Chapter 363: Refusal Again
"I understand! That's why I came in person. Of course she does.
"Power has never been important to me, and after so many years of fighting, I am used to seeing life and death, and killing flesh and blood. But all this is for the ideals of the imperial brother, for the well-being of the people in the world, I am willing to give everything, even if I die on the battlefield, I never think that it is for my personal power. β
Desolate smiled, "But now, the second brother is gone, and even if the third brother is wrong, he is still my brother." How could I kill the third brother in order to avenge the second brother. Even if he deserves it, once the two armies fight, it is the people of the Great Song Dynasty who suffer from the long-term civil war, and it is the national strength of the Great Song Dynasty that is consumed. The foundation established by the imperial brother will fall back into chaos after finally settling down. β
Yun Moxi lowered her head sadly, which was also her biggest concern and the result she least wanted to see.
Zhao Ting said sadly: "If you step on the white bones and step on the corpse of your brother to sit on the throne." So what's the difference between me and the third brother? What is the difference between it and the ruthlessness of the killing of the evil Chen? β
Turning his head, he couldn't bear to look at the grief and sadness in his eyes.
"But if His Royal Highness doesn't fight, since King Jin can kill His Majesty for the throne, then it will also be unfavorable to His Highness in order to consolidate the throne. Even if it is indisputable, with His Royal Highness's current power and prestige, it is also the biggest threat to King Jin's throne. His Royal Highness misses brotherhood, but King Jin will not be soft. She said.
Zhao Ting walked up to her and asked in a low voice, "Do you really want me to fight for this throne?" β
Looking up at him, not avoiding each other's gazes, "I don't know!" That's why I came here in person, just to hear His Highness's answer! β
looked at her eyes quietly, wanting to see the bottom of her heart, wanting to know what she was thinking, whether she was in love with herself!
"The person I respect the most in this world is my second brother, and the one I love the most is you. The second brother is gone, you can come at this time, my heart is so comforting, and it also alleviates the pain. He said affectionately.
"What is Your Highness talking about at this time!" Look away.
Reaching out and holding her shoulders, he turned to face him, looked into his eyes, leaned in and whispered, "I wonder if your repeated rejection of me is because of the edict?" You're not ruthless to me, but because you don't want to marry into the royal family again, let alone a king, right? β
Seeing the deep affection and torment in his eyes, the scenes experienced between the two of them sacrificed their lives to save each other. Her heart had melted unconsciously.
Caring about him is no longer just for the mission of the Yun family.
There was silence for a long time and did not speak.
"You didn't accept me before, even if you don't accept it for the rest of your life, I will wait with you without regrets. But from today onwards, I won't wait any longer......" he said suddenly.
looked at him in amazement, and his heart suddenly sank.
"Because I don't want to wait any longer, I'm going to get! I want to marry you! There is no second brother anymore, and I can't lose you anymore. To you...... Whether you want it or not, I will never let go. He said firmly.
Yun Moxi suddenly had the urge to cry, his eyes were red, but his heart was warm and warm.
"And how are you going to get me?" Asked softly, a little choked in his throat.
"Since you don't want to marry into the royal family, you don't want to marry the emperor. Then I will give up everything, wander the world with you, and be a couple to the gods. No matter where you go, never let go. β
"What if I fall in love with someone else?"
"I will never give you a chance to fall in love with someone else, I will be with you every second and every moment, watching you." Said domineeringly.
"But the throneβthe supreme glory, the power that dominates the world, are you really willing to give it up?"
"Wealth, glory and power, even if you are in charge of the world, if you don't have a loved one by your side, it's just a lonely existence. Not to mention the sacrifice of countless innocent lives. That's not the future I want! β
He affectionately and firmly, "I just want to spend my future with you!" β
Her eyes were clouded with a layer of moisture, "But if Your Highness chooses me, it will be to give up everything and even put your life in danger, and Your Highness is willing?" β
He smiled slightly, "As long as I can get your heart, even if I can't go to the white head, this life will be happy and satisfying." Even if I exchange my life for a day of falling in love with you, I have no regrets! β
The words hit her heart like waves, sweet and bitter, and she wanted to reveal her heart to him, but the current situation could not tolerate the love of children, and she didn't want to make him choose a thorny path because of herself.
If you don't fight at this time, the military power will be taken back by Zhao Guangyi little by little in the future, and it will be slaughtered by others at that time.
And he should have become a generation of heroes, he should have led the Great Song Dynasty to unify the world, and he should have let the people of the world live and work in peace and contentment.
This is also the mission and responsibility of the Yun family!
He can't give up all of this for the sake of a woman.
Even if that woman is herself.
Yun Moxi forcibly suppressed the helplessness and bitterness in his heart, and said coldly: "I also hope that His Royal Highness will take the society of the Great Song Dynasty and the common people in the world as the most important!" King Jin's talent and strategy are far inferior to His Royal Highness, and he has no well-being of the people in his heart, only the desire for power. In this way, the future of the Great Song Dynasty is worrying! Your Highness can't bear to let the country laid down by His Majesty be destroyed? β
"And what about you?"
"Mo Xi only has the responsibility of assisting His Highness - the responsibility of the Yun family! Nothing else. β
The calm and rejective words made Zhao Ting's painful heart throb even more, and the enthusiasm and hope in his eyes gradually turned into despair and pain.
A faint smile suddenly appeared on his face, so sad!
Otherwise, she turned her back resolutely, and after a moment she heard heavy footsteps behind her and walked out.
The endless grievances and helplessness in his heart, hurting him and hurting himself even more, tears could no longer stop flowing.
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In the next few days, she lived alone in the big tent, didn't see Zhao Ting, and didn't go back to the big tent.
Every day, guards bring in carefully prepared dishes. They are all what he likes to eat on weekdays, and the taste is the same as what Zhao Ting made for himself in the small courtyard in Yangzhou.
My heart is warm, knowing that he must be extremely painful and difficult to choose at this time, but I can only force him.
Over the years, he has refused and been cold countless times, not only did he not give up, but he has always guarded himself.
Gradually, this kind of protection has become Yun Moxi's own belief in perseverance, and has become the deepest warmth and reliance in his heart.
Even if he can't eat it, he is forced to eat it all at every time, and these foods are his heart. Even if you can't accept his heart, you should at least accept his friendship.
And from the food, you can also tell if he is in the barracks.
As long as the food delivered when he is not there, it will be different, although it is also ordered to be carefully cooked by the military chef, but the taste is different.
That's what was delivered today.
Looking at the dishes in front of him, he knew at a glance that it was not Zhao Ting who made it, and he had not been in the camp for two consecutive days.
What exactly did he plan to do? What are you busy with these days?
"Yueqi!" She cried out, unable to hold back any longer.
Yun Yueqi strode in.
"What does the master command?" He asked, leaning down.
"Where is Your Highness?"
"The subordinates don't know. I wanted to follow, but His Highness ordered to protect the master here and not let him leave. β
"So what is he up to? If you want to prepare to fight back to the capital, there should be movement! β