343 For I was in my heart
She texted and said, "I really can't help it, I want to talk to you!" ”
Originally, Qiao Tu was able to send me a message, which made me feel very surprised, after all, after that day, she never sent me a message again, even if I took the initiative to contact her, she didn't pay attention to me, I felt uncomfortable, and I didn't understand, but then it slowly faded over time, why did you suddenly send me a message at this time? And this sentence: I really can't help it, what does it mean?
Does it mean that she has always wanted to talk to me, but for some reason she couldn't talk to me, and now she can't help it, so she talks to me? Thinking of this, the small flame that had been extinguished in my heart seemed to burn again in an instant, and if it was really as I guessed, it would mean that Qiao Tu had me in her heart, and she had not forgotten me for a long time.
Now I started to regret it again, I shouldn't have messed with Xia Yu, if I hadn't messed with Xia Yu, I could have chased Qiao Tu without scruples, but now I've slept with Xia Yu twice. And just now I promised Xia Yu that I would try to get along with her for a while, if Qiao Tu knew about it, then what would she think of me? I will definitely think that I am unreliable, and I am afraid that there is no hope for the two of us.
I originally wanted to reply to Qiao Tu's text message and ask her where she is now, and if she has returned to her hometown on May Day, but at this time, the sound of water in the bathroom has stopped, and Xia Yu should have come out immediately. So I didn't reply to Qiao Tu's message, and my colleague took QQ down.
After Xia Yu dried up and came back, I slept with both arms, although I was holding Xia Yu in my arms, but what I was thinking about was Qiao Rabbit, I also felt that I was a little too bad like this, eating the bowl and looking at the pot, how did I become like this now? Even I hate myself a little bit.
The next day was the last day of the May Day holiday, and Xia Yu had to go home to pack his things. So I left early, and when I was leaving, she came over and put her arms around my neck and kissed me, saying that if the two of us could continue to be together this time, she would never let herself lose me again.
After she left, I first called Zheng Hu and asked him to come back to sleep, and I hurried on QQ when I was done, I thought Qiao Tu would send me a message. But no, I messaged her back, and I said, "Where are you now?" Have you returned to your hometown on May Day? ”
She estimated that she was invisible, she was obviously not online just now, but the message was almost a second back, she said: "I didn't go home, I'm still in the provincial capital, QQ is inconvenient to speak, he will go to my QQ from time to time." I'll text you later! ”
A few minutes after this message was sent, an unfamiliar number sent me a text message, she said that this number was a small number she secretly set up herself, and she exchanged the previous number with Chenchen, and she will not use it in the future.
I thought that this morning was really enough, in order not to let the two of us contact, it was really painstaking, I asked her what the hell was going on, you suddenly stopped talking to me in the first place? She said that the night she chatted with me, Chenchen suddenly called, so she didn't reply to me immediately, as for what Chenchen said on the phone, Qiao Tu didn't tell me clearly, just said that Chenchen had a secret that she couldn't tell, Chenchen said that if she contacted me again and was known by him, she would tell this secret to others, so she was very scared at the time, so she decided not to bother me anymore.
I said, "Then you at least tell me at the time, let me ignore you in the future, so that suddenly I don't care about people, and I don't pay attention to you when I take the initiative to talk to you, which is easy to make people think and feel so irritable!" ”
Qiao Tu sent me several sorry in a row, saying that she was really scared at the time, afraid that I didn't understand her after telling me the truth, and then she would keep looking for her, and then she angered Chenchen, and then her secret was revealed to the world, and she felt that since she was the object of Chenchen, it was really not right to be like me, so after thinking about it, she made up her mind to ignore me, and she also wanted to take the opportunity to see if she could bear it if she could bear it if she ignored me for a long time, but the result was that she was getting more and more uncomfortable day by day, and now she finally couldn't stand it.
Seeing Qiao Tu say this, my heartbeat instantly accelerated a lot, and her meaning was already obvious. That's that she likes me, otherwise how could she be more and more miserable every day? The more I thought about it, the more excited I became, and kept repeating in my heart: Qiao Tu likes me, Qiao Tu definitely likes me!
