Walking Fire looked around, and there were corpses everywhere - hanging on the walls, lying on the ground, caught in the cracks, some intact, some torn apart, some could only find a few remnants of internal organs, some were only charred black figures - how many corpses were there? I can't count them all, but I know that not all of them are seen, and the corpses scattered all over the mountains may spread all the way to the end of the horizon. It is impossible to describe the landscape as you see it, but if you look at it very closely, is there any information about the topography, what kind of buildings it is, whether there are mountains and streams? Is it a modern style? All the information that can make an intuitive impression is hazy, and it is only possible to know that there is "earth" and "sky", and everything else cannot be concretely imagined.

It is very clear that he is surrounded by hallucinations, that he is in a lucid dream, and that he cannot wake up like this even if he knows that he is dreaming, and that he cannot make this dream as real as reality. However, even such hallucinations or dreams are also dangerous, and as a mystical expert, he doesn't know how many times he has experienced such dangerous hallucinations or dreams. Especially if you understand what "consciousness walking" is all about, even if you can't actively use mysteries such as "consciousness walking", once you fall into a state of consciousness and are targeted by some kind of malice, the distorted forces that belong to "immaterial" in the common sense of ordinary people, such as thoughts, emotions, thoughts, dreams, and hallucinations, will directly cross the boundary between common sense and non-common sense, and directly affect the materialized body, causing terrible damage.

No, even if it does not have an effect on the more materialistic body, it is already an unbearable damage for many people to only distort one's mind and self-personality.

Moreover, he was not illiterate, and although he did not reach the level of a doctorate from an internationally renowned university, he did not give up the discussion of modern scientific theories during the interval between the battle with the occult, and he had a deep analysis of the definition of "matter" and "immaterial", the boundary between "thought" and "matter", and the influence of psychological concepts such as "spirit and personality" on the category of "biology". Including but not limited to anthropology, sociology, psychology, physiology, psychology, etc., all disciplines involved in the composition and development of the concept of "man" have been studied to a certain extent.

Especially after getting in touch with the mysterious power, becoming a mysterious expert and knowing how to use the mysterious power to strengthen himself, after joining the network ball and obtaining enough human and material resources, while dealing with the affairs of the commander, he has also been mobilizing these advantages that he has and the forces have to strengthen his psychology, body and knowledge. While bearing tremendous pressure, they are also using this pressure to force themselves to move forward into the unknown, trying to look at the so-called "man" and "nature", "self" and "external objects" from different perspectives, and other things that are too general for ordinary people to have a clear and detailed understanding.

If we take ordinary people as the standard, we would already be an out-and-out genius, and if we take the genius among ordinary people as the standard, the amount of knowledge and the angle from which we look at problems will also exceed this standard by several times.

Any kind of quality that goes off fire is much stronger than that of a normal person, but even so, he must admit that he still has a lot of blind spots in the world he can observe—the more he tries to recognize, the more he expands his knowledge, the deeper and broader the unknown that makes him feel confused and afraid, and often some things, concepts, situations and contradictions appear, to impact the concepts and beliefs that he has worked so hard to build.

He doesn't remember when, under what circumstances, and from whom he heard this sentence: If the world is closed and the unknown is limited, then the omniscient and all-powerful God must exist, and human beings who have only existed and developed for thousands of years, from the realization of matter, including the concept of "human" itself, are just puppets of this god, then, human beings' pursuit of the unknown, and the ** who want to control the truth of the world, have always been just a kind of illusion. If the world is not closed, and the unknown is infinite, then "powerful" is a meaningless concept, just an illusion of narrow relativity, and the pursuit of the unknown will eventually be futile, and the mystery of human beings themselves will eventually be impossible to solve, the concept of "world" will be shattered, and "truth" will not exist.

Whether it is "finite" or "infinite", whether it is "closed" or "open", it is a bunch of gutters maliciously piled up for human beings. Human beings regard "self-awareness and exploration of external objects" as wisdom, but such wisdom can only keep human beings in a kind of contradictory pain, forever chasing the impossible phantom, again and again, from life to death, from death to life, endlessly. Such wisdom is not the key to the gates of heaven, but to the gates of hell.

These statements are scoffed at by most ordinary people as a manifestation of laziness and ignorance, and also as an inhuman thought, but if you want to face the mystery, you have to face the question: What is man? What is wisdom? What is thought? What is matter? What am I? What is he? What does the landscape that manifests itself at the end of these cognitions look like to itself? And is the cognition of these concepts really the underlying building of all cognition? Is it still possible to decompose? Is it possible to continue to explore?

As long as we seriously feel the narrowness and hypothesis of modern science in various definitions, as well as the meaning of the definitions themselves; To carefully understand the process of "confirmation" and "falsification" of science, the process by which theories are proved or falsified, and the significance of theories; to think seriously about the logic behind philosophy and the occult; You will feel a kind of contradiction, disillusionment and meaninglessness that is not the same way.

