Instead of answering her, I pouted my ass directly at her and asked, "Then what do you say, what am I going to fart!" Chen Yajing kicked me on the ass and kicked me over, she giggled there, scolded me for being disgusting, I climbed back to her and pretended to be serious and said to her: "I just remembered the gambling contract between the two of us, when I talked to you about this in Tibet before, at that time, the high reaction was more serious, I was not in the mood, and even if I was in the mood, my body was not strong, now I have the spirit, if not, we will honor our bet, just on this big desert, there will be a sandstorm!" ”

As soon as these words came out, Chen Yajing laughed again, scolding me while laughing, she said that if she is not afraid to fix my crotch sand, come on, she said this, I was really a little impatient, but after all, there are too many people here, and I finally stopped in moderation, after all, the weather is hot now, I am wearing a pair of pants, in case there is something that should not be seen by someone, I am not ashamed.

After playing in Mingsha Mountain, we also went to the night market in Dunhuang, the barbecue here is particularly delicious, more than the taste of our hometown, stayed in Dunhuang for a total of two days, after Dunhuang played, I also want to go to the Inner Mongolia prairie to play, but Chen Yajing may have been out for too long, tired, we didn't go in the end, directly bought a plane ticket back to my hometown, of course, when I got on the return plane, there was a sense of loss in my heart, I don't know if I was reluctant to take this charming scenery, I am still reluctant to be in this state of travel with Chen Yajing, anyway, I am reluctant.

After returning to her hometown, Chen Yajing stayed in the provincial capital for only two days, and she went home after buying some clothes, Su Ya knew that after I returned to the provincial capital, she also asked me to go to the movies, she said that she had bought a movie ticket with her classmates, but her classmates couldn't go because of something, and she didn't want to go alone, so she wanted me to go with her, I also doubted at the time, how much is the truth of Su Ya's words, could it be that she also has the idea of wanting to get back together with me now, and deliberately said so?

But if you think about it carefully, it shouldn't be possible, Su Ya is not the kind of person who can lie and fool people, and she doesn't seem to have any thoughts of reconciling with me, because I asked her later, and asked her in that joking tone, saying why did she invite me to watch a movie, do you want to reconcile with me, she also told me very clearly, let me not think about it, just treat me as a friend, and think that she is more familiar with my friend, so she called me, and said that if I think too much, she will call someone else.

Su Ya means that people don't want to be with me, or treat me as a friend, but I don't feel disappointed at this time, my heart is very calm, probably a change in the return of the trip, it's ridiculous, I went on a road trip The original intention was to hope that I could regain Su Ya's attention, or hope that we could reconcile, but now after I come back, I don't want to reconcile with her, but fortunately, people don't mean this, since that's the case, then let's get together and disperse, and end here.

As for this movie, I finally went to watch it with Su Ya, and it can be regarded as using this movie to draw an end to the relationship between the two of us, when I watched the movie with Su Ya, I basically didn't say a word, and when we went out to eat after watching the movie, I said very little.

Su Ya later asked me, saying that when I came back from Tibet, not only did people get darker, but it seemed that there were fewer words, was the car accident scared me silly, and there were fewer words, I smiled and said: "There is less oxygen in Tibet, and we are afraid of lack of oxygen when we go, so we usually rarely talk, probably because we are used to it, so now I don't want to talk when I come back!" ”

Su Ya really believed me at the time, she said that she would also go to Tibet to play when she had a chance in the future, and asked me a lot about Tibet, and then when Su Ya was sent home after dinner, Chen Yajing's phone suddenly called me, she asked me what I was doing, saying that I had sent a message on WeChat, why didn't I reply for a long time.

I just reacted, after I met with Su Ya today, I didn't look at my mobile phone, and naturally I couldn't read WeChat, this is actually a habit I fell down in the past, that is, as long as I am with Su Ya, I don't play with my mobile phone, mainly because I am afraid that Su Ya will find out what handle in my mobile phone, although I have broken up with Su Ya now, but this habit is still there, I told Su Ya that I just watched a movie and didn't look at my mobile phone.

Chen Ya sighed twice and asked me who I watched the movie with, did I have a new goal, I said no, I watched it with Su Ya.

In fact, before saying Su Ya's name again, I hesitated for a moment, thinking about whether to talk about Su Ya, because I knew very well in my heart that if Chen Yajing knew that I came out with Su Ya to watch a movie, she would definitely be unhappy in her heart, I didn't want her to be unhappy, but I didn't want to lie to her, so I could only tell her the truth, and I wanted to explain why I watched the movie with Su Ya, but in the end I didn't explain.

Chen Yajing didn't say anything afterwards, just said that she wished me a good time, and hung up the phone when she was done, Su Ya had already guessed that it was Chen Yajing who called me at this time, and she asked me if it was Chen Yajing.

After getting my affirmation, she also smiled and joked: "It seems that you have traveled by car, and you have also swam out of feelings, tell me the truth, is there something between you!" I don't feel like the relationship is normal! ”

I said didn't people just call me, how can you see that our relationship is not normal, Su Ya said that she heard what the two of us said when we called, just now when Chen Yajing asked me who I watched a movie with, I obviously hesitated, I should not want to tell Chen Yajing that I was with her, and after I said it, Chen Yajing's voice on the other end of the phone was obviously much lower, and she was probably disappointed, so she felt that the relationship between the two of us was ambiguous now.

