Chapter 12 Tranquility and Affection
Tian Xiaoyu slowly walked towards Fang Yu with a misty mind. She didn't know much about Fang Yu, most of the time, Fang Yu's joys, sorrows, and sorrows had to be guessed by her.
At that time, Fang Yu was sitting on a bench with his back to the sun, facing the quiet lake in late autumn, and the waves of light and shadow shining on the water surface reflected on his face, cloudy and uncertain, and his heart seemed to be deeper than that of late autumn. Yin is probably the word that best describes Fang Yu.
Tian Xiaoyu walked up to Fang Yu and stood still, not knowing what to do. After a while, seeing that Fang Yu hadn't meant to speak, she bypassed him and sat on the other side of the bench, with her hands in her pockets, enjoying the silence.
Suddenly, Fang Yu sighed lightly. Tian Xiaoyu opened his eyes and glanced over at him.
"How?" It was Tian Xiaoyu who broke the silence first.
"Occasionally, I feel lonely." Fang Yu slowly spit out these words.
At this time, Tian Xiaoyu looked confused. She pondered it, but she didn't know what he ...... Is it physical or mental? Or a pun? Thinking of this, Tian Xiaoyu held her breath and secretly slapped herself: serious!
In the past, when Tian Xiaoyu heard Fang Yu say this, he must have first thought about where he didn't do a good job, if not, he would be secretly sad, sad that he didn't understand him superficially, and then racked his brains to cater to him.
But at this moment, Tian Xiaoyu couldn't ask explicitly, and he didn't care to be vassals like before, so he stopped talking.
Fang Yu was silent for a while, turned his head sideways and looked at Tian Xiaoyu in some surprise, and then turned his head away. Curiosity drove him to find out, and pride drove him to silence.
Tian Xiaoyu decided to give up the current situation, which seemed to be a game, and asked what he cared about.
"Has engineering optics crossed the point?" This sentence is a bit abrupt, which is not in line with his identity or the current scene, and he regrets it a little after speaking.
"Huh? Didn't you last time? Scratched. ”
"In, I'm here, it's just, I forgot where to put the answer given......"
Fang Yu sighed again after hearing this, "I'll go back and make a copy for you." Then he got up, put his hand over and said, "Let's go to self-study!" ”
Tian Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, looking at Fang Yu's hand, a little at a loss. His fingers were slender, like jade bamboo in the sun, but he didn't dare or could touch this piece of jade.
Fang Yu looked at Tian Xiaoyu staring at his hand with his neck stretched out and his head stretched out, and couldn't help but be a little annoyed, after all, it is rare to take the initiative when he takes the initiative, and the other party did not receive this in time! grabbed Tian Xiaoyu's arm and wanted to help her up, but what was even more annoying was that Tian Xiaoyu suddenly took two steps back like an electric shock, looking at him with some horror.
Fang Yu was stunned, snorted lightly, put his hand in his pocket, shook his head lightly, and said, "Let's go!" ”
Tian Xiaoyu nodded, followed behind him, stepped forward to stand side by side with him, and walked towards the study room.
"You seem to have something on your mind?" Fang Yu asked inadvertently, "I haven't been in the state for the past few days." ”
"No, no." Tian Xiaoyu repeated, and said, "I'm just a little worried about the exam of engineering optics." ”
"You? Worried about this exam? Fang Yu said strangely, "The subjects you are good at, and you also give them a focus." ”
Tian Xiaoyu frowned and shook her head again, "I don't know, I'm panicking", she stopped slightly, looked down at the earth, and looked up at the sky, "Expectation, and fear." ”
The expectation and fear of the test result are indeed her conflicting feelings at the moment. What kind of result is she waiting for? If it is like a mess in the past, she will be relieved in the future, and she will feel difficult in the present; If you don't work hard and get a high score, you will be happy in the present, but in the future, you will collapse.
When he arrived at the study room, Tian Xiaoyu sat down on his seat and opened the book of engineering optics and began to read. Fang Yu rarely saw Tian Xiaoyu who was so heavy and demure, and felt that she was a little different from before, but he didn't know where to start, and he felt a little strange in his heart.
A few days before the exam, Tian Xiaoyu devoted herself to the review of engineering optics, and such a crazy state made Fang Yu say to her a few times without asking if he said it bluntly, and even Liu Wei was shocked by her extravagance, after all, before the graduate school entrance examination, every inch of time was an inch of gold. I feel that the answers are almost memorized, but the more familiar the knowledge points, the more fearful I become. But she can't slack off in order to get the desired result, for her, cruel truth is always better than false lies.
Finally, it was the day of the exam.
Tian Xiaoyu sat in the examination room, she sat straight in her seat, in stark contrast to the classmates chatting around her. As if waiting for the judgment of fate, her heartbeat was knocking ~ knock ~ knock ~, she suspected that the people next to her must have heard this voice, so she took a pen and wrote on the scratch paper "Indifferent and ambitious, quiet and far-reaching", which is the word she has to write before every exam, and it has become a habit. Sending papers, doing questions, and checking, when Tian Xiaoyu began to check for the second time, the students in the examination room were almost gone...... Finally, under the silent urging of the invigilator, she finally handed in the paper and walked out of the classroom.
I was flustered. Because the test questions were so simple and almost effortless, she even wondered if the 50 points were because she didn't see the opposite question.
Tian Xiaoyu unconsciously walked to the edge of Jinghu Lake, sat in the place where Fang Yu was sitting, and looked at the lake with his brows locked. Suddenly, the phone rang, take it out, damn, Dabao! I've been entangled in this and that for the past few days, but I really ignored her!
Dabao was Tian Xiaoyu's good friend in high school, and he went to the same university, so the relationship was one step closer. It's just that in terms of professional selection, Tian Xiaoyu chose the old line of engineering, and Dabao chose the liberal arts, when it comes to life winners, Dabao is one, he is very good in science, and he is even better in the liberal arts class, the top three in the major, the research institute in other schools, and the small boss while working after graduating from graduate school will not be mentioned, anyway, in Tian Xiaoyu's heart, it is almost an idol-like existence. Damn it, I'm busy struggling, how can I forget Dabao!