deceased's thoughts of suicide.
He didn't know why he thought that.
I don't know why I'm ready to do it after I have an idea.
Maybe he still feels that he hasn't figured out the whole context of the case, and he wants to know the real truth of this case......