Only by not thinking deeply about these meanings, only using them as known tools by default, without exploring the causes and contexts of these tools, without actively creating these tools, without touching the lowest level of these tools, and without investigating the things embodied in the definition from a too deep philosophical level, can we avoid these things that make people feel painful, desperate, crazy and helpless in nature, and survive happily and without knowing anything.

People often say that a person's imagination is unlimited, and there is no end to thoughts, but such a statement is actually wrong - as a human being, imagination and thought itself have great limitations, and this limitation comes from many factors. Thus, in the world of consciousness, the limitations of thought and imagination are likewise expressed in some way. And for a mystical expert who can act soberly in the world of consciousness, this is the source of danger, because no matter how much he claims to be able to imagine everything in his consciousness, crush everything with his imagination and thoughts, but in reality, he is just dancing in a barbed cage in shackles.

Walking Fire looked at the corpses everywhere, saw the blood flowing from the remains of each corpse gathered into small streams, listened to the sound of these blood-colored streams flowing by, felt all the ambiguous scenery around him, and felt a kind of mental tiredness while knowing that this was an illusion and a dream. Because he no longer knew how many hallucinations and dreams he had experienced when he was chasing the Doomsday Shinrikyo repeater in the collective human subconscious.

Every time he came to his senses, he couldn't tell when he would fall back into these hallucinations and dreams. He couldn't predict what was in these hallucinations and dreams before entering them, but he couldn't be sure what he would do to break free from them, but it turned out that he could always break free - just like now, he could do nothing but stare at this endless hallucinations or dreams full of corpses, probably not knowing at what moment he would "wake up suddenly".

However, this process from entering to waking up is not without consumption. Even if you don't do anything, you can feel the accumulation of pressure, consumption and fear in the process of repeating and seemingly endless, uncountable. Such hallucinations and dreams are not always without enemies, but, as the saying goes, the greatest enemy is oneself. More than most occult experts, we can appreciate the meaning of the phrase "when you start thinking, you are fighting yourself."

Staring at the unreal things in front of me, I want not to think about it, but this "thinking" itself has already begun to consume something. The state of complete emptiness, which he knew only theoretically, but even the so-called meditation could not lead him into the theoretical state of "non-thinking, non-thinking", as if the ideas that existed in the occult were simply an idea that could not be done—a concept born for the horror of the movement of "thinking" itself, in order to combat the fear of the mind itself, and an idea of correspondence that was born to stop the concept of "thought".

Of course, if "most ordinary people" were still alive, they would definitely refute this perception and try to explain everything in a more positive direction.

However, "most of the average people" are dead. The mountain of corpses and the sea of blood in front of him is undoubtedly a manifestation of this fact. This is also very clear.

I also know that my thoughts at this moment are so negative, and I am still falling in a very unpositive, depraved direction, which will only make me feel more painful, but all this is out of control. He himself was a bird in shackles, imprisoned in a spiked cage, flapping his wings and cut his bloody mouth, trying to use this pain to strengthen himself and hone his will—it's a paradoxical and ridiculous thing, isn't it? He asked himself this, but there was no answer.

There were no enemies, the corpses were just there, the blood was just flowing and making sounds, and there was nothing else to be clearly recognized. He just watched everything, and he had an incomparably clear feeling that he would definitely wake up, that he would "wake up suddenly".

Then, suddenly, his consciousness woke up.

At the same time that the endless mountain of corpses and blood disappeared, the scenery that was changing almost every moment, and it was also like an illusion, and the scenery of the collective subconscious of the human being was full of dangers, and it immediately squeezed into his eyes. He could already tell very clearly whether all the things he saw were hallucinatory dreams or the collective human subconscious, even if they were in a sense so consistent in nature. However, there are still discrepancies in the details of the parts that he can observe and perceive, and the scenery that he feeds back to him.

Here, things are never what they appear to be in their material state, nor can they be explained by the existing knowledge of human beings, and all processes often occur beyond imagination, and in order to discern them, one can only rely on one's own intuition and the mystery that the repeater itself possesses. He tracked the whereabouts of the Doomsday Shinrikyo repeater for the first time, and in his observations, even the Doomsday Shinrikyo repeater was not a "machine" or "some kind of object" in human common sense.

It's impossible to really see with the naked eye, but the feeling can catch up – and in fact, by feeling, you don't feel like you've lost them.

However, this time, when he suddenly woke up, as he always tried to catch up, he felt that something unusual was happening—although the collective human subconscious was changing uncanny every moment, this time it was more than any previous one.

An indescribable fear, like an awl, slammed into his heart.

"It's ...... What the? He tried to observe, and he felt that he was seeing something different, but when he was finally able to observe, he realized that it was a crimson ball of light. It was impossible to tell the distance or location of the ball of light, but the repeater of the Doomsday Shinrikyo swerved abruptly in his senses, speeding towards the place where the ball of light was, as if it were the treasure they had been looking for for a long time.