1882 Consciousness Offensive and Defensive Warfare
Father Edward had been waiting for a considerable amount of time at the entrance to the huge elevator group, during which time he had killed a large number of intrusive security guards, and at the same time, he had also used the disguised ability of 999 to exert influence on Father Sissen in other parts of the Ruling Bureau ruins from a state of consciousness, using the ambiguous and deep connections between them - a kind of occult commonly known as cause and effect, but actually a connection between the consciousness level generated by interpersonal relationships - to monitor the changes of the entire Ruling Bureau ruins to a certain extent. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Since the New Century Gospel appeared in front of the world, there seems to be no movement in the eyes of others, and the most worthy of concern is nothing more than the capture of Area 51, but it is an old thing now, but in fact, with the power of the witch VV and the Three Messengers, there are far more disturbances to the world from the conscious level than others think. Through the relationship between man and man, through the consciousness relationship between man and man, no matter how far away what happens in a place, as long as there are people, and not all people in a range can isolate the interaction of consciousness caused by this human relationship, it is impossible to completely isolate the observation and influence of the New Century Gospel.
Theoretically, in order to truly isolate the observation and influence of the gospel in the new century, it must be done thoroughly from the level of the collective subconscious of mankind. Father Edward, who is well aware of this, is not even sure that even if he has a repeater, those who use it to protect themselves have really guaranteed that they are not interfered with and influenced by the witch VV. Although he has done a lot of work under the witch VV, and the close contact with the witch VV has also allowed Father Edward to assess the other party's ability level to a certain extent, but to truly understand what the mystery of the witch VV is and the upper limit of what her mysterious power can do, Father Edward himself does not dare to pack the ticket.
Even with the powerful mystical power of 999 in disguise, Father Edward could not believe that he would be able to defeat the witch VV in a head-on battle. And it is such a terrible person, who should have a deep enough backhand, which is by no means easy to deal with in his imagination, and who has proved his strength with his actual battle against the repeater, and who has lost contact so suddenly.
Moreover, there were no unnecessary signs at all until contact was lost, and no information was ever disseminated. There is an unusual connection between the Three Couriers and the Witch VV, and fluctuations on the level of consciousness on either side are able to forcibly exploit this connection to convey to the other in a way that resonates. Normally, this connection is maintained in an attitude that people don't care, but as long as one party has a need, it can deliberately elevate this connection to the level of concern.
It is difficult to get a better way to communicate information than in a crisis, and there has never been a time before that that connection has been truly severed. However, now that this has happened, Father Edward is in the middle of an intelligence dilemma that he has not encountered in years, and it makes him feel like the witch VV and the Three Messengers of the Four Heavenly Courtyards and the coconut have suddenly disappeared from this world.
For a moment, it was as if he had returned to a past of nothingness and complete isolation - of course, for Father Edward, this sense of isolation was nothing more than an illusion, and no matter how he analyzed himself, he would not really think that he had lost everything.
However, the possibility transmitted from this change turned into an indescribable horror that made him feel like he was in a cage. This kind of terror that seems to be enveloped by an invisible net towards him, and he cannot escape the fate of death, is the emotion that he cares about the most.
When did you have such a great fear in the past? No, rather, I never seem to have ever had this level of fear. This emotion of fear is distinct and born from the bottom of the heart, but when you dig deeper, it is easy to fall into a bottomless world of consciousness full of illusions. Father Edward's self-perception is like describing his own heart, from the phrase "a condensed hard crystal" to the phrase "a bottomless abyss".
One is clear and clear, hard and clear; The other is full of ambiguity, darkness and the unknown.
If it weren't for the disguised power of 999 resisting the gravitational pull from this inner abyss, I am afraid that I would have gone insane and seen all kinds of hallucinations.
The observation of his heart gave Father Edward a sense of realization, although there was no tangible evidence, but the unknown fate of the witch VV and the Four Heavenly Courtyard Gaconuts had allowed the murderer to follow this connection. No, if the other side is strong enough, they may have observed themselves from that indescribable other side.
Although I can't be sure what I'm facing, the other person is already able to influence me. Thinking of this, Father Edward suddenly realized that this seemingly logical progression of thinking was the best proof that the other party was approaching him. It's hard to say whether it's because of the thinking that leads the other person, or because the other person's proximity leads to one's own thinking, probably both. From the beginning of "being aware of each other", the connection between them has gradually deepened, and even 999 can't be severed in disguise.
For most occult experts, this kind of contact and confrontation is quite ambiguous, indirect, and hazy and unspeakable, but if you are a consciousness walker, or have been exposed to the mystery of consciousness walking, you can understand that this is a fairly direct confrontation, and it is also the offensive and defensive process before the decisive blow, when one side is fully presented in front of the other and can be clearly observed, it is the moment when the victory or defeat is decided - perhaps between the two confrontations, the battle that takes place in this moment is not short, But for others who can't get involved in this battle on a conscious level, it's a real split second.
