"Yu Fan's cousin went to the elders of our two families on his own initiative, and my parents agreed without blinking an eye when they heard that it was the daughter of the Wang family, and promised that the dowry would be given according to the highest specifications at that time. I know that in those years, because of the gossip with Brother Su Hua, the daughters of our good families were very taboo about men like me, and my parents were simply heartbroken about this. So before Yu Fan's cousin went to my house, they didn't even dare to think that I could marry the daughter of the Jiangbei royal family. ”

"Yu Fan's parents have no objection to this family business, Yu Fan has been twenty-eight years old at the time, and there was a family business before, only because the man died of illness before getting married, so it was delayed for a few years, but he also left himself a reputation as a Kefu."

"Two men and women with some flaws in their reputations in famous families have formed a pair because of this. But when I learned that Yu Fan was a woman, my head seemed to be struck by lightning, and I was a little overwhelmed for a while. I don't know how Yu Fan felt when she first learned that we had decided to be married, but she made an appointment to meet me a few days later. ”

"I remember that Tianyu Fan was still wearing a cyan gown and a melon skin hat, but his round baby face had a calmness and calmness that women of the same age did not have. We met in a very elegant tea house. ”

"At first, the two of them just lowered their heads and drank their own tea, occasionally looked up at each other, and then smiled faintly, and then continued to drink tea, from beginning to end, no one spoke first, until leaving, Yu Fan asked Xiao Er of the tea house for paper and pen, and then wrote the first two sentences of 'flowers are not flowers' on it to send me."

Holding Yu Fan's ink treasure, I went home in a daze, but before I could walk into the house, I was stopped by Brother Su Hua halfway, and it can be seen from Brother Su Hua's slightly haggard expression that he must be unable to sleep these days. And I didn't know how to explain it when I faced him at that time, I was hesitant for a long time, but I didn't say a complete sentence, because at that time, even I didn't know whether I liked men or women. ”

"Later, after returning home, I first agonized about my relationship with Brother Su Hua for a long time, and then when I opened the ink treasure that Yu Fan gave me, I was extremely excited and couldn't put it down, so I threw my troubles with Brother Su Hua out of the clouds. Yu Fan's handwriting is very low, and I know that she wants me to add a picture to it. But I am self-aware of my painting skills, and my paintings are definitely not worthy of her words. ”

"My parents really wanted me to start a family as soon as possible, so that I could get rid of my relationship with Brother Su Hua, so they deliberately went to northern Jiangsu to discuss the marriage date with Yu Fan's father. At that time, I learned that Yu Fan's biological mother died when she was very young, and her stepmother was in charge of everything in the family. My parents' request was exactly what her stepmother wanted, and our wedding date was set for a month later. ”

"I remember that the wedding date was the last month of autumn, when Yu Fan stayed at her cousin's house until five days before the wedding. Before going back, we had agreed to go to Guanxi Temple together, but I missed the appointment that day. ”

"The weather was very good that day, and I went out early, thinking that I would go to the Guanxi Temple to worship the Bodhisattva first, and then wait for Yufan to arrive. However, before I could reach the Guanxi Temple, I was robbed by Brother Su Hua, who held a sharp knife to his heart, and then forced me to go with him. Ever since I knew that I had set a wedding date with Yu Fan, Brother Su Hua had been thinking about it, and during this period, I couldn't meet him under the supervision of my family, but when I saw him that day, even if he didn't hold a knife, I was already very distressed about him. I couldn't imagine that after only a month of not seeing him, he was so thin that he was only skinny and bones, and I staggered with him to the bamboo house where we often had trysts, and he asked me hoarsely why I had broken my oath. Why do you like women while loving him? Why can you easily leave him and be with Wang Yufan? Then he asked me, how did I feel when I was with Wang Yufan? Is it the same as when you were with him? ”

When Brother Su Hua asked these words, I could clearly see the despair and sadness in his eyes, but I didn't know how to answer in the face of his questioning, and I didn't even know whether I loved him or Yu Fan more, or was it just Yu Fan's amazing calligraphy that I liked at the beginning? All of this, before I had time to come up with an answer, the sharp knife in Brother Su Hua's hand had stabbed into his own heart without hesitation, I opened my mouth half-open, and I didn't even have time to say a word of stopping, and then I watched Brother Su Hua fall in front of me, watching his blood stain the entire floor, watching his eyes turn from despair to resentment, watching him staring at me without blinking......"

When he said this, he closed his eyes, as if the pain and struggle of Su Hua when he committed suicide many years ago were still vivid.

