Chapter 749: Deserted and Fleeing
Xiao Zhanguo's whole body stiffened, let her hold him, reason told him that he should push her away at this time, but emotionally, he couldn't push her away, he could even feel the helplessness and uneasiness in her heart.
Chu Yu's crying didn't make too much noise, but it came from the depths of her soul, she felt very desperate, helpless, and uneasy, and she wanted to cry out all her grievances.
"Goo-too-toot!" The water has been boiling for a long time, the eggs are constantly beating inside, making a gurgling sound, Chu Yu suddenly sobered up, wiped away his tears, turned off the fire, fished out the eggs, peeled them, and then helped him reduce swelling and remove stasis.
Her movements are very skillful, as if she has done such a thing before, and there is a sadness in her heart, especially for Xiao Zhanguo, her kind of huge surprise that has been lost and recovered, as if she is not under her control, wants to jump out of her mouth.
"Here you go, come on, I'll go back first." Almost ran away, she was afraid that if she didn't leave, she would not be able to restrain her emotions and do something unexpected.
The wind at night was a little cool, walking two steps downstairs, she was much more conscious, she couldn't figure it out, Xiao Zhan Guo really had no feelings for her, if so, then the wish she had when she was just sober, the kind of yearning engraved in her bones, should she still work hard to realize it?
Walking around the family courtyard, she couldn't figure out where the future road was, and in the face of Xiao Zhanguo, she couldn't see the slightest hope, and even a little desperate.
Who the hell is she?
Why do you have such a deep obsession with Xiao Zhan Guo in your mind?
No one can answer these questions, and she can't ask others, maybe she is really Chu Yu, maybe not, if not, then who is she?
Kong Jiarui told her that she and Xiao Zhan Guo met during military training, and from the first day of acquaintance to now, for six years, she has always wanted to conquer him.
Whether it is Kong Jiarui's statement, or the statements of other people in the dormitory, such as Sun Wanru, or Yang Yifan and Guo Yuanhang, everyone invariably hears the same word: "conquest".
Why use "conquest"?
According to her understanding, conquest has three meanings, the first of which is that human beings subdue their objects by violence, force, force, or labor to make them accept, obey, and submit. Such as "conquer the stubborn enemy", "conquer nature", "conquer the Ottoman Empire".
The second meaning is that personal prestige, influence, etc., or outstanding talent, broad-mindedness, high morals or wisdom convince, convince, and convincing.
The third meaning is to exert influence or use force or means to make the other party conform and subdue.
What she did to Xiao Zhan Guo before was more like the third meaning, but no matter what it meant, the word used between men and women should have nothing to do with feelings.
Subconsciously, she hates women who are too strong, and even resists many of her previous behaviors, which is like a robber who falls in love with a beautiful woman, and insists on someone to marry him, and does everything she can to achieve her goals.
She knew her feelings for Xiao Zhanguo, the kind of love engraved in her soul and melted in her blood, and she would never be allowed to use these methods to express her love.
If that's really the case, it's not just insulting Xiao Zhanguo, it's also insulting yourself, and it's also a stain on love.
"I'm sorry, I got distracted and didn't see the way." A messy life made her confused, and she accidentally bumped into someone.