Chapter 149: Liuli's Dream III
"The slave asks Yun Concubine Niangniang to say goodbye, Niangniang Wanfu Jin'an."
The familiar and somewhat unfamiliar voice made Liuli a little afraid to confirm it. In her memory, Tang Tang's voice was low and magnetic, but this person's voice took away a bit of shrill sound, and it was not completely similar to Tang Tang's voice.
"You look up." Liuli Road.
The eunuch raised his head, and the familiar eyebrows made Liuli stand up from the chaise longue suddenly.
"Is it really you!?"
The eunuch, that is, Tang Tang smiled bitterly.
"It's me."
"Go out, all of you, I have something to say to this man." Liuli waved her hand and drove the rest of the palace maids and eunuchs out of the door. Although she was excited, she had been in the palace for so many years, and she was much more cautious.
"You, why did you enter the palace again? Moreover, it ...... "Liuli can't go on."
Tang Tang smiled bitterly, and then Liuli's words continued: "The slave is now a eunuch. ”
"Don't call yourself a minion." Liuli listened to Tang Tang calling himself a slave, very unaccustomed to it, and frowned.
Tang Tang: "Niangniang, the slave is now a eunuch, if you don't call yourself a slave and are heard by others, a 'no rules' hat will be smashed down, and the slave will be dead." ”
"This ......" Liuli sighed, she naturally knew that there were many people in the palace, and if Tang Tang didn't call himself a slave, it would really hurt him.
"Whatever you want." Liuli said in a daze, "Why did you enter the palace?" What about Zhan Xunlan? ”
Tang Tang's face darkened: "Xunlan has entered the palace, I am here to find her." ”
"Entered the palace?" Liuli was shocked, "She hasn't given up revenge on the emperor yet?" ”
Tang Tang's eyes widened: "You, how do you know that Xunlan wants to take revenge on the emperor?" ”
Liuli was speechless, her eyes rolled, and she found a reason: "One night, I went to look for you, but I saw you and Zhan Xunlan together, you hugged her and comforted her, I heard all the words of the two of you." Zhan Xunlan is the daughter of a traitor, she wants to avenge her father, brother and relatives, and wants to assassinate the emperor. ”
"So you already knew!"
"Yes, so on the day I was chosen by the emperor, when the two of you came to see me, I didn't see you. I know that you are pouring me down with medicine, pretending to be me close to the emperor, and planning to assassinate the emperor. ”
"I see, it turns out that you already knew our intentions, so you stopped us by refusing." Tang Tang suddenly.
"Yes! I can't let you take the risk, and I can't let you kill the people of the Sect Division. ”
"The man who killed the Sect Division?" Tang Tang was a little puzzled, "I have nothing to do with Xunlan Xing's assassination of the emperor, and it has nothing to do with the people of the Jiaofang Division, it is impossible for the emperor to kill the entire people of the Jiaofang Division, right?" ”
"Haven't you heard of it? You are the people of the Teaching Division, and the emperor will suspect that the Teaching Workshop Division has your accomplices. You died generously, did anyone think about me and the Faculty Division? Tang Tang, many people in the Jiaofang Division have lived with us for many years, do you bear to die with you for the sake of a woman? Liuli's voice was a little sad at the end, and her words were full of complaints, which was the question she wanted to understand the most before she died.
Tang Tang had already stood up, but at this time, he took a few steps back and sat on the ground: "No, no, I didn't think that everyone would die with me." I thought that I was the only one to save and die with Xunlan, and it wouldn't affect anyone else......"
"The first person to be involved was me. Zhan Xunlan approached the emperor's side by pretending to be me, whether I was drugged by you or not, the emperor's first person to punish is definitely me! "The glass is quiet and authentic.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Tang Tang apologized to Liuli. Now that Liuli said it, he realized how selfish he and Zhan Xunlan's plan was and how many people he would kill.
Ruri sighed, and after the biggest resentment in her heart was spoken, her heart calmed down.
"What happened after you two left the palace? Aren't you married? Don't have kids? If she had a child, Zhan Xunlan would not think about revenge. Liuli asked, the resentment was gone, the love and hatred disappeared, and the self-proclaimed concubine identity was restored.
"Nope. When she left the palace, Xunlan was estranged from her minions. Tang Tang sighed, "The slave is really happy to be able to leave the palace, stay away from hatred, and live an ordinary husband and wife life with Xunlan and have children." However, Xunlan didn't think so, she only had hatred in her heart, and she never thought of letting go of hatred and living a dull life with her slaves. At that time, she complained a little about the minions, thinking that the minions didn't understand her and didn't help her, so she didn't talk to the minions for a long time after that. ”
After the slave and Xunlan left the palace, they used the money given by their mother to buy a house and a small shop, and started a small business. The business is very good, and the slave is focused on business, thinking about earning a better life for Xunlan, but she didn't expect to ignore Xunlan, making her distance from the slave farther and farther away. We had very little time to communicate each day, and she was so silent that the minions didn't know what she was thinking. But the slave knew that she must be complaining about the slave, so she was always reluctant to marry the slave. ”
"You've never been married?" Ruri was shocked. She has maintained the deep love between these two people, even if Zhan Xunlan is unhappy because she can't take revenge, she will definitely get married soon, but she didn't expect that the two didn't get married! It's been six years since they left the palace, right?