"That day, Yu Fan waited for me for a long time in Guanxi Temple, but he didn't wait for me until dark. In the early hours of the next morning, she took a carriage back to northern Jiangsu, and I haven't seen her since......."

Speaking of this, the story seems to be nearing the end, but what the end is, Qin Yan doesn't know, and Ding Xiaofan doesn't know.

"And then? You won't marry Wang Yufan because your brother Su Hua died, right? This is the result that Ding Xiaofan came up with, and the truth is the same.

"Yes, I didn't marry Yufan as promised, I became a runaway. I left here with Brother Su Hua's ashes and later became a monk. And because of my ordination, Yu Fan was once again pushed to the top of the gossip, and it was not until many years later that I learned from Yu Fan's cousin that a month after I ran away from marriage, Yu Fan couldn't stand the cold eyes and ridicule of his family, and ran away angrily, and his whereabouts are unknown. ”

"Yu Fan's cousin told me that before leaving home, Yu Fan vowed never to touch a pen again. So the ink treasure she left me at that time is probably the last work she left in her life. After becoming a monk, every time I saw the words she wrote, I would think of the thin figure I had seen on the stone bridge, and with my memory, I drew this figure and the stone bridge, although the painting was vulgar, but it confirmed the status of Yu Fan in my heart. ”

"So, no one has seen her since Wang Yufan left home?" Ding Xiaofan is very curious about what kind of ending such a talented woman will have in the end.

Dream smiled bitterly, "Many years later, I also regretted my escape from marriage, so for ten years, I traveled half of China as a monk, I wanted to find Yu Fan, and I wanted to know where she was and whether her life was good." However, the world is like this, and the more you want to meet someone, the more you will not be able to get what you want. And I, in fact, should be more self-reaping, or rather, Yu Fan doesn't want to meet me again. ”

"That's for sure, I don't want to see you again if I do, and even if I do, I'll have to slap you twice first." Ding Xiaofan pouted and muttered quietly, but he didn't want to be poked by Qin Yan with his elbow.

"Since you haven't seen Wang Yufan again, why are you waiting for her here? How can you be sure she'll be back here? Qin Yan believes that in terms of the failure of the dream to come true, it is not very likely that Wang Yufan will return here.

"Yes, she shouldn't have come back here, but because of this-" As he spoke, Yuan Meng pointed to the words on the wall, and said helplessly: "Because I couldn't find Yu Fan, I cast a spell on this pair of words, and I believe that if she is reincarnated again, she will definitely return here." ”

The dream came true with eyes looking at Ding Xiaofan, and there was a twelve-point apology and understanding in his eyes.

"Hey, what do you think I'm doing? I...... I'm not Wang Yufan, and I can't be her reincarnation, she is a descendant of Wang Xizhi, a talented woman of a generation, but what about me? I don't even know how to hold a brush. Ding Xiaofan didn't like the way she looked at her very much, she didn't want it very much, and she didn't believe that she was the reincarnation of Wang Yufan.

Are you kidding? Entangled in such a complex and perverted emotional entanglement, if it were me, I would go crazy directly.

"Alas, Yu Fan once swore before her death that she would never write again in this life and this life, and it seems that her vow is not only in her lifetime, but also extends to future reincarnation."

"Ah......" Ding Xiaofan patted his forehead and sighed, thinking, is this the reincarnation of Wang Yufan?

Qin Yan turned his head to look at Ding Xiaofan, then turned his head to look at Yuan Meng, and said: "Now I don't care whether Ding Xiaofan is the reincarnation of Wang Yufan, first of all, I want to know the most critical question, you escaped Wang Yufan's marriage because of Su Hua's death, and then went all over the world to find Wang Yufan, how do I think your behavior is difficult to understand, do you say that you are a man and a man in love, or a man and a woman are in love?" Or to put it bluntly, do you like Su Hua or Wang Yufan? ”

Yuan Meng shook his head and smiled bitterly, and said: "Before my death, this question used to haunt my life, but until the end of my life, I didn't know the answer in my heart. ”

Speaking of which, Dream once again set his sights on Ding Xiaofan, but he didn't want to exchange for two big eyes.

"Hey, monk, if you have anything to say, can you just say it, can you just look at me without talking about it? Let me make it clear to you, I am not Wang Yufan, and it can't be her. It won't be her reincarnation, and I don't have anything to do with her. Did you hear me clearly? ”

Ding Xiaofan felt that his heart was about to explode, he had listened to a perverted story, but now he had to pull himself into it as the protagonist, is this the rhythm of wanting to die?