"I don't know about that." Zhu Shiqiao spoke directly.

This time she wasn't lying, she really didn't know why he broke up with her back then.

And at that time, it didn't work.

"Was the girl the one who proposed to break up?" Du Jinsheng asked.

"How can you ask that?" Zhu Shiqiao felt that his question was very special, so he also asked.

"Since it's the girl I like, how could I be willing to break up? It must have been the girl who brought it up. Du Jinsheng said lightly.

Zhu Shiqiao's brows couldn't help frowning, it's been five years, why hasn't she thought about this question all along?

If a person likes you, how can he be willing to break up with you?

Do you still need to ask the reason for the breakup? That's very simple, you must not like it so you will propose to break up.

She understands now that Du Jinsheng doesn't like her at all.

Zhu Shiqiao continued: "I heard that it wasn't the girl who proposed it, it was you who had to break up with her, and that girl begged you later and didn't want to break up, but no matter how you asked, you didn't agree, and then you had to break up." ”

"And then what about the girl?" Du Jinsheng asked hurriedly.

"The girl never showed up again." Zhu Shiqiao replied.

Du Jinsheng frowned and asked suspiciously: "If it's the girl I like, how can I bear to let her beg me?" I should have coaxed her, right? And if nothing serious hadn't happened, I wouldn't have been so ruthless. ”

Zhu Shiqiao was shocked by Du Jinsheng's serious analysis, yes, if there was nothing serious, how could he be so ruthless?

But no matter how she thinks about it, Zhu Shiqiao can't remember what serious things happened before.

Not to mention serious matters, even small quarrels, they don't have them.

In fact, she didn't talk to other boys, because she was afraid that Du Jinsheng would misunderstand.

There were a few boys chasing her, and as soon as she saw them, she hurriedly ran away, she was afraid of being seen by Du Jinsheng.

She didn't think she had messed with him.

But Du Jinsheng's temper at that time, it was useless for Zhu Shiqiao to coax him ten thousand times.

Zhu Shiqiao continued: "I heard that your relationship at that time was very good, although you were very secretive, but you were still recognized as a talented woman. ”

Du Jinsheng sighed: "It seems that I used to be a person who didn't know how to love and cherish, I must have done a lot of ridiculous things, right?" ”

Yes, he really used to be like that, he did too many excessive things and said a lot of excessive words.

But after all, there are some words, Zhu Shiqiao can't say it, she doesn't want to leak between the lines that the girl he once liked, and the girl who once ruthlessly abandoned was her.

Zhu Shiqiao comforted him: "Everyone has done ridiculous things, not only you, but the previous things have passed, maybe that girl won't know you anymore when she sees you again." ”

"Am I old? Why don't you know me? Du Jinsheng asked puzzled.

"Maybe people are already married and have children, so how can they know you again?" Zhu Shiqiao then responded to him.

Du Jinsheng spoke again with a little expectation: "Hearing you say this, I want to find the girl I liked, I just want to know if she is doing well now." ”

"Do you really think so?" Zhu Shiqiao asked.

"Of course." Du Jinsheng didn't even think about it, and replied directly.

Zhu Shiqiao was confused by his simplicity and decisiveness.

Without waiting for her to react, Du Jinsheng's unhesitating voice came again: "I don't have a girl to cherish, of course I want to know her current situation, I want her to live better than me, if she is not doing well, I can help her, at least financially I can help her." ”

Then, he added: "Of course, if she is well, I will not bother her, if she is not married, or if she is married and divorced, I think my chance has come." ”

Du Jinsheng may have noticed his loss of control the moment his voice settled, and then soothed his emotions, and then spoke: "Of course, if she doesn't like me anymore, I won't force her, instead of everyone suffering, it's better to let me bear the pain I should have endured alone." ”

Hearing Zhu Shiqiao here, he couldn't help but feel a pain all over his body.

She remembered the night she almost died for giving birth to a jack.

He said it really easily, he bears all the pain alone, what did he endure?

He didn't bear anything, and he called it repentance now.

If something is done again, it is called atonement.

Some things, by the time you think about it, are actually too late.

At the beginning, she needed him like that, she couldn't live without him, she couldn't break up with him.

At that time, he was all she had.

The pain at that time, the pain at that time, she was the only one who carried it.

Thinking of Zhu Shiqiao here, her eyes couldn't help but reveal a touch of awe......

There are thousands of pains in the world, but there is one kind of pain, which can never be said, and this pain of hers has been buried in her heart for so many years, and she has never mentioned it to anyone.

Five years of separation, five years of strangeness, made her heart almost dead.

But just when her heart was not completely dead, he appeared again, when she no longer needed him.

His appearance disrupted her peaceful life again.

When a person is thirsty, you give her a drop of water, and she will thank you for a glass.

But when she was thirsty, you made her thirsty; What's the point of you bringing a glass of water when she's no longer thirsty?

Zhu Shiqiao came back to her senses in an instant and looked at Du Jinsheng: "Do you feel sorry for not being able to cherish the person you like?" ”

He was speechless for a while, and the next second when Zhu Shiqiao thought he wouldn't speak, he spoke: "I don't regret it, but there will always be some regrets in my heart, if I can find her, I will apologize to her; If she hadn't been married, I'd confess to her again; If she gets married, I wish her ...... from the bottom of my heart."

He said it so easily, but his heart was no longer full of taste.

What a genuine love that sounds! But I love it to the extent that it's so strange.

If you know today, why bother in the first place?

The hearts of both of them seemed to be deeply stabbed by something at the same time, and their eyebrows were tightly frowned, revealing a silent pain.

Originally, Zhu Shiqiao wanted to comfort Du Jinsheng, but at this moment, she was speechless.

The silence of each made the air around them extremely stiff.