At this time, a young man appeared in the bar.

He seemed to be running for a long time.

After finding a place to sit down, I was still out of breath.

snapped his fingers and called for a glass of wine.

As soon as the wine came, he drank it all.

He asked for another glass.

It's all over again.

Another drink.

But he didn't drink it, but just put the wine glass in his hand and played with it.

Then, his eyes looked around the bar.

At this time, he had already relieved his breath, because after drinking two glasses of wine in a row, he seemed to be much more energetic.

The eyes that look around are also bright.

He looked at Shan Shan and Lin Na.

Shan Shan didn't shy away from his eyes.

He raised his glass and smiled at her.

Shan Shan felt that this man was very young and handsome.

A leather dress makes him look very chic.

Lin Na looked at Shan Shan's appearance and said, "This man seems to be suitable for you." ”

"I know."

"Attracted to him?"

"I want to get his attention too."

"Don't you want to go crazy? With these two cups of 'romantic feeling', communicate ambiguously with words, and then let him take you to a fierce romance tonight. ”

"I ......"

"Don't dare?"

"I'll go!"

Shan Shan mustered up her courage, held a cup of "romantic feeling" in one hand, and walked towards the man.

Neither of the two glasses of wine left by the man before had drunk them.

Fortunately, she didn't drink it, giving Shan Shan a "tool" to confess to the man she liked, and also gave her a chance.

……

……

There seems to be some disadvantage in going out of the school.

As soon as she walked over, before she had met him, a woman with plump breasts and fat buttocks took a step ahead of her and walked in front of the man.

Wearing a red bodysuit, the place that should be prominent is proudly prominent, the place that should be recessed is also seductively concave, and the beautiful curves outline the unique charm of a woman.

Shan Shan, who killed Matt, looked like a clown in front of her.

The courage that had been mustered just now immediately disappeared.

The woman with big breasts and fat buttocks blocked her view.

She couldn't see the man's expression.

However, I also want to know that such a very tempting woman appeared in front of him, how could he sit still and not be confused?

has not confessed yet, she has already failed on the way to confession.

Just as she was about to walk back, Lin Na gave her a look of encouragement.

She no longer had the courage to return to Linna's side in a daze.

"It's a pity that such a good piece of meat was taken away by someone else." Lin Na sighed.

Shan Shan drank a glass of wine.

Lin Na didn't stop her, but stimulated her even more, "If you have the ability, drink another glass." ”

Shan Shan didn't think about it, and really drank another glass of wine.

Lin Na was dumbfounded, wanting to stop it, but it was too late.

"Don't die, you? I've never drunk a drop of wine before, how can a chick like you drink like this? ”

Shan Shan immediately felt that her throat was burning like charcoal, and her chest also swelled with a hot pain like after a knife had been slashed.

My mind suddenly dizzy.

I was standing, but suddenly I felt like the world was spinning.

"I didn't get you drunk right away, which means that the wine is still a little weaker."

Shan Shan drank the wine and became enthusiastic and proud.

She smiled and said to Linna, "I'm going to make a thousand cups without getting drunk." ”

"Come on, you've only had two drinks, and you're starting to babble."

"But I'm still in my right mind."

"This kind of sobriety makes me feel even more uncomfortable when I get drunk later."

"Oh?"

"It was as if the internal organs had been burned by fire, and my head hurt terribly. At that time, you will think that if someone can stab themselves hard, it is better to cut their own neck, maybe they will feel better somewhat. ”

"Not that exaggerated, right?"

Lin Na gave her a blank look, "Wait and see." ”

……

……

The reason why she followed Shan Shan was because Lin Na didn't want her to think of her failure just now.

I was finally ready to empathize and say goodbye, but I didn't expect that the man I fancied was taken by other women.

It's a failure.

- She must have thought so.

Then the negative emotions affected her, making her feel even more hurt and lonely after drinking, and she wanted to continue to fall.

Maybe extreme thoughts will also float in her mind.

For example, there is no point in living, it is better to die.

What Lin Na is worried about is that she has this kind of radical thoughts, and she is deeply affected by it, and she can't extricate herself.

And Shan Shan, who is as careful as a hair, still hasn't been able to cheer up from failure.

"Am I a bonsai that decorates other people's rooms, always setting off the happiness and beauty of others?"

She asked.

Lin Na didn't know how to answer.

She continued: "I am also a woman who hopes to be happy, to make life full of the beauty I need, but why can't I get it no matter how hard I try? ”

Lin Na comforted: "Don't think about it, in fact, you are also very good......"

She didn't pay attention to her friend's words, and continued: "I want very simple, the simplest and most accessible to normal people, and even if I reduce my requirements for life to a minimum, why can't I have it?" ”

“……”

"I just want to love simply, live simply, don't care about material pleasures, only crave spiritual satisfaction."

“……”

"I am willing to accompany him to endure hardships, willing to accompany him to live a poor life, even if he can only run for three meals a day in the future, as long as he is good to me, as long as he knows how to love me and loves me well, I will be satisfied and will not complain."

“……”

"I want a life with bright sunshine and a warm breeze, not a full moon, or a lingering sorrow, but also rain in summer, snow in winter, a little joy during the day, and sweet dreams at night."

“……”

"And in reality, why do I just live in a cold and damp place, stretch my sorrow infinitely in my limited life, never see hope in life, and never get the happiness I want in life?"

Lin Na hugged her and said softly, "Don't think about it, let yourself continue to get drunk." ”

With that, Lin Na beckoned a waiter and ordered two glasses of whiskey.

When the wine came, the two of them clinked glasses and drank silently.

Shan Shan's tears flowed at some point.

She didn't rub it.

Lin Na didn't remind her of anything, let alone say a word not to be too sad.

All words are superfluous.

With Shan Shan's character, the best way for her to calm down her inner excitement is to give her free time and let her be alone and quiet.

Of course, such a way will also lay the root of her gains and losses.