"Sister, didn't Yu Lili plan to kill Zhang Qifang? Why didn't she do it? ”

"I don't know."

"Could it be that in her heart, she doesn't want Zhang Qifang to die?"

"Maybe."

"However, she hates Zhang Qifang, and she has already had bad intentions."

"She gave sleeping pills to the girls in the same dormitory, and when everyone else was asleep, she killed Zhang Qifang, which was indeed a good opportunity."

"But she didn't do it......"

Not only did she not do this, but she was afraid that her roommates would catch a cold, so she put them all on the bed and covered them with quilts.

"She also covered Zhang Qifang with a quilt, but the way she covered it was like ......"

Su Che wanted to say that it was like putting a white sheet on the dead in the morgue.

But she didn't dare say that.

Melinda, of course, knows this, too.

He didn't say it, she could also see how chilling Lily's way of covering Zhang Qifang's quilt was.

Melinda asked the doubts in her heart, "She didn't take advantage of such a good opportunity, but instead asked Xue Jingsen to meet him in the playground...... What did she want to do? ”

Su Che thought for a moment and said, "I guess, it's very likely that he wants to get a glimmer of hope from Xue Jingsen. ”

"What hope?"

"She really wants to know her position in Xue Jingsen's heart, maybe she has expected that she is not as good as Zhang Qifang, but she doesn't know how small her position in his heart is......"

"I thought about that too. What she doesn't care about is that she can't compare to Zhang Qifang, what she cares about is that in Xue Jingsen's heart, she has no place at all. ”

"She went to see Xue Jingsen, most likely just to know from him whether Xue Jingsen ever loved her......

"The answer that Xue Jingsen gave her is likely to determine Yu Lili's next move, perhaps, it will also determine Zhang Qifang's life and death."

"If that's really the case, then the reason why she didn't do that terrible thing at a good opportunity has a clear answer in our hearts."

"I hope what we think is close to the truth......

"We'll see."

Xue Jingsen knocked the grumpy dormitory manager unconscious and took the key.

The dormitory manager is an old man with a very eccentric personality, who swears people at every turn.

He naturally couldn't get used to Xue Jingsen knocking on his door when the students were about to fall asleep, and he didn't care about Xue Jingsen's already chaotic behavior.

Xue Jingsen had no choice but to use violence to solve the obstacle he faced.

There was a light rain outside.

He rushed downstairs to the girls' dormitory, but did not dare to break in.

Looking up, he saw that the lights in the dormitory where Zhang Qifang was located were on.

If the lights are still on, it means that everyone has not slept yet, and Zhang Qifang is unlikely to be in any danger.

His heart was somewhat relieved.

However, the message Yu Lili sent him still made him uneasy.

At this time, his phone had a >

He pulled his phone out of his pocket and looked at it.

It was sent by Yu Lili.

Yu Lili wanted the two of them to meet in the playground.

Xue Jingsen stood there, not moving.

He waited for her to come out of the dormitory building.

He heard Yu Lili lying to the aunt in charge of the dormitory, saying that she had a stomach problem and wanted to go to the school doctor to get medicine.

The aunt in charge believed her and told her to go and come back quickly.

Yu Lili walked out of the dormitory building.

She didn't expect Xue Jingsen to wait downstairs.

"Why are you here?"

"I just came out of my dorm building and saw a text message you sent me."

"Alright, let's go."

Xue Jingsen didn't move.

"We can't just stand downstairs in the girls' dormitory and talk, can we? And it's been in such an extraordinary period of time......"

After saying this, Yu Lili walked in the direction of the playground in small steps.

Xue Jingsen followed.

He couldn't bear it anymore and asked, "What happened to Qi Fang?" ”

"The lights in the dormitory are still on, and no one is sleeping...... I'm not stupid enough to do that horrible thing in front of everyone. ”

"Does Qifang know you're out?"

"I don't know. I told one of my roommates that I had diarrhea and needed to go to the bathroom, and then I walked out of the dorm. ”

I heard from Yu Lili that Zhang Qifang was fine, and Xue Jingsen's heart was indeed relieved a lot.

Neither of them brought umbrellas.

It was drenched in light rain, and my body gradually felt damp.

Yu Lili stretched out her hand to take Xue Jingsen's hand.

Xue Jingsen did not refuse.

"Your hands are warm."

“……”

"I don't know how long I can hold your hand and walk."

“……”

"I'd love to hold your hand and walk for the rest of my life, but I know it's impossible."

“……”

"Xue Jingsen, let me ask you, you have to answer me honestly, you never liked me at all, did you?"

“…… No. ”

"Do you like me?"

"I've always liked it."

"Didn't lie?"

"Hmm."

"But what about now? Knowing my terrible secret, do you still like me? ”

“……”

"I know that now, in your heart, I am a terrible woman."

“……”

"Actually, I'm not as bad as you think, you can see from the small details of my performance after we were together, right?"

