Chen Yajing was quite surprised after hearing my words, she asked me if it was really fake, why did I break up quietly? I said that I still have to beat the gong and drum to inform you if I break up, Chen Yajing laughed and said: "That must be the breakup that Zhou Yixi took the initiative to mention to you, you are ashamed of being dumped, so you don't tell us!" ”

I said that the two of us broke up peacefully, no one dumped anyone, and we will be friends in the future, Chen Yajing stared at me suspiciously at this time, and after staring for a long time, she asked: "No." Is it really fake, did you really break up with Zhou Yixi? Does Gao Meng know? ”

I said that I don't know if I don't know if I don't know the difference, but it's about the same, no one contacted anyone, Gao Meng didn't know about it, and Chen Yajing didn't say much later, that is, she had already guessed that I wouldn't be with Zhou Yixi for a long time.

I later called Zhou Yixi and talked to Zhou Yixi about the two of us pretending to be a couple, Zhou Yixi said that it has been so long, and there is no need to continue pretending to be a couple now, we can do whatever we should do in the future, and we don't have to tell others that we are objects, and she also said that if Gao Meng asked, she would have broken up a long time ago.

After talking to Zhou Yixi on the phone, I felt much more relaxed, in Chen Yajing's opinion, I had already been in love twice. But in my own opinion, I still only talked about it once, and I don't know why, after breaking up with Xia Yu, I didn't have the desire to fall in love again, although I had a heart for Qiao Tu before. I also like girls like Qiao Tu, but if I think about it carefully, if I get along with Qiao Tu, it should be more awkward to go out on a date or something.

I "broke up" with Zhou Yixi, and Gao Meng soon knew, she also called me to ask me about it, but she didn't ask much, just asked why we broke up, when we broke up, I said that after being together, I felt no passion and inappropriate, so I broke up, to be honest, when I sent this text message to Gao Meng, I still narcissistically thought: After Gao Meng knew the news, he must have been very happy, right?

Gao Meng didn't say much at the time, and hung up the phone directly, but not long after the phone hung up, she sent me a text message, the content of the text message was: "I also want to like you all the time, but you disappointed me too much, I have promised to be good with others, I'm sorry, I won't like you again in the future!" Hopefully you'll get better and better! ”

Gao Meng's text message made me dumbfounded, to be honest, I feel a little uncomfortable, I don't know if others will be like this, it's just a person who has always liked himself, and when he suddenly doesn't like himself, he will be a little difficult to adapt, I am like this, and in addition to being difficult to adapt, I am also uncomfortable, as for why it is uncomfortable, I can't say.

But I also have a fluke mentality in my heart. I think Gao Meng just said it so casually, probably lying to me, she also told me many times before that she would give up on me, but she never succeeded once, so I didn't pay much attention to it, that is, she had promised to be good with others. It made me mumble a little in my heart, I wondered if she lied to me, she wouldn't have said this, right?

A few days later, I learned from Chen Yajing that Gao Meng got along with the man with the earrings, that is, the boy who drove a Porsche. Chen Yajing said that this man is also surnamed Gao, called Gao Zhengen, and she also said that Gao Zhengen also invited her to have a meal with Qiao Tu, and a few people chatted, and she felt that this person did not have much wrong except for showing off his car. It can be seen that he really likes Gao Meng, and if he has money in his family, he can give Gao Meng a good life in the future.

When Chen Yajing told me this, I felt really uncomfortable, I told her who she loved to be good with and who she was good with, and what did it have to do with me. Anyway, I don't like her, Chen Yajing also said that the tone of my speech was wrong, I clearly regretted it, and I felt sad, and I didn't bother to tell her this, so I directly diverted the topic.

In fact, Gao Meng can like others. I think this is normal, after all, whoever leaves this world can live, people have been waiting for me for so many years, I have never given her a chance, is it difficult to make people wait for a lifetime?

At the same time, I'm also a little curious.,Gao Meng is looking for a partner.。 If Shang Hairui knew about it, how would Shang Hairui feel? Later, I also called Shang Hairui and talked about Gao Meng, what I didn't expect was that Shang Hairui said that he had no feelings for Gao Meng for a long time, and now he met a girl in their factory, and the two talked about it, it is estimated that they will be together at the end of the year, and he may have to go to this girl's house for the New Year this year.

One is Gao Meng, who likes me very much, and the other is Shang Hairui, who likes Gao Meng very much, and the two of them were persistent in their relationship at the beginning, which made me feel very remarkable. I admire it very much, but look at it now, that's what it is, nothing is immortal at all, everything will deteriorate, and at the same time I also thought about Chen Yajing, didn't Chen Yajing like me before? Does she still like me now? If you like it now, will you dislike it later?

I'm afraid, I can only let time prove it, after Gao Meng had an object, I felt uncomfortable for a few days, and then I slowly got used to it, how should the days be lived, the weather is getting colder day by day, and the winter vacation is getting closer and closer, I have also met a lot of new friends during this time, but most of them are close to me because I have a Land Rover, and I really treat me as a friend, that is, the people in our dormitory, in fact, college is the same as society, more realistic, many people are snobs, you are rich and powerful, Others will approach you, and once you are poor and down, others will stay away from you, or even taunt you and gloat.

On the day of the end of the winter vacation exam, Xia Yu suddenly sent me a text message, asked me if I was there, said that there was something she wanted me to help, at that time she used the provincial number, I didn't save her number before, so I didn't know who it was, when she said it was Xia Yu, I was also very surprised, after I broke up with Xia Yu, especially after I came to college, I basically didn't say a word, and she later broke up with Jiangbei, and found a partner in our school, it was a boy in their class. What does she need me to help with texting me so well?

I asked her what she was doing, she said that she lost her train ticket, and now she can't buy a train ticket home, she asked me if I can bring her with me when I go home, I naturally have no reason to refuse, thinking that I can sit in the car anyway, and there is not much more than her.

After the holiday, I went home with Zheng Hu and Chen Yajing Xia Yu, at the beginning, Xia Yu and I didn't speak, it felt as if neither of us knew anyone, but then slowly we started talking. Xia Yu also took the initiative to stretch out his hand to me, and said half-jokingly: "Can't you be friends after you break up?" It's been so long, can we be ordinary friends? ”

I'm not that little childish person, she told me so, I naturally also held her hand, and then after all the way to contact, I found that she has changed, as if the previous eldest lady's temper is gone, and her speech has become very gentle, when I returned to my hometown, I also sent Xia Yu back to her house, on the way, Xia Yu suddenly said to me meaningfully: "Alas, I feel that the more people grow up, the less pure the feelings are, or the feelings we had when we were in junior high school and high school were more pure!" ”

I don't know why she said that, I asked her if she meant the relationship between men and women, or friendship, she said yes, and she didn't shy away from saying that now that she thinks about it, or when she was good with me before, that feeling was the most natural and comfortable, after all, she didn't want anything at that time. It's because the two like each other that they are together.

I heard her say this, and I didn't know how I felt, so I asked her if she would regret it when she thought of it now that she had slowly distanced herself from me for the sake of studying.

Xia Yu didn't speak, just smiled, which meant obviously, she really regretted it.

After that, I didn't speak, and when I was about to send her to the door of her community, she suddenly asked me: "Tong Tong, have you ever thought that the two of us may be together in the future?" ”