559 It's a terrible feeling

Although I was already very frustrated and disappointed at that time, I thought they must have run away for a long time, even if they caught up, they should not be able to find it, but there was still a trace of luck in my heart, so I quickly got into the car and let the taxi driver chase after it, but after chasing for most of the day, there was no figure left, because there was an intersection in front of me, I didn't know where people were going, and the driver asked us with a smile at this time: "What kind of girl does it look like, let the young man be so fascinated, it has to be at the level of a fairy!" ”

I said that in my opinion it is more beautiful than the immortals, after saying this. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info A few of us got out of the taxi.,After all, I can't find anyone.,I can only give up for the time being.,Anyway, after getting off the taxi.,My whole mood has become a lot sluggish.,I don't know why I'm here.,After all, there's only one side with people.,There's no emotional accumulation.,But why can I be so uncomfortable now?

Wang Million and the sissy comforted me at this time, saying: "Okay, okay, there are many good-looking girls, my brother will go back and show you a good-looking one, it's better than this, and this age is too young, it looks like a high school student, even if someone gives you contact information, people won't deal with you, the age difference is too much!" ”

I said that I didn't have the heart to deal with people at all, and I was already very satisfied if I could see her often, even if I treated her as a sister, and I was unilaterally good to her, I was willing.

Wang Million also touched my head at this time, and frowned: "Huh! I don't have a fever, I thought your brain was burned out, I like people and I don't want to deal with others, you fool the ghost! ”

I said I can't tell you clearly, anyway, this girl has a special strange feeling for me, this feeling is completely different from the girls I met before, she is like a clear spring, when I look at her face, I feel that there are no distractions in my heart, let me feel that I have become very clean, I think if I have any troubles in the future, as long as I look at her face, I will definitely not worry anymore, she can give me unlimited motivation, and I always have a feeling, The two of us may have been a couple in our previous lives, so when we meet, there is a feeling that we can't explain it!

As soon as I said this, both of them laughed, and the sissy also said that I was not lightly ill and had to go to the hospital for treatment, and I didn't bother to say more to the two of them at this time, because the mind was on that woman, and the two of them didn't want to continue to eat at this time, and wanted to go to the bathing center to play. I don't have the right to see that girl again when I'm dirty, and I'm not sure if I'll ever see her again, but that's exactly what I think in my heart.

Wang Million and the two of them were speechless to me, so they didn't care about me, they went by themselves, and I walked to the night market shop by myself, and then hung there for a long time, and then followed the path they walked on. After looking for a long time, there is still no eyebrows, what to say, I have grown so big in my life, I have never had this sense of loss, this kind of surprise that suddenly popped up, and then quickly fell to the bottom of disappointment. This huge contrast made it difficult for me to digest for a while, so I walked around the street for a long time this night, and then sat alone on the side of the road and felt like my whole person had suddenly changed, and I was very surprised, how could that girl have so much energy?

After this day, I basically come to this night market to eat every night, the purpose is to see people again, I also asked the owner of this shop, people don't know who I'm talking about, Wang Million and sissy They thought I was just a whim at first, saw me go to the night market for several days, and also understood that I was sincere this time, and expressed incredible, they said that they had just met people, how could I become like this, there is no basis at all, I myself feel that there is no basis, but this is the truth, it really happened to me, maybe this is the real love at first sight.

And in the past few days, the frequency of my chats with Gao Meng and Chen Yajing has also decreased a lot. Gao Meng also jokingly asked me if I knew a new girl, I haven't chatted with her much in the past two days, and I didn't hide it, I honestly told her all about the girl in the night market, Gao Meng didn't believe me much after listening to it, thinking that I was teasing her, but I said it was true. Gao Meng said that this is a bit too incredible, she said that according to what I said, wouldn't I suddenly become a particularly infatuated person? It seems to be more infatuated than herself.

I said that infatuation is not infatuation, I don't know, anyway, at this moment I am full of her, I don't know how long this feeling can last, but it has been lingering at the moment, the scene when she was eating at the night market and talking on the phone, has been flashing in my mind.

Gao Meng sent me a smiling expression and said, "I don't know what this feeling you are talking about, after all, I haven't experienced it, but I have experienced another feeling that you have never experienced!" ”

I know what Gao Meng said about this feeling, I must have liked me for so many years, but I have not been able to bear fruit, I know that when Gao Meng said this at this time, she must not have felt good in her heart, it should have made her sad what I said just now, but I can't control myself, and I don't want to lie to Gao Meng.

Gao Meng also asked what if I couldn't contact that girl all the time? How long can I feel this way about people? I said I didn't know, and I had no choice but to go with the flow, Gao Meng said good luck to me, and then didn't talk to me again.