I said that you obviously like me, she said that she doesn't know whether she likes me, or the habit of chatting with me every day during the previous time, and becoming dependent, in short, she always feels empty in her heart if she doesn't chat with me, and she also asked me if I haven't chatted with her during this time, whether I talked to other little girls again, and I must have lived how to live, without a little sadness.
Qiao Tu is only half right, in fact, when she didn't pay attention to me at first, I was really uncomfortable during that time, and I was thinking about why she didn't care about me every day, but then slowly this uncomfortable feeling faded, and Xia Yu chatted with me every day, which diluted this feeling even more, and now it can be said that I am used to the days without Qiao Tu, but now I know that Qiao Tu has always cared about me in my heart, and my feelings for her seem to be like the torrent bursting out, and it exploded in an instant, and my heart was full of joy, I asked her what the situation was with Chenchen now.
She said that she often quarreled, although she hadn't contacted me for a while, but Chenchen still didn't believe her, she always felt that she was using other methods to contact me, she felt like a prisoner under surveillance, no freedom, she was very tired every day, if she went out with her sisters, Chenchen had to make a phone call every once in a while, her sisters felt that he was too much, so that she didn't have face at all, she also said that Chenchen was not like this before. How did it suddenly become like this?
I said maybe I saved you in the Ocean Star before, so he felt the pressure, Qiao Tu said that she didn't want to be so much now, anyway, it might be too painful, if Chenchen really wants to tell her secret to others at that time, it means that she has seen Chenchen this person, break up, and there is nothing to be nostalgic about.
Qiao Tu said this, I was more curious about what secret she had that was caught by Chenchen, but I knew that when I asked Qiao Tu at this time, it was impossible for her to tell me, and I chatted like this for a long time, and after she said that Chenchen was going to ask her to go out to watch a movie, she didn't say anything more to me, and said that she wouldn't talk to her on QQ in the future, and don't send text messages to her original phone number, if you want to send it, send it on this number, and said that it can only be sent after ten o'clock in the evening. Because at ten o'clock in the evening, she could be sure that she was in the dormitory, and Chenchen was not around.
After chatting with Qiao Tu, my mood became much better, Zheng Hu went to sleep after returning from the Internet café, and when it was almost noon, Guan Qingqing called me and asked me to go to the house for dinner, and I was going to call Zheng Hu when I left, but he couldn't live or die. said that Guan Qingqing's parents were also there, he was embarrassed, and he had an all-nighter last night, and now he is sleepy, he just wants to sleep, I didn't force him, I went to Guan Qingqing's house alone.
I and Guan Qingqing's parents, I haven't seen each other for more than ten years, they only have a vague impression in my mind, after meeting today, I found that they are much older than I imagined, I remember when I was a child, they were both young men and women, and now they are both uncles and aunts, the second elder is very enthusiastic about me, and the enthusiasm makes me a little embarrassed, they should also know the situation of my parents, so I deliberately avoid talking about these when chatting with me. The purpose is to be afraid that I will be embarrassed.
When I sat down to eat, my mother suddenly came, she also took a lot of gifts and fruits, Guan Qingqing's family was also very enthusiastic about my mother, and specially asked my mother to sit with me during the meal, which made me feel a little uncomfortable, and my mother kept looking at me and giving me vegetables, because Guan Qingqing's parents were here, and I didn't worry about her, I endured it.
After eating, Guan Qingqing's parents chatted with my mother in the living room, and Guan Qingqing called me into the house and explained some things to me, all of which were told to me about some things in school, as well as about my mother, she said that she hoped that I and my mother could get along well, after all, now I am the only relative. I told Guan Qingqing that she shouldn't worry about it, I have my own plans.
Because we have class tomorrow, I should leave for school after eating, so I didn't stay at Guan Qingqing's house for long, when I left, my mother kept staring at me with that very strange look, I could see that she seemed to have something to say to me, but in the end she didn't say it, on the way back to the hotel, I called Xia Yu and Chen Yajing, and asked them to come to the door of my hotel at seven o'clock in the evening, and then go directly to the highway.
