Chapter 91: So Be It (A Bigger Chapter)
The dilapidated buses were full of passengers, the cassette tapes played were poorly acoustic, and sometimes there was a sizzling sound in the singing:
The mountains and rivers can't carry too much sorrow;
The years can't afford to wait too long;
Spring flowers love to sway in the wind;
The yellow sand wants to bury the foolishness and resentment;
The wisdom of a lifetime, the willingness to be confused, and the sins of a lifetime, to whom to complain......
The conductor who followed the bus put his hands in his sleeves warmer, and suddenly shouted in his voice: "The one in the back, no smoking, don't smoke!" Then he crossed his feet and looked at the crowd:
"The one who wears the fur collar, yes, what about you, the woman, you close the window for me, what kind of weather, sick!"
Qin Xuelian closed the car window, and when her face was gone, she was afraid of being squeezed into a cashmere coat or stepping on her leather boots by the people around her, and her face was expressionless, and even this time the people around her would not pay attention to her because of her foreign dress, but would look sideways from time to time because of her image of being loveless and beaten at a glance.
When she got out of the car, she didn't notice that someone was following behind, and suddenly held her stomach to the big tree on the side of the road, frowned, looked left and right, fixed her eyes, and quickly turned over the leather bag, but didn't find the toilet paper, so she could only brush and tear off the hard paper on the notebook and trot all the way.
Qin Xuelian was holding the paper in her hand, rubbing it, trying to make it softer, while squinting at the wall and thinking:
My hometown doesn't let her go, and I don't let her go here.
It's no longer a matter of whether her son recognizes her or not, it's that she has no face to take her son to suffer and drift anymore, and now she has to let her son live in her notoriety.
Qin Xuelian thought of this, her eyes turned red, and she regretted it a little at this moment, after the divorce, she let her son have no home, and she, what is left.
She took a deep breath, gritted her teeth and thought about it: it is best to pray that her goods will sell smoothly, and that she can start from scratch when she leaves here to do clothing trading in Xiliu, and it is better to die than to live, and only by living can there be hope to get out of this evil breath, otherwise, ......
She sniffed, in fact, she can go out now, but she can't rest assured that Liu Xingliang can't be relieved.
The son is pitiful enough, Liangliang's father is working outside, in the dark in a foreign place, I don't know what it is like to be caught, my father is equal to nothing, if something happens to my mother, she will die, how can she leave the child in this world?
Qin Xuelian wiped her tears with the paper in her hand, then gritted her teeth and made up her mind, thinking in her heart:
But if she dares to force her and has no way out, then she will let a few more poor people in this world accompany Liangliang, and it will not be a vain death.
or die with Su Yuqin, let the convulsive girl and Liangliang have a companion, and they will become motherless children.
Either kill Jiang Nan, go to her school and stab him to death with a few knives, and let Su Yuqin and Jiang Yuandana taste what it is like to be separated from them by yin and yang.
Anyway, the money was given to the son, and it was ...... anyway
Outside the public toilet, Lao Tu was honestly smoking and guarding it, and the eighth ran over from not far away, still holding a red firecracker in his hand.
"What are you buying this for? You won't be to? ”
"Is there anyone else in there?"
"Nope."
The eighth child immediately laughed very obscenely, and handed the firecracker in the direction of Lao Tu: "Come on, you guessed it, Brother Li said, the people who pay us are friends, and the trick of earning this single money, this is a free gift, go." ”
"I'm not going, I'm not going to eat, I shouldn't have to eat this day!"
The eighth man aimed at the old earthy ass and kicked it: "If you want to go, you will go, and you haven't done it." ”
Lao Tu threw the cigarette butt on the ground angrily, shook it with his foot, and took the firecracker: "Then give me fifty more", and after speaking, he went in angrily.
In the past, the public toilets were all dry toilets, but Qin Xuelian's screams suddenly came from there, and the crackling sound of firecrackers sounded in her screams, and blue smoke came out of the vents.
Lao Tu rushed into the women's toilet and ran away when it exploded, while the old eight outside had already run to the street and became a passerby.
After a while, Qin Xuelian, who was stunned and stupid by the, came out, and she screamed on the street with all her strength:
"Who did it? Who the did it?! ”
Everyone hurriedly covered their noses: Oh, this smells.
When Qin Xuelian found the police station, the film police promised to investigate, but the film police also said: "Isn't this all there is to it?" Go home and wash up, I'll let you know if you get caught, you're going to stay here a little longer, and we won't have to work tomorrow. ”
At the end of this day, Qin Xuelian felt as if she was sick, her brain was buzzing, her heart was empty, and the soles of her feet were rootless.
She was wearing dirty clothes, and she was walking in the alley to a friend's house when a man with the smell of alcohol walked and staggered at her.