Soon we had winter vacation, and although it was only a few days later, I had a feeling that I was living like a year, and I spent every day in torment, and before I went to bed at night, I would repeat in my mind: "How can there be a girl who interests me so much?" How can I lose it? Do I have any hope of seeing people again? ”

After the winter vacation, Wang million sissies and they all went home, and the people in the school dormitory were all gone within a day or two, and I stayed in the dormitory, I just didn't want to go, I still went to the night market every day, and stayed until the end of the month, I returned to my hometown. I really don't know how to describe the sense of loss in my heart.

After I got home, I naturally had dinner with Chen Chong and Chen Yajing, during which they also found out that something was wrong with me, and they all asked me what was wrong, whether there was something on my mind, and I didn't shy away from it at all. I shared with them about me and the little beauties in the night market.,Of course,They had the same reaction as Wang Million and the sissy at the beginning.,That is, they think I'm just a whim.,And I won't last long.,No matter how I express my complicated feelings during this time.,They don't care.。 Chen Yajing also said that I have a heavy taste, and I don't like it when I'm old, and now I'm targeting underage girls.

I said that it has nothing to do with age, this kind of thing can cross ages, as soon as I said this, Chen Yajing burst into laughter, and she jokingly said: "Yes." Not only can you cross ages, but you can also cross genders, you can cross races, you can also talk to men, with animals, such as dogs, cats, if you ......."

Chen Yajing said this, I interrupted her directly, I said I don't talk to you here, anyway, I'm serious, I'm not joking with you, Chen Yajing also said: "Maybe you are really serious now, I am willing to believe you, but you have to remember." This person is going to change, just like you said before, you and Qiao Tu will come together, remember? You said that you will get married at the two times, but now, are you different or have you broken up, and now you estimate that it is still the same. With a hot brain, I said that I like people and the like, even if you are together in the future, do you think you can get married? According to you, they are still high school students, right? You're a senior in college, and you've passed a grade, and you're a year late in school, at least five or six years older than others, right? The family is a freshman and sophomore. It's not just that much age, you can't do it, I ......"

Chen Yajing didn't say anything about this, and then she sighed and said, "Do you still recognize the bet between the two of us, do you say that you lost this time?" ”

Seriously, although Chen Yajing said this, I have considered it myself, I am also very clear, what she said is very reasonable, but at this time she said this, I still felt very uncomfortable in my ears, and I don't know why, I suddenly became very irritable at this time, I just wanted to be alone quietly, so I got up directly and said I am willing to gamble and lose, I will do what you ask me to do, and then I turned around and left.

She and Chen Chong were still in the back and yelling at me what to do, I said that I would go quietly by myself, and Chen Yajing also scolded me in the back, saying that I was neurotic or something.

After I returned to my place that night, Chen Yajing also sent me a text message, this text message was to apologize to me, she said that she didn't think much about talking at that time, if the words hurt me or something, she apologized to me.

I said that the two of us have a relationship, and I apologize. I didn't take it to heart, she said that she saw me turn around and left, at first she thought I was just playing to go to the toilet or something, but I really left, she felt that she was talking too much, afraid that I would not be able to sleep at night when I came back.

I said this, you can rest assured, since you were a child, you have said more cruel words than this, and I haven't been unable to fall asleep once, I just remembered that the future between me and that girl is very slim, so I am not happy, Chen Yajing asked me seriously at this time: "Are you sure you are really tempted?" Not on a whim? ”

I said I'm sure, Chen Yajing said, "Then have you seriously thought about the results of the two of you?" Is there an age gap or something? ”

I said that I almost didn't get any results, but I just wanted to know her, even if it was her brother or friend, I just wanted to see her often, and I also knew that my current approach and ideas were ridiculous, and I thought it was incredible, but I couldn't control myself, that's what I thought in my heart now.

Chen Yajing said: "I haven't experienced this kind of thing with you, so I can't understand what you feel, but I still think that you may only be temporary, after a long time, you will slowly forget, anyway, this is also your own business, I can't help you, you see for yourself, if you really like people, then you go after it, just like you said, it's good to be a friend, I'm just afraid that you will fall deeper and deeper when the time comes, and finally hurt yourself, after all, you have only met people now, Then you make yourself like this, if you know each other for a long time and become familiar with it, you say you can't die for others! ”

I didn't continue to reply to Chen Yajing's words, but I thought in my heart: If this woman lets me die now, I guess I won't hesitate, I also think that what I am like now is very abnormal and frightening, is it really my own problem?