I'm just a little 18 passing by

The breeze caressed, the light rain fluttered and scattered, the rain flowers that left water stains on the ground, people are hurrying and walking briskly to return to the resting home quickly, the busy day has passed, and tomorrow will be a new expectation.

And somewhere in the capital, in a dilapidated and tidy courtyard, the Zhang family is busy preparing today's meals back and forth, as if preparing something solemn, and there are actually a few plates of meat that they are reluctant to buy on weekdays, although they are small dishes of the farmhouse, they look very delicious.

The black-looking boy on the side was showing his white teeth and smiling brightly, and in the breeze and drizzle, a sense of warmth arose.

The meal was put on the table, and the two ate quietly, thus slowly telling the past in Zhang's mouth-

"Little Er, you don't know, seeing you is like seeing A-Niang herself." As she spoke, her eyes seemed to sink into a memory.

"Your maternal grandmother, that is, A-Niang's mother-in-law, was born in the rivers and lakes, and she is also known as a chivalrous woman, she saved your grandfather, and then was conquered by your grandfather who was out playing and was in distress.

When she realizes that she is in love with a strange man and desperately wants to marry your grandfather, she knows that your grandfather is the son of the current prime minister.

At that time, your grandmother and grandfather went through many difficulties, and finally came together, and at that time she had me in her belly, but she was an eagle who wanted to wander the world freely, and your grandfather was a candidate for the prime minister in the capital and couldn't leave at all, it was a crime of bullying, and after a long time, my mother gave in for him.

My mother wanted me to learn martial arts, so that I could protect myself freely and not be trapped by human affairs, and my father wanted me to be proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. ”

Zhang said, his eyes flashed with sporadic light, and he seemed to have returned to the way he saw the two elders arguing with each other and having a deep and harmonious relationship, which was really very laughable, and then continued:

"I naturally want to learn martial arts, so I secretly watch my mother practice martial arts every day, and sometimes my father finds out and inevitably scolds me, and then my mother laughs and persuades me to become helpless.

However, once my father returned from a trip from afar and brought back an ordinary woman.

That time, I remember that my mother cried for a long time, and my father didn't know why she came to her side for three days, and then everything changed overnight, and my father took concubines one after another as if he was stunned, as if he was deliberately angry with his mother, and my mother washed her face with tears all day long, and too long time wore off all her edges and corners, even if she had martial arts, she didn't want to leave. ”

She let out a long sigh, even though the painful memories were still lingering after a long time. And Qingmao also listened carefully, the free eagle was imprisoned and abandoned by the wild, so the fate is unknown.

"She's dead."

Zhang's eyes were full of tears, and it was extremely difficult to say the three words, and even his hand that was eating with chopsticks became a little trembling, but after calming down, maybe it was too many times, he walked out of his emotions, and continued to put the food in his mouth and said:

"My mother is still stubborn in her heart, she doesn't want to work with others, she has never forgotten the promise of a lifetime and a couple, and now that the oath has been broken, she can't leave, let alone abandon me to leave, so she ...... The cantilever committed suicide.

I, on the other hand, was the first to find out.

My father still spent the night at a woman's place, and when he heard the news and hurried to his knees and begged for forgiveness, I knew that my father still loved my mother, and he just responded to her in the most undesirable way.

But I could no longer forgive him.

Since then, my father has been extremely strict with me to learn qin, chess, calligraphy and painting, to put an end to everything related to martial arts, and at the same time let me learn a lot of etiquette, in those years I became like a puppet, one day after another, I only have three hours left to sleep.

And my father seems to have suddenly become violent, abolishing many women, but only the ordinary woman who caused everything at the beginning is still in the house, I want to resist, I want to take revenge, but in the end it is more onerous homework and punishment, and I am slowly discouraged. ”

Zhang calmly said that kind of unsympathetic past, how desperate it should be for the little girl to see her mother's death and know that the woman who indirectly caused the breakdown of the family and the death of her mother, to take revenge in exchange for her father's punishment.

"But, I met your father."

Her face was sweet at first, then sad at first.

"At that time, he was still handsome, very good at sweet talk, and his family background was not bad, we met in the temple fair, that was when I sneaked out to find a way to get revenge on that woman, and the hair was messy, and he sat by the river in embarrassment for some reason but laughed, very different, embarrassed me and embarrassed him, that time we were attracted to each other at a glance.

In the next few chance encounters, we got to know each other, he knew about me, sympathized with my situation, gave me comfort and encouragement, and ...... Promise. He was crazy about me, and I was terrified...... Hiding in the house. She covered her lips and smiled, and continued: "In the end, it was just the son of an ordinary businessman, but he ran to the prime minister's mansion to propose marriage, which really frightened me.

However, my father was furious, I hated him in the first place, and I tried my best to do what he opposed! So your father and I, who were originally only slightly close, really loved each other so sincerely under the intensification of his opposition.

At that time, I was thinking, maybe I could give up everything I wanted to get the freedom my mother wanted, and get the true love that my mother had been waiting for for a long time and then lost.

But...... I repeated my mother's retreat. ”

Zhang's expression was very complicated when she didn't know whether she was crying or laughing, and Qingmao couldn't help but gently pat her back and comfort her gently.

"I'm fine." She smiled and said, "Naturally, it was excellent at first, but my father gave up on me and asked me to cheat to death with him...... That is, your father got married and didn't care about me anymore, and I felt like I had won and was very happy.

After I got married, I was fine at first, but within three months I realized that he was a great gambler, and after the death of his parents, he became even worse, just like that, he consumed the family's fortune little by little, and finally owed a lot of debt.

And I'm ...... Stubbornly unwilling to ask my father for help, he left the country under his complaints, and only then did we arrive in the village where we lived...... gave birth to you. ”

Zhang paused: "For the rest, you will know Xiao Er, I am sorry for you." Now I just want to see the former homeland and ...... Little two, it's just a family you've never met. If you don't want to, we can leave tomorrow. ”

System: "Drop!" Congratulations to No. 149 for completing the side quest! Learn the secrets of the Zhang family. ”