Chapter Seventy-Four: Spit Out is Fast
"What?" Fang Yu was stunned, as if he hadn't heard Tian Xiaoyu's words, and stared at Tian Xiaoyu for a long time.
Tian Xiaoyu didn't stop, just looked at Fang Yu and continued: "In that dream that lasted for ten years, we had long been separated, we hadn't seen each other for eight years, I was married, you were also married, we, we each lived our own lives, and we never had contact." I don't want to say whether the reason for our separation was because of my stupidity, or because of your indifference, after all, so much time has passed, and in retrospect, it has been out of the original mood. But now, I woke up from the dream, but I didn't wake up, I left myself in the dream, and now here, it's just a body, I want to go back, but I can't do it, I have no choice, I have to follow the trajectory in the dream, slowly trimming the road I have walked......"
Tian Xiaoyu said to herself, big tears poured out of her eyes, she didn't have time, and she didn't want to wipe them away, because the truth, this emotion, and this tear had been brewing for too long, as if she was just waiting for the moment when the truth was told, and she burst out.
At this time, the distance between Tian Xiaoyu and Fang Yu was only half a meter, maybe in Fang Yu's eyes, the two were only separated by a few zhang of air and dust, but in Tian Xiaoyu's eyes, they were separated by ten years of flowing water and thousands of mountains.
Fang Yu's surprise and suspicion were uncertain, Tian Xiaoyu had a full view, but he couldn't figure out his thoughts.
Tian Xiaoyu calmed down for a while, and said: "I came back here, thinking that things could develop slowly according to the previous signs, and one day I could wait until that point in time, but I was wrong, this place is different from before...... I'm trying very hard to keep my track, but everything in the world is connected, and when someone else goes off the rails, it's hard for me to stay ......on track."
Fang Yu's expression changed from bewilderment, to shock, to contemplation, to sympathy...... Finally, in Tian Xiaoyu's continuous muttering, he took two steps forward and interrupted her words.
"Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu," Fang Yu shouted softly, walking over and holding Tian Xiaoyu's hand.
Tian Xiaoyu looked at Fang Yu with tears in her eyes, a little stunned, because in her impression, Fang Yu had never called her so tenderly and affectionately, so she forgot to pull her hand away for a while.
"Xiaoyu, you must be too tired from reviewing," Fang Yu comforted softly: "Blame me, it's my dereliction of duty to not take care of your emotional changes in time......"
A wave of sadness hit Tian Xiaoyu's heart, Fang Yu didn't believe her, Fang Yu didn't believe a word of her words......
The punch of the truth seemed to hit the cotton, Tian Xiaoyu was lost for a while, shook off Fang Yu's hand, and muttered, "You don't believe ......"
Yes, anyone who hears this will not believe it, let alone the cautious and stubborn Capricorn Fang Yu?
"Then have you ever thought about why Lin Chu was scared when he saw me and wanted to follow me all the time?" Tian Xiaoyu stared at Fang Yu's eyes and said word by word: "Because, he is dead." ”
When he said this, Tian Xiaoyu's back couldn't help but feel a chill, and it was expected that Fang Yu, who heard this at the moment, was also the same.
"......" Fang Yu's surprised expression was unusually obvious, he pursed his lips, his brows locked into deep Sichuan characters, and stepped forward to take Tian Xiaoyu's hand, but Tian Xiaoyu avoided it, so he had to whisper: "Xiaoyu, don't be like this, I know you are very tired......"
"He's depressed, right? He was serious at the end of last semester, right? Tian Xiaoyu interrupted Fang Yu's words, "In reality, he jumped from the roof of the teaching building to kill himself. I don't know why I'm still here, I don't know what went wrong......"