"Huh? What are you looking at? Well! ”
The man bumped into it in a flash, and Qin Xuelian stumbled when he hit it, and Qin Xuelian immediately replied: "Are you blind?" How can you walk, you can't hear me shouting like this, deaf? ”
She also held back for a day, and the anger in her stomach was about to explode, and she didn't use the man to provoke a conflict and open her mouth to scold, and the man said, "Who are you scolding?" Little bitch! Evil, what does it smell like? Wow, you did it on purpose, it's so dirty just to disgust Lao Tzu? ”
"Who's a bitch you're scolding? You idiot, I know your big surname? ”
Qin Xuelian took two steps forward and pushed the drinking man hard, and as soon as the man hid, he hid behind her, scolding and scolding on his mouth, I let you dare to scold me, and at the same time took out a fruit knife and stabbed it on Qin Xuelian's ass unconsciously, and ran away after piercing.
"Help, help?" For the first time, Qin Xuelian was so surprised that she didn't react, and when she saw the blood on her hands, she pulled her neck and shouted: "Kill someone!" She fell to the ground, banging on the pavement.
After that, it just so happened that she went to the hospital with the help of a well-meaning man from the ethnic minority and bandaged it simply in the eyes of the doctor.
The doctor told her: Fortunately, there is no big problem, the knife should not be long, that is, you can't lie down to sleep for a while, you can't sit down to eat, you have to raise slowly, don't get infected, at least a month.
After that, she was lying on the 120 car and went back to her friend.
Hu Xiaoli looked at the bathroom with an annoyed expression:
"Who have you offended? A body of, can I still have this bathroom in my house? Pushing open the bedroom door again, he saw Qin Xuelian lying on the bed at a glance, and his fingers were about to point to the tip of Qin Xuelian's nose and asked:
"You can't wear pants and lie in my house like this? I'm not at home, and you're pouting like this?
You two do the same at home? I don't know what happened to you? I can trust you.
Let me tell you, now that there is a commotion outside, I only found out what you did today. Who is that, you have been with that old king before, and his daughter-in-law will clean up when she sees you, and I will have good fruit to eat when the time comes? It's bad luck to know you. ”
After speaking, Hu Xiaoli slapped two "propaganda newspapers", one white and one red, in front of Qin Xuelian's eyes:
"I really can't tolerate you, it's not enough friends, it's not just these, it's enough for me to cook for Dazhi and my son, in your case, can I wash your clothes and cook and clean up? I'll take my mother-in-law away when she comes.
And I can't hold your goods, several big bags, hundreds of clothes, where do you let me pile them for you? Do you want to recruit rats in the middle of the living room? My family doesn't sell men's clothing.
You have to think about it, or let your family take it away quickly, you don't have no son, it's not that you don't have a mother's family, you really can't stand it, I shouldn't owe you you! ”
The next day, Qin Xuelian felt that she was really a person who couldn't get over, sin was suffered by people, she admired herself, and nothing could make it difficult for her.
She actually got down to the ground with her waist bent, and actually walked out of Hu Xiaoli's house, and before she went to report the case to her own son, she could still ask for a bowl of chicken noodle soup in front of the noodle stall.
The minority man who kindly saved Qin Xuelian, he was wearing a black leather jacket and a good watch on his hand, and when he put down the noodle bowl for drinking soup, he asked Qin Xuelian on the side suspiciously:
"Why are you here?"
He frowned again and shook his head with disapproving eyes:
"It's all like this, and it's still out? What about your family? ”
"Is that you?"
Qin Xuelian smiled at people, smiled at people and couldn't help covering her mouth and crying: "It seems that there are really kind people in this world, it was you who helped me pay for the treatment yesterday and hired me 120, but I don't know what your name is?" ”
The man stepped forward and patted Qin Xuelian's shoulder:
"Sister, depending on your situation, I'll say a few words that shouldn't be said.
Life will inevitably have ditches and bumps, it depends on what attitude you have to live. Look at me, my wife and son have left me, isn't it good for me to do this?
Listen to my brother, don't cry in trouble, tell me if you have any difficulties, how old am I older than you, and we can be regarded as fate. ”
After that, everything just went naturally.
The above, the general situation, Jiang Nan has heard about it, can she not hehehaha, she commented: They are all drama spirits.
Standing in front of the window, she felt that the sky was blue and the water was clear, and she breathed a sigh of relief.
Although in order not to have a little conscience in a rough way, she has already spent thirty-five thousand, and she has to continue to buy those handicrafts with money on that side until it is diagnosed that Qin Xuelian is sick, and then depending on the situation, see if those handicrafts have brought her profits, if the profits are small, they will be cut off.