“…… Well. ”

"I like you a lot, really. It can also be said that I love you very much and already love you to the bone. Maybe it's because I love you so much, so I hope you like me more. ”

“……”

"I don't have that big heart to tolerate you liking people without any scruples. My love is selfish, and I don't want you to have someone else in your heart when you like me. Of course, I don't want to have less place in your heart than others. ”

“……”

"However, you love Zhang Qifang so much, you love me so much that you make me jealous, love so much that I hate in my heart, love so much that I have a distorted psychology and murderous intentions towards Zhang Qifang."

“……”

"But if the person you've always loved is me, how could I have that terrible thought?"

“……”

"I just want to say to you, in fact, I am also very simple, in fact, I am not so bad, in fact, I will be like the type of girl you like, gentle and kind, and I also have admiration for you."

“……”

"I know you can't listen to what I say now, but what I say to you is sincere, every word is from my heart."

“……”

Xue Jingsen clenched Yu Lili's hand.

He didn't want to say anything, and he didn't know what he should say at this point.

I don't know why, he suddenly felt that Yu Lili was a very pathetic girl......

She falls in love with a boy who loves someone else.

She has more or less the love of the boy, but she has to share his love with another girl.

Of course, she didn't like a boy being nice to another girl, especially better than her.

In the torment again and again, her psychology may naturally be distorted, and it is naturally very likely that some terrible thoughts will be born.

She wrote down her thoughts in a journal and told no one.

In fact, she just had that thought, and used a diary to pour out her pain, and she didn't do anything to that girl in reality at all.

Not only that, but she still forced herself to maintain a friendly relationship with that girl, inseparable, sunny and yearning for beauty.

Was she wrong? Maybe.

But her fault is not unforgivable.

It was the boy who caused her to make a mistake, it was him, Xue Jingsen.

How could he blame her?

The two men walked under the poplar tree.

Xue Jingsen hugged Yu Lili, who was wet.

"I don't want you to do anything stupid."

“……”

"I love Zhang Qifang very much, but I also love you. You're all my girlfriends, the girls I love. ”

“……”

"I don't want to lose Zhang Qifang, and I don't want to lose you."

“……”

Yu Lili hugged Xue Jingsen tighter.

After a long while, Yu Lili asked, "When did you like me?" ”

Xue Jingsen thought for a moment and said, "Maybe it's in bed." ”

"When you have sex with me?"

"Hmm. When we are naked and honest with each other, when I enter your body, when I see that happy ** in your expression, at every moment like that, my heart is completely occupied by you. ”

"Why?"

"Because you look into my eyes, clear and warm. I seem to be able to see your pure soul in your eyes. ”

"That's because I love you."

"I know. So, unconsciously, I fell in love with you too. ”

Yu Lili burst into tears when she heard what he said.

"However, when you mingled with Zhang Qifang**, I also saw those things you saw in my eyes."

"I'm in love with her."

"And when our ** blends, I don't see those things in your eyes. In other words, even if you see it, it doesn't have the same brilliance as when you and Zhang Qifang** blended. ”

“……”

"Perhaps, you do love me, but you don't love Zhang Qifang as much."

“……”

"However, I am content to hear what you have said in person."

“……”

"No matter what the future holds, I want you to know that I am the girl who truly loves you and loves you the most."

“……”

Speaking of this, Yu Lili pushed Xue Jingsen away with both hands, leaving her body from his embrace.

"Let's go."

"Where?"

"Back to their dorms, of course."

"Now?"

"yes. In the middle of the night, it was raining lightly......"

"We ......"

"I just want to see you tonight, so I'll ask you out, that's all."

"We can stay together and stay a little bit longer."

"Let's go. Otherwise, if there are school guards patrolling here, we will be the hot topic of tomorrow. ”

“……”

Yu Lili didn't say any more.

She took Xue Jingsen's hand and walked towards the dormitory building.

"Just send me here."

Standing downstairs in the girls' dormitory, Yu Lili said.

Xue Jingsen looked at the dormitory she was in.

The lights are still on.

He didn't let go of her hand.

"Go back, I'm going in."

“……”

"Don't worry, I won't do anything to Zhang Qifang you love."

“……”

Xue Jingsen let go of his hand.

Yu Lili walked towards the dormitory building.

After only a few steps, she turned her head again.

"Actually, I have a lot to say to you tonight, but ...... It has not been spoken. ”

"What do you want to say to me?"

"I used to prepare a lot of words, but now I have almost forgotten them."

"If you think about it, it's >

"Okay."

Xue Jingsen waved his hand at her, "Good night." ”

And Yu Lili raised her hand, but she just stopped her hand in the air and didn't move.

"I want to ask you something......"

Xue Jingsen was puzzled, "You say." ”

Yu Lili wanted to say something, but she just moved her mouth and didn't say anything.