Tang Tang smiled bitterly and shook his head: "No." Xunlan kept saying that she was in a bad mood and didn't want to get married, and the slave couldn't bear to persecute her. ”
Liuli was speechless for a while: "You are so good to her." Zhan Xunlan is so stupid that she has lived up to your affection. ”
Tang Tang sighed: "In her heart, hatred is better than love. ”
Ruri: "That's because she doesn't love you enough." If you really love someone deeply, you will do anything for that person. It's like you love Zhan Xunlan deeply, and you are willing to help her avenge her and die with her, regardless of whether you implicate relatives and friends. If she loves you deeply, she will give up her hatred and live well with you. ”
Tang Tang's expression was bitter, and he pulled the corners of his mouth with difficulty: "Niangniang, don't you hit the minions like this because you are angry, right?" ”
Liuli said lightly: "This palace is telling the truth. ”
"Honestly?" Tang Tang sighed, "It's the most hurtful!" ”
Liuli: "Looking at your current appearance, you have been hurt a lot, and a few words of truth from Duobengong will not hurt you even more." ”
"Mother, you've changed."
"Bengong has lived in the harem for six years, and she is no longer the little girl who can simply dance. Moreover, you become more than Hongu. Can you still play a guqin song that satisfies you? ”
Tang Tang was stunned for a moment, then smiled again, his smile was even more bitter: "I can't play it, I can't play it anymore, the slave is already useless." ”
Liuli sighed: "For a woman, is it worth it?" ”
Is it worth it? Tang Tang never dared to think about this question, but Liuli suddenly raised this question, and he couldn't escape it.
Is it worth it? Tang Tang asked himself. He lost his favorite guqin, lost all his family wealth, lost his dignity as a man, and even almost killed his friend, just to pursue his lover who only has enemies in his heart, is it worth it?
"Perhaps...... It's not worth it. Tang Tang faced this question squarely and gave an objective answer, "It's just that the minion has no turning back, and the minion is used to chasing her." ”
"Alas," Ruri sighed, "you will work in the palace of the main palace in the future." For the sake of the past, this palace will take care of you. As for Zhan Xunlan's whereabouts, this palace will ask someone to help you find out. ”
"Thank you, mother." Tang Tang knelt down and kowtowed to Liuli gratefully.
Watching the person she once liked kowtow to herself, Liuli had mixed feelings in her heart.
With the help of Liuli, the lord of the first palace, Tang Tang soon knew the whereabouts of Zhan Xunlan. She is now a rough palace maid who is sprinkled and swept by a lowly concubine, not to mention getting close to the emperor, she has been in the palace for so long, and she has not even seen the emperor.
Tang Tang was relieved when he heard the news, and ran to find Zhan Xunlan in the evening.
Liuli was not in the mood to sleep, not because she still had feelings for Tang Tang, but because she was worried that these two people would do something again. Accidentally giving away her own life is secondary, and it won't be good if it affects her. She is not alone now, she still has sons and daughters to take care of and protect. Therefore, she sent someone to secretly follow behind Tang Tang, monitor Tang Tang and Zhan Xunlan's meeting, and if there was any movement between the two, let the followers knock the two unconscious and tie them up.
In the middle of the night, Tang Tang came back dejected.
Ruri didn't sleep and called her to the bedroom.
Sitting on the bed, Liuli hugged the quilt and asked Tang Tang: "What did Zhan Xunlan say to you?" You look like you're lost in your soul? ”
Tang Tang Mu said: "She said that she didn't love me, and she never loved me. ”
"Huh?" Liuli was surprised, "When I was in the Jiaofang Division, the relationship between the two of you was so good, how could she say that she didn't love you?" ”
Tang Tang: "She said that she just liked it at the time, and she couldn't talk about love yet." At that time, she was sent to the Workshop Division as a criminal slave, and she was very strange and frightened together. At this time, I stretched out my hands to her, was kind to her and gentle to her, she was like a drowning person who wants to grasp me tightly like a straw, so that she will be so close to me, recognize my closeness, and become a couple with me. ”
She also said that she didn't have revenge in mind because she didn't know how. It's because of you, because the emperor took a fancy to you, and let her see the hope of getting close to the emperor and taking revenge. It was you who provoked the desire for revenge in her heart! ”
Liuli laughed angrily when she heard this: "She really shirks her responsibility." ”
Tang Tang's eyes were full of heartache and sadness: "I didn't expect her to be like this." ”
Tang Tang groaned, covered his face with his hands and knelt down, tears overflowing down his fingers: "It turns out that everything I have done over the years is a joke, and my feelings are also a joke. Why? Why did she do this to me? Why do you say rub? I'd rather she cheated on me for the rest of my life! ”