Murong Yanxing's heart seemed to be painful as if it was also being twisted by a knife.

When he himself knew about it, he didn't actually suffer because he couldn't live longer.

As a soldier, he has long thought that he will sacrifice his life for the country and the people at any time, and no one's life is more precious than anyone's life.

Even if he is now the commander of an army, his life is the same as that of his soldiers, and dying on the battlefield should be the most glorious way for a soldier to die.

And now that they are born in the Hé Píng era, they naturally want a lot, but it does not mean that they can always live in peace and quiet.

Raise soldiers for a thousand days and use them for a while.

A rapidly changing world, who knows?

When they are needed one day, even a natural disaster can take their lives.

They have heavier responsibilities than others, so where can they be afraid of this?

Death has long been a matter of absence.

But...... What about his Yutian?

Murong Yan was afraid of the current situation, and Mu Yutian made this completely unacceptable and sad expression.

It hurts a lot more than cutting his flesh with a knife, because it's a knife cutting his heart.

"Why, after me, we will ...... You can always be together in peace. Why is such a thing happening. Mu Yutian wiped her face with the back of her hand, "I cried again......"

But she couldn't help it.

Murong Yan hugged her body, his fingers gently running over her hair.

"Don't be afraid, Yutian, it's okay, I'll definitely find a solution." Murong Yanxing said, lowered his head, and kissed her forehead, "I will definitely not make you so sad...... You know, I don't want to tell you, I'm just afraid to see such a scene, I know, if you really face it expressionlessly, I'm sad, but I'm even more reluctant to see you cry like this because you care about me. ”

But......

After returning from Yunli, he had thought about it.

If Mu Yutian asks, tell her, let her know everything, it's better than her...... I've been living in anxiety, so it's a lot stronger.

When encountering such a thing, it should be up to the two of them to face it together.

Murong Yanxing didn't know why, in his heart, Mu Yutian's appearance became clearer and clearer, she was actually a very strong girl.

"Baby," Mu Yutian raised her face and looked at Murong Yanxing, and suddenly, she thought of something.

"Yes, because of my physical condition, I've been thinking about this all the time......" Murong Yanxing sighed softly, "I'm afraid, if we have a child, will we be affected by 'Izumo' like me, so ...... I have been using security measures. ”

Originally......

It turned out that it was because of this that Murong Yanxing would do such a thing, forcefully asking her to take birth control pills, always cautious, for fear that she would be pregnant.

It turned out that he didn't want her child......

Although she was sad, she finally let go of this matter, and Mu Yutian couldn't help but rejoice, fortunately, it didn't cause a bigger misunderstanding.

At the same time, he also regretted his own self-assertions...... Will it be because of one of her wayward behaviors that the baby will ...... What bad hurts.

"It's okay, the baby will be fine." Murong Yanxing seemed to know what Mu Yutian was thinking in her heart, and whispered to comfort her.