When you realize the existence of the enemy, realize that the enemy is influencing you, and realize that there is such a way to connect you with the enemy, it proves that the battle has begun. Without such an awareness, they will naturally fall behind in this battle, and if they are not used to fighting at the level of consciousness, they may not know how they died when they die, which is why most of the mystery experts are full of fear of consciousness walkers. Although Father Edward is not a consciousness walker, with the help of the power of 999 in disguise, he has also done a lot of things at the level of consciousness, and he can also understand what kind of state he is facing.
The battle came and went, and in the vague feeling that he did not know the cause and effect, and did not observe more tangible phenomena, but only "felt" and "realized", Father Edward had used the power that could affect his own psyche and spirit, and made multiple defenses against himself that he could think of. From his own point of view, the abyss in his heart is being sealed by chains, and he is trying to bridge the bottomless cracks and change them back to the original feeling--when he observed himself in the past, he felt that he felt like his heart, and there was such an impression imprinted in his mind; The analysis of why one's heart is so much has also left deep traces in memory; Although it is often said that the human heart is changeable, and the self-unawareness is the most difficult shortcoming of human beings, there are not only changes in the human heart, but also places that are difficult to change. You will be able to self-correct with the help of this template.
However, when they are not aware that they are in a state of consciousness battle, the consciousness walker will not always use this defensive method, because from another point of view, it is actually quite natural for people's consciousness to shift over time. Always using a template to restrain and correct oneself is a kind of non-benign self-restraint.
This defense is brutal, rigid, and effective, and in the battles that Father Edward has experienced, when he uses this defense, there is no existence that can force the defense.
Even so, at this time, with the utmost vigilance, he used such a defensive method, only to find that he was still afraid. It is so strange that it is so different from what we have experienced in the past, or it is difficult to describe it in terms like "horror" and "fear", and there is no word that can describe this feeling completely correctly among the known sensual words, and "horror" and "fear" are only the closest words to this sensibility.
My heart is like a pottery, in a situation where I can't feel the heat, but it is obviously melting, and the process of melting and collapsing is the process of forming the abyss. Feeling this process, Father Edward felt that if he continued like this, his heart might become such a great abyss - and the description of this image was undoubtedly not the description of his own heart, but the description of the enemy who was still unable to directly observe it.
I can feel that my consciousness is being forcibly shaped into another by some kind of terrifying existence, and this feeling is originally a part of fear. Fear was pushing the metamorphosis, and the metamorphosis continued to produce more fear, and Father Edward's face was pale, he had never felt the powerlessness of ninety-nine-nine disguised as he did now.
There are a variety of demonic disguises in the ninety-nine-nine disguise, which can produce different phenomena from the level of consciousness, and use different methods, and when facing the enemy in the past, there was even a feeling of "there is no need for so much", but at this moment, it is obvious that you can feel the lack from the fact that you are losing layer by layer.
Father Edward has not tried to spread his activities to the level of the collective human subconscious when he uses the power of conscious walking, but the danger of the collective human subconscious, and the choice and allocation of research directions in a limited time, has always made him a shallow taste. Being able to use the demon's disguised ability to walk consciously, and even enter the collective subconscious of human beings, does not mean that he can do a better job in this aspect than the mysterious experts who naturally have the ability to walk consciously. He is aware of his shortcomings in abilities caused by his choices, and becomes a messenger for the witch VV, and in this sense, he is also trying to make up for the shortcomings.
If a person has infinite time and infinite future, then all-round development is undoubtedly the choice, but within the limited time and limited choice, it is also the right choice to let yourself do what you are better at and use the strength of others to make up for your own shortcomings.
The power of the witch VV and the three messengers make up for each other, and Father Edward did not think that there would be a situation where the lack of one side would expose his own flaws, but, if you think about it, in the limited time and choice, if such a last resort occurs, it can only be said that there is nothing to be done.
The helplessness that he had envisioned was happening to him in a real way, and Father Edward did not know how to face it, or rather, he realized that no matter what emotions he had, it was useless, and that he was facing such a desperate and crazy crisis.
Father Edward was still able to move, but his small movements were a little restless. In the depths of his own heart, on the level of consciousness, the offensive and defensive battles that were manifested in such a sensual and ambiguous way were unknown to no one but himself, and he could not explain them clearly to others in words, and there was no one around him who could help him at this moment. Their isolation is obvious, but for the occult expert, these emotions, these encounters, are not very special. In the mysterious events faced by occult experts, there will always be a few things that make people helpless, crazy and desperate. Looking back, it was a miracle that I was able to get out of that desperate situation at that time, and I couldn't find a way to replicate it.
Father Edward, of course, was well aware of what was happening to him, and never gave up on preventing things from going in his favor. Even so, the fear only grows, and with each failed attempt, it deepens until it actually succeeds once. This means that you must succeed at least once before you are in the erosion of fear, completely crazy and desperate.
The criterion of success is not to suppress the feeling that "one's heart is turning into an abyss", but to let one's fear be restrained - if fear is inevitable, then under this premise, it is up to oneself to decide how much fear one can have, and this fear must not be an unstoppable inflated posture, otherwise, one's own death will be ugly.