I smiled and didn't say much, Su Ya pouted and said, "What's the matter, you don't dare to admit it in front of me, we are already friends, and I won't say anything about you!" If there's really something, just tell me, in fact, I think it's quite appropriate for the two of you to be the age or something, and you're not too old, it's time to get married, if not, just forget it with her! ”

When Su Ya said these words, she could feel that people were saying it calmly, and she didn't mix any of her own private feelings, so she should be telling the truth, which also shows that she really doesn't have me in her heart now, and naturally she won't want to get back together with me or anything.

I said that this matter is not up to you and me, it depends on the actual situation, then if I really have feelings for her, then it will naturally be together, after I finished saying this, I almost walked to the door of Su Ya's house, she smiled at me, did not continue to talk to me about this matter, waved her hand and left, looking at her back when she walked home, I had two feelings in my heart, one was a little uncomfortable and wanted to cry, and the other was a feeling of relief and relief, so be it, it's over.

On my way home, I kept thinking about Chen Yajing's call to me just now, and then I called Chen Yajing, but she didn't answer, and then sent me a text message back, saying that she had something to do now, and it was inconvenient to answer the phone, and I naturally knew that she was obviously lying, because she didn't want to answer my phone.

The reason why she didn't want to answer my phone, I also knew it, and it must have been because of Su Ya, in fact, when Chen Yajing and I were waiting for the trailer to come on Qinghai-Tibet Road that day, we talked a lot, and she also asked me about my attitude towards Su Ya at that time, and I also told Chen Yajing very clearly, saying that I seemed to be down-looking, and I didn't want to reconcile with Su Ya, if I could be an ordinary friend, I would be an ordinary friend, and if I couldn't do it, I would be a stranger, it didn't matter, Chen Yajing also said at the time that I didn't mean what I was talking about, I repeatedly said that I was sincere, and I didn't lie to her, And now that I'm back in my hometown, I'm going to go to the movies with Su Ya directly, this is seen by others, I must still have thoughts about Su Ya in my heart, although this matter has nothing to do with Chen Yajing, after all, it is my private matter, but if Chen Yajing has me in her heart, she will definitely be lost, and she will feel that I lied to her at the time, so she will naturally ignore me.

Since people don't want to pay attention to me now, I didn't continue to call or reply to Chen Yajing, I think that if this matter is explained now, Chen Yajing will not believe it, and I don't have to explain it to her, the best explanation is actually time, and after a long time, I have no contact with Su Ya at all, and everything will be revealed.

As for my car, I sent it directly to the 4S store after towing it back, I also thought about taking insurance before, but because it was caused by my fatigue driving, and the car accident scene did not call the insurance company at that time, so now I can only pay for my own repairs, the staff in the 4S shop gave me a preliminary budget, almost in the hundreds of thousands, and this is still a conservative estimate, the actual may be higher, this guy made me particularly surprised, there is a feeling of being slaughtered and pitted, after all, there is a good brother Shang Hairui is a car repairer, I called him, he said he didn't know what the specific situation of my car was, so he didn't dare to say the price, but the price quoted by the 4S store, that was definitely slaughtered me, he asked me to tow the car back to my hometown, he came to repair it for me, the price is definitely much cheaper.

I said some broken parts on the car or something, can you find it for me, Shang Hairui said what he does, he is a car repairer, he will definitely be able to find it for me, let me rest assured, in the end I also listened to Shang Hairui's opinion, directly dragged the car back to my hometown from the provincial capital, and sent it to Shang Hairui, Shang Hairui checked it for me, and said that it wouldn't cost so much at all, at most 50,000 yuan to get it, and the 4S store was too dark.

I said that if 50,000 yuan can be done, it will be worth it, I towed the car back, and it cost a few thousand yuan, Shang Hairui said that it must be worth it, and then he also talked to me about Tibet, saying that he also wanted to go on a road trip, I said that when I get married in the future, we can go together, I talked about marriage, he asked me and Su Ya what the situation is now, after I told the truth, he comforted me that it doesn't matter, and said that this is normal, after all, the age of the two of us is here, even if we don't break up now, When it's time to get married, I still score, after all, people don't want to marry me so early, and I don't want to delay getting married in my thirties, so the contradiction will naturally come out.

Now that the matter has passed, I won't tell him more about this, and when I left from him, he suddenly told me that Chen Yajing was coming, anyway, that means that Chen Yajing and I are both old now, and we have reached the age of marriage, no, let's get together, these words are actually calloused in the ears that he and Chen Chong listened to, but this time is different from the past, in the past, they told me this, I was very impatient, the left ear went in and the right ear went out, and I didn't go to my heart at all, But now they laugh it off when they say it, and they do think about it in their hearts.

Because I've been hanging out with Chen Yajing for so long, my opinion on Chen Yajing has changed a little, and I also thought that I might be with Chen Yajing in the future, but now there is an obstacle in my heart, that is, I don't know if I really like Chen Yajing, or I just lack a suitable person for marriage, and Chen Yajing is just suitable, so I chose Chen Yajing, if I really like her, I will definitely be with Chen Yajing without worry, but if it is another situation, I won't let myself be with Chen Yajing, because that would be unfair to Chen Yajing.