"You say."

"Let's not talk about it. Good night! ”

Xue Jingsen said insistently: "Hurry up, I will answer you very seriously." ”

Yu Lili asked, "Knowing my secret, don't you hate me?" ”

"I used to be afraid of you, but now I only like you in my heart, and nothing else."

"Then can you say something nice about me in front of Zhang Qifang? I...... I'm sorry for her. ”

"Okay. I'll let you go. ”

Yu Lili gave him a smile.

Then, she turned around and ran towards the dormitory.

As soon as she turned around, tears rolled down her face......

After returning to the dormitory, Yu Lili turned off the lights and climbed into bed.

The lights are off, Xue Jingsen should leave and go back to his dormitory.

Yu Lili's bed was leaning against the window.

She looked out of the window, and sure enough, she saw the back of Xue Jingsen leaving.

Then, she crawled to Zhang Qifang's bed again.

Lifting the quilt covering Zhang Qifang's head, Yu Lili looked carefully at her delicate face in the dark.

"Do you know that you are so lucky to be deeply loved by a boy I love so much?"

"If I were you, I would give him everything I have and let him accompany me through my life."

"Maybe you think so too, after all, you love him too."

"I know you're a good match, and my intrusion has made you ...... Hey, it's time to quit, I shouldn't be in that fantastic world you've created anymore. ”

"But how can I stand watching the person I love with someone else?"

"So, I chose to quit, and I also chose to end my pain."

"And only by ending one's own life can one end one's own suffering."

"I am willing to sacrifice myself for your fulfillment."

Yu Lili stroked Zhang Qifang's hair and kissed her deeply on the forehead.

"You shouldn't have read that diary I wrote, it's my secret, and I didn't want anyone to know it."

"But you know that the last person I want to give my secret to is you."

"I really wanted to burn that diary, because it had my secrets, my pain, and my malice."

"I knew that when you saw that diary, our relationship would never be reconciled again. No matter how we fix it, we can never be true good friends again. ”

"I can predict that the next few days, if I were still alive, I would definitely be miserable."

"So, I thought about it, I'm going to end my life......"

Yu Lili took out a medicine bottle from under her pillow and poured all the pills into her hand.

She sat next to Zhang Qifang and swallowed the pills in her hand one by one.

She was in tears all the time.

……

When the drowsy whip whipped her consciousness, she looked at Zhang Qifang and said weakly:

"One more thing, I didn't tell you, that video of yours was leaked from me."

"Zhu Shangbin raped you, and I instigated him to do it."

"At that time, I fell in love with Xue Jingsen, and you were with him...... I wanted to break you up, so I conceived a plan to let you be defiled and make Xue Jingsen disgusted with you who were no longer clean. ”

"You don't know, do you? Zhu Shangbin and I were classmates in junior high school, but I always hated him and rarely talked to him. ”

"And in order to break you apart, I told him what I had in mind. He's the one who gets the most out of it, and he's always liked you, so he doesn't mean to reject my plans at all. ”

"However, I didn't expect that Xue Jingsen loved you so much......"

"Even if you are defiled, he still loves you so deeply. But I was not reconciled. ”

"Later, I had another plan and brought Liu Yixing into the plan."

"Liu Yixing's thoughts about Zhang Qifang, I have long known that he asked me to help him bring Zhang Qifang's love letters more than once, but I tore up his love letters after reading them."

"So, I know that Liu Yixing's kind of love that seems pure is actually a bit perverted and paranoid."

"You already know what the plan is."

She wanted to go on, but she didn't have the strength anymore.

And she still forced her consciousness to be sober

"So far, there are only two things that have gone beyond my plans. One is that you killed Zhu Shangbin, and the other is that you killed Liu Yixing. ”

"Actually, it's you, not me, who really killed people. I just had the idea of killing you, but you've killed two people with your own hands. ”

"They're the ones to die for, and you deserve to kill them, but ...... Your hands are covered in blood, and you're no longer a clean girl. ”

"It's not just your body that's not clean, it's your mind...... Didn't you have the heart to kill me when we were in a relationship with the three of us? ”

"If you really love Xue Jingsen, how can you not reject me? Your hands are already stained with blood, how could you not have thought of staining your hands with mine again? ”

"It's just that you're hiding yourself so deep that no one knows."

"What kind of girl are you now? I don't know, Xue Jingsen doesn't know, maybe, only you know. ”

"But I believe that under the face of an angel, you must have a heart that has been seized by the devil."

"However, since Xue Jingsen likes you so much, and it is impossible for you to hurt him, therefore, I will not harm you, and I hope that you can walk together, no matter when you can go in the future."

When a person dies, a flash of light may appear in his consciousness.

Yu Lili suddenly saw a picture

She was strung naked with Xue Jingsen's **.

He entered her gently.

His eyes bloomed with two pure and immaculate loves nourished by his soul.