In fact, this doctor is also kind, he knows that my mother does not have much time, I hope that the last time, can meet with relatives, after he left, we went in one go, my mother was lying on the bed at this time, that haggard look is a little terrible, I can't say what kind of mood it is to see her like this, anyway, it is very uncomfortable, there is an urge to cry, but I endure it. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info doesn't want people to see through my mind.

Li Zhigang was the first to walk to my mother, he looked very loving at the time, stroked my mother's face, and then said some very soft words to her, anyway, it means that I haven't been very good to my mother over the years, but my mother has paid a lot for this family, he has actually always seen it, anyway, when Li Zhigang said this, I felt quite ridiculous in my heart, thinking that my mother has been paying to Li Zhigang's family, what about my family? Is there anything to give? Surely she's at the end of her life, but I'm still coming to see her?

When Li Zhigang told my mother about this. My mom didn't seem to be very willing to listen to him, anyway, there was no response, but her eyes kept scanning the crowd, as if she was looking for someone, because I was standing far away, behind the crowd, so she saw me last, and then her eyes seemed to light up, and I understood that she should want to see me and say something to me.

Guan Qingqing also understood what my mother meant, she hurriedly whispered to me and asked me to go to Chuang, although I was a little reluctant, but it was still very simple to pass, Li Zhigang also gave me the way and let me be closest to my mother.

Then my mother stretched out her hand, meaning to grab my hand, I thought that she was now the one who was leaving, just try to satisfy her as much as possible, and stretched out her hand when she was done, let her catch it, the moment she grabbed my hand, her face was very difficult to squeeze out a little smile, I could see that she was very happy, but what made me a little uncomfortable was that she now even laughed, she had to be so painful and strenuous to laugh, how bad was her body? It's really time to just go?

Not only did she smile at me, but she also said something, which was basically the same as what she said when she saw me before, that is, she felt the biggest guilt, that is, she didn't take good care of me before, and now she feels very sorry for me, and said that the biggest regret is that she can't wait for the day I get married, but she also said that she can hold my hand now, which can be regarded as more or less filling the regret in her heart, and in the end, she also asked me if I could listen to me call her Mom, just call it. She also died without regrets.

I was dumbfounded by what she said, and I thought that I had already made the biggest concession by coming to see her today, and it was enough, and now I had to call her Mom, I think this is a bit too much. Even if I wanted to scream, I didn't think I could get out of my mouth.

For a while, I stood there and didn't know what to say, the people around me were also looking at me at this time, Guan Qingqing was still pestle my arm at this time, meaning to let me scream, I really wanted to say no, but I was afraid that saying this would hurt my mother's heart, after all, she is like this, if I still hurt her heart, then I am not human? What will the people around me think of me?

So I didn't refuse. But I didn't want to scream, so I was stunned all the time, and my mother's eyes were also staring at me, I could see that she was looking forward to it, and at the same time it seemed that she was also embarrassed, I guess she also understood that I didn't want to scream, maybe she didn't want to be embarrassed for me, but she especially wanted to hear me call her.

At this time, Li Zhigang still whispered something next to him, saying, "Big man, be sensible." It's all at this time, and you're still ......"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Li Tiantian next to him, Li Tiantian asked him to leave it alone, saying that this is my business, seriously. As soon as Li Zhigang said this, I felt that the atmosphere was even more awkward and I was not happy to shout, but if I didn't shout, I was afraid that I would think about it in the future and it would become a pity, so after thinking about it, I still shouted it, but the voice of the shouting was relatively small, and this sound of my mother was very awkward to my own ears, but it was certain that my mother heard it, and she looked very satisfied. At that one strong laugh, and kept nodding.

Then I retreated to the back, stood with Zheng Hu, and asked them to talk to my mother, Zheng Hu later went over to talk to my mother by himself, and it seemed that my mother was quite happy. Guan Qingqing came over to touch my head later, she should be quite satisfied with my approach, but now I am much taller than her, and the way she touched my head looks a little funny, but in this atmosphere. I definitely can't laugh, I stayed in this room for more than 20 minutes, the doctor came, and let us all leave when we were done, and finally Li Zhigang and Li Tiantian were left in the hospital, we all went home, on the way home, Guan Qingqing also smiled: "When your mother will let you call her, I am determined that you will not call, but I didn't expect you to call in the end, and my sister is very happy for you, it seems that you have really grown up." I've become a mature man! ”

I said that after all, I am so old now, and many people my age have become fathers, if I am not sensible, then I will definitely not be able to say it! Guan Qingqing nodded and said, "Yes, when you become a father, you can really understand what parents are, where is the status of their children in their minds, and then you will be able to better understand your mother's mood at this moment!" ”

I smiled bitterly and said, "Then according to what you say, I am her son, and I should have a very important place in her heart." But so important, did she have to leave in the first place and ignore me? ”

I said that Guan Qingqing had nothing to say, she said that she had never been a mother, anyway, she couldn't understand my mother's mood, and said. Her expression also dimmed, because Guan Qingqing had a miscarriage before, I thought that saying this kind of thing at this time should remind her of sad things, so I changed the topic and talked to her about something else, and then chatted and talked about my company's affairs, she asked me how the company is doing now, I naturally lied, said it was good, she also jokingly asked me at the time if it was really fake, I didn't lie to her, I don't know why she asked that. I wondered what she had heard. It shouldn't be possible, I also glanced at Zheng Hu, Zheng Hu looked innocent, which means that he didn't say it, he still helped me deceive Guan Qingqing after the incident, he said that the company is really good now. Guan Qingqing said okay, and said that after the New Year, she would go to the provincial capital to have fun, and then go to my company to see what I was doing every day.

I could only laugh and not know what to say. Later, she also said that I did well today, and she wanted to reward me with good food, and asked me what I wanted to eat, I jokingly said that I wanted to eat Chen Zhen's cooking, she glanced at me and said, "What's wrong?" Sister cooking is not delicious? Want to eat what he made? ”

I said it's all delicious, you can make it better together, she took out her mobile phone and said that she would call Chen Zhen and ask Chen Zhen to come over and make me something delicious, because it was too late at this time, I said forget it, it's not good to call people over in the middle of the night, Guan Qingqing said that it is not in the way, if Chen Zhen knew that we were back, he would definitely be very willing to come.

Then Guan Qingqing called Chen Zhen, Chen Zhen said that he would come over soon, because he hadn't met Zheng Hu, he also talked a lot with Zheng Hu after he came, anyway, he was quite able to talk to Zheng Hu, when he went to bed at night, Zheng Hu also told me, he said that he felt that Chen Zhen was indeed very good, much stronger than the soybean before. When Douzi looked at us, he looked very unhappy, and this Chen Zhen was much more kind.

I said yes, Chen Zhen is much better, when I said this, I was still thinking in my heart, Douzi was because he knew that I and Guan Qingqing had the original matter, so he treated me like this, if Chen Zhen was really with Guan Qingqing in the future, and he also knew about this matter, how would he treat me and Guan Qingqing? Will it be the same as Guan Qingqing?

I don't know.