"Tian Xiaoyu!" Seeing that Tian Xiaoyu couldn't stop her nervous chatter, Fang Yu was a little angry, "Don't say it again!" Then he slowed down his tone and said, "Xiaoyu, don't tell others about Lin Chu like this, okay?" Let's go to the doctor tomorrow, shall we? ”
"Haha......" Tian Xiaoyu couldn't help but look up to the sky and laugh, "Do you think I'm crazy?" Fang Yu, you actually think I'm crazy! I'm not crazy, it's the world that's crazy! Saying that, Tian Xiaoyu couldn't help but get closer to Fang Yu, and whispered mysteriously: "Perhaps, now we are in a dream, and when we wake up, I will go back!" ”
“…… Xiaoyu, I didn't think you were crazy, you're too tired, hurry back to the dormitory, okay? ”
At this moment, Fang Yu was a little panicked, Tian Xiaoyu couldn't help but feel very guilty when he saw it in his eyes, after all, he was only twenty years old at this time, and he had seen the storm for ten years after the age of twenty, so it couldn't help but be unfair to ask Fang Yu to understand and face it like this.
"yes, I'm probably too tired." Tian Xiaoyu sighed and said.
"Well, yes, it must be," Fang Yu nodded again and again, "Besides, how can the things in the dream be taken seriously?" Let's go, let's go back and rest! It's not a big deal to go to graduate school, and there's nothing wrong with working directly, if not, let's fall off the list and work together. ”
Tian Xiaoyu just turned around and walked two steps, and when she heard this, she stopped again, she turned her head sideways and looked at Fang Yu and said strangely: "Fang Yu, no, we have been separated for a long time, we are not a couple anymore, I want to find my husband." ”
Fang Yu looked at Tian Xiaoyu's sincerity, and the anger and sadness aroused in a moment quickly dissipated, revealing a caring look for the mentally handicapped, and then said: "Okay, okay, do whatever you say, I'll send you back to the dormitory first, and you can sleep well." ”
"Hmm!" Tian Xiaoyu couldn't help but burst into tears, "Thank you, Fang Yu!" We're still friends! Then he said with emotion: "To be honest, I also regret it after the breakup, I shouldn't have fallen in love with you in the first place, otherwise we would have been friends forever, and we wouldn't have lost contact." ”
"Hmm." Fang Yu also looked at Tian Xiaoyu sincerely and nodded, and urged: "Let's go, let's go back and go to bed early." ”
Fang Yu sent Tian Xiaoyu to the door of the dormitory, and told Tian Xiaoyu to rest early, don't think nonsense, Tian Xiaoyu nodded perfunctorily, then turned around and entered the building, and when he climbed to his own floor, he happened to look down from the corridor window, Fang Yu was still standing in place, and after a while, he turned around and left, but not in the direction of the dormitory.
Tian Xiaoyu returned to the dormitory, Liu Chen had already returned, and he was sitting in front of the computer watching the video, but Eun Xiu had not come back yet. Tian Xiaoyu hurriedly finished washing up, and then climbed onto the bed and was stunned.
"Hey, Xiaoyu, where did Eun-so go?" Liu Chen asked.
"Dating." Tian Xiaoyu looked at the ceiling and replied.
"Oh?" Liu Chen was a little curious, "Is it the one who sent snacks yesterday?" ”
"Hmm." Tian Xiaoyu suddenly remembered something again, and said, "Don't lock the door when you turn around, she said she has to come back." ”
"Oh." Liu Chen replied, then went to wash up and went to bed.
It was late at night, the dormitory building was quiet again, Tian Xiaoyu and Liu Chen were discussing the situation of the postgraduate entrance examination, and then they heard the sound of high-heeled shoes walking in the corridor, it was Eun Xiu who came back.
Sure enough, the door to the dormitory was opened, and Eun-so lifted her feet and walked in gently.
"Hey, we haven't slept yet! Don't be so careful! Liu Chen poked his head out of the bed and smiled at Eunxiu. Tian Xiaoyu couldn't help but look over.
"Hey, I thought you were asleep!" Eun Xiu said with a sharp voice, turned on the lamp on her desk, and then threw a wink at Tian Xiaoyu, Tian Xiaoyu understood in seconds......
"What's going on? ......" Liu Chen looked at the two of them as if they had a secret, and couldn't help but be curious: "What didn't you tell me?!" ”
"Haha......" Eun-so couldn't help but tilt her head and chuckle a few times, "Wait for Sister Hui to tell you!" ”