When I was about to arrive at the hotel, my mother suddenly called me and said that I wanted to meet and chat with me before going to school, and asked me if I had time. She didn't say anything, told me a few words, told me to study hard in school, and said that I have no backing now, and I have to rely on myself in the future, but don't let my temperament mess around.
I found that the more my mom told me, the more she told me to be okay and so on, the more disgusted I was with her. I impatiently told her that she didn't have to worry about my business, and hung up the phone.
After going back, Zheng Hu was still sleeping, and I didn't wake him up until more than five o'clock in the afternoon, when I went out to eat, Zheng Hu suddenly asked me what I had today, it seems that I have a good complexion, I asked him if it was really fake, can this be seen, he said yes. It feels different from a few days ago, I didn't tell him that it was because of Qiao Tu, he smiled at me, saying that it must have something to do with Xia Yu, I smiled and didn't speak, and he asked me if I was going to reconcile with Xia Yu, I shook my head and said that I didn't have this plan, and he slurped. It's strange to say no, this has been opened twice, if I don't reconcile, will people be willing to let me go.
I told him not to ask more about him, and he smiled and didn't speak.
Before leaving, I also called Chen Chong, on the one hand, I said goodbye to him on the phone, and on the other hand, I also asked him about what happened on the day of the engagement, and he said that there was already some evidence to prove that Xie Dapeng did it, and in the past two days, he and his brother were discussing how to take revenge on Xie Dapeng, which is estimated to be a matter of the last few days.
He also told me that Fan Jun made a phone call at noon today, saying that he was going to have dinner tonight, and specifically called me on, but he told Fan Jun that I might have to go to school, and I couldn't go, I said that I really couldn't go, and I was going to get on the highway at seven o'clock, and I would invite you to eat when I came back from summer vacation, Chen Chong said that a word was a certainty, and said that Fan Jun and I were his good brothers, and when we were awkward in the past, he was too awkward in the middle, and now everyone has become friends, and it will be better to get along in the future.
When it was almost seven o'clock, Chen Yajing and Xia Yu came to the hotel, we simply ate something and then got on the highway, almost until more than ten o'clock in the evening, Qiao Tu suddenly called me, I was a little hesitant to answer the phone, on the one hand, driving, it is more dangerous to answer the phone, on the other hand, Xia Yu and Chen Yajing are sitting in the back, I am afraid that it is inconvenient to speak.
But I really wanted to answer the phone in my heart, especially after knowing that Qiao Tu didn't talk to me for a while, the more I wanted to talk to her, so in the end I still answered the phone, she said that she was bored just after washing, and wanted to call me to chat, and she asked me where I was now, I said on the road, and I was walking to the provincial capital.
She then snorted and said, "What about you driving?" Don't talk to me when you're driving! "I told her that it was okay, I just drove slowly, but Qiao Tu didn't agree, she asked me to drive well. I talked to her when I got to school, and she hung up the phone when she was done.
After hanging up the phone, Xia Yu in the back row also asked me who called, I haven't spoken yet, Chen Yajing smiled and joked: "Then who else, it must be a little girl, look at the tone he just talked to others, how gentle he is, if he is a man, can he be so gentle?" ”
Xia Yu sighed lightly, saying that this is also true, I told Chen Yajing not to talk nonsense here, and glanced at Xia Yu from the rearview mirror after finishing the matter, and found that she was a little unhappy, to be honest, I also feel a little sorry for Xia Yu at this time, but I can't control myself, after all, my heart is now on Qiao Tu, I can't help it, if I am asked to make a choice between Qiao Tu and Xia Yu at this time, I will definitely choose Qiao Tu.
Because we rested for a few hours in the service area halfway, it was just six o'clock in the morning when we arrived in the provincial capital, and Zheng Hu was sent to their school, and then when I returned to our school, it was already seven o'clock, and when I was driving the car to enter the school gate, suddenly there was a Santana on the opposite side of the car speeding towards me, I couldn't dodge, and was directly hit by the car to the left front of the car, at that time, the first instinct was that this person was deliberate, I also looked at the people in the car through the window glass, wearing hats and masks, I couldn't see clearly, But I'm sure I'm not very old, I'm in